Sadness

I Heart You

Jungah pov :

"Whe-where... am I ?" I looked around.. "This is.. oh.." I rubbed my eyes "hotel.. ahh I fell asleep.." I've been crying until I fell asleep. I looked at my watch and right now its 8:30PM. I feel so weak. I haven't eat since last night. "ahh.. im hungry.. Hmm maybe I should call for room service..I'm too tired to go out find food right now..." After I called for room service, I got up from my bed and walk my way to the bathroom. On my way, I accidentally stepped on something. "Oh..?" I looked down and I saw a blue handkerchief. "Mario.." The feeling of hopeless and sadness come again. I can never escape from all these kind of feelings. I put the handkerchief on the table and went to bathroom to take quick shower.

After I've done taking shower, I put on the bathrobe. Walking to the window to view the scenery. It was beautiful. Lots of lights. Then I took the tv remote and flip through the channels. "... *sigh*.. nothing interest me.. even TV can't cheer me up.." I lay down on my bed. ".. I wonder how  Kahi unnie and the kids feel right now...They must be really dissapointed in me.. I am such a bad omma.. stupid omma..." Everytime I think about the members, my eyes will get teary. ".. maybe I should call them.. tell them I'm fine... thats the best I can do for now.." I grabbed my phone from my handbag. After I switched on my phones, I got

20 missed calls and 10 messages from Kahi, 5 missed calls and 1 message from Bekah, 1 missed call and 1 message from unknown number.

I read through all 9 messages from Kahi unnie. The messages are all the same. "I'm sorry" "..*sigh* You don't have to say 'sorry' Kahi unnie.. You don't have to..." Then I open the last message from Kahi unnie.

"This will be my tenth time saying 'sorry' .. I am sorry Jungah. I am sorry for making you sad. I am sorry for making you mad. I am sorry if my action annoyed you. I am sorry for not being a good leader to you. I am sorry if I ever hurt your feelings. I am sorry for everything. We've been friends for 6 years now. I don't want because of what happened, it'll ruin our friendship that we built for 6 years. Jungah, please come home soon. Yes, home.. our home. Where we practice together, cry together, eat together, share happiness.. The kids, they are all worried about you. I don't know what to say to these kids if their 'omma' ran away from home.. Jungah, I'm sorry for disturbing you with all these messages. I am sorry. Cheongmal.. mianhae.. Please come home soon.. We'll be waiting for you.."

My cheeks are getting wet by all the tears that keep falling. My heart hurts so much reading this last message from Kahi unnie. ". sob.. sob.. I am sorry Kahi unnie... Sorry.. " I cry harder and harder. "Unnie.. " I quickly dialled Kahi unnie's number. 

Kahi : "JUNGAH !!"

Me : "Nee.. unnie.. sob sob.."

Kahi : "Are you okay ?! Oh my God, I am so worried about you.."

Me : "Nee unnie, I'm fine.. hehe.. Thanks for the messages hehe.. sob sob.."

Kahi : Are you crying ?! aww, jungah-yah.. please stop crying.."

Me : "Hehe.. dont worry unnie.."

Kahi : "Jungah-yah, I am sorry.. I di-"

Me : "Stop it unnie.. Please, dont say you're sorry again. I am the one who should say sorry. Not you.. I am sorry Kahi unnie. I know these past weeks I didn't talk to you much. I always acting weird. I ran away from you.. from the kids. I should've take care of them but I ignore them instead. Unnie.. I'm calling you to say I'm fine. Don't worry about me. I'll come home tomorrow. I promise.."

Kahi : "Jungah-yah.. its okay. All I want is you to be with us.. Jungah.."

Me : "Nee unnie ?"

Kahi : "Were you acting like this because of Mari- 

*knock knock* I hear someone's knocking the door. It must've be the room service.

Me : "Unnie.. I gotta go. I'll call you later.. and dont worry about me.. I'm fine.. okay take care unnie ~"

Kahi : "Jung-" I hang up. 

I quickly wipe my tears and went to open the door. The employee brought me the food that I just ordered. "ahh, everything looks good.. Thank you.." I closed the door and start to dig in. I am feeling much better after I talked to Kahi unnie just now.. "Hmm.. tomorrow.. tomorrow, I'm gonna stop being a jackass and start being the old me.." Just as I start to forget about my problems.. suddenly theres an incoming call... from.... no other than that bastard.. Hyun Bin.. I hesitate to answer at first but I take a deep breath and press the 'green' button..

Me : ".. what?"

Hyun Bin : "wow, haha can't you at least say 'hello' first ? haha"

Me : "hello"

Hyun Bin : "haha good girl. What chu doing right now baby?"

Me : "I'm not your baby"

Hyun Bin : "Soon, you will. haha ahh wait, not baby.. but my WIFE haha"

Me : "Is that all ? I'm kinda busy now. No time for all of these."

Hyun Bin : "Oh come on, no time for your future husband ? haha.. alright then. straight to the point. Well, there is still no news on internet about you quitting After School.. or should I say... 'graduating'.."

Me : "So?"

Hyun Bin : "So ? haha girl, I give you 5 days. FIVE days only for you to tell our CEO that you're quitting.."

Me : "...." Five days.. Five days left with the girls. Tears started to fall.. again. I don't know how many times I've cry today. Five days left to be with Kahi unnie.. the kids. Five days..

Hyun Bin : "you're not saying anything.. well I take that as a 'yes, you'll do it in five days".. Good girl haha !"

Me : "I'm hanging up now"

Hyun Bin : "woowowowo! wait ! I'm not done yet baby haha. Well.. about your family.. hmm I'm thinking about meeting your parents next week. Ya know.. I'm a gentleman, so I gotta meet your parents and tell about them about our wedding.."

Me : "Gentleman ? pfftt"

Hyun Bin : "wooo~ be nice girl.. look, I know they're kinda anti of me haha. so I want you to play your role too.."

Me : "My role?"

Hyun Bin : "well yeah, you gotta convince them that I can be a good husband to you haha.. if not, my gun will do all the 'work'" 

Me : "FINE ! fine.. Just please.. dont hurt them.."

Hyun Bin : "Haha whatever girl. Make sure you play your role next week. Ciao baby" He hangs up.

"What should I do now... God, please save me from this devil. Please.." I begged and I cry. Theres nothing I can do except pray. My life has been miserable since the day I met Hyun Bin. I regret dating him before this. Before I put down my phone, on the notifications I saw 1 unread message. Its from the unknown number earlier that I havent check yet. 

"Noona, this is Mario.." My eyes widen after I read the first sentence of the message. "Mario.. ? How did he.." i continued reading his message. ".... My handkerchief...use it to wipe all your tears" I look at the table that I put the handkerchief earlier and I grabbed it. "Mario-shi.. why ?" I wipe my tears as he told me. "Hey, if you're feeling better, call me.. Well, I'll be waiting for your call, noona :)"

"Mario-shi.. will you still be waiting my call if I've become someone's wife..."

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"Ta - da ! Chapter 8 !~ hehehe"

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kindie
#1
nice fic~!
Envytweet #2
hey readers :)<br />
im sorry for not updating this fic for so long. Ive been busy with college life hehe<br />
but now its holidays,i can start writing again :)<br />
please wait patiently ~<br />
oh & merry christmas :)
chaymmc #3
if you are not too busy, i hope you can update this fic. this is one of the most beautiful fic i've ever read. advance merry christmas!
NieyaOzil #4
This is such an amazing FF
Envytweet #5
haha, sorry for the late update. i've been busy with classes T_T<br />
hmmm, yup.. its coming to an end... or maybe not.. haha just wait and see ^^
chaymmc #6
woah finally mario knew everything! looking forward for the next chapters. please update soon. thanks!
Envytweet #7
I thought this fanfic will end @ Chapter 20.. but I guess not lol
Envytweet #8
Lots of chapters for you guys because I may not be able to update tmrw.. but I'll find a way tho if I can :) Thank you for reading ~~ Please patiently wait for the next chapter :)
chaymmc #9
wow a lot of chapter in just one day. me gusta. please update more.i'm officially addicted to this fic
Envytweet #10
aww, thank you ~ I heart all my readers ~ hehe ^^