Gain

I'm getting frustated because all problems just come to me like there's no end. I am not blamming this to anyone. It was just me in the first place who acted by an old beautiful yet illusion feeling. That feeling gave me a hope that everything would turned into a happy ending. My heart said that giving the second chance to him was like giving a second chance for me to be happy too. It's like it's okay to hurt a little. But I was wrong, there is just a certain person like him who don't deserve that and the story will repeat itself, having the same ending, misery. The person you care and make you happy the most will hurt you the most. I just can end my life and forget all the things but that never really my style and I am just too afraid for doing that. It's good to having that kind of scared though, so I don't have the guts to do that. When I am in my deep thought in my room, my phone suddenly buzzing and I take a likk to see who text me.

[Kwon]

Hey Noona, what are you doing? :) Are you feeling okay? I've talked to JinYoung Hyung about us getting married. He agreed and gave us permission. But first we have to reveal to the public that we're dating then after some times we will announce that we're getting married. Also we need to talk to both of our parents. When do you have the time to talk to our parents about this matter? :)

[Gain]

Kwon, you know it isn't right don't you? And I never ask for your responsiblity to marrying me. I won't marry you out of pity. It's my problem, I gotta solve this by myself. No need to bother.

I sigh when I reply Kwon's text, I know he's sincere. He's sincerely loving me but the situation is not right and I don't love him, everyone thinks I'm stupid to wasted a good man like Kwon for someone like JiHoon but I can't force myself. To letting and hating someone like JiHoon because of what he's done to me are something that I definitely will do but for loving Kwon is another thing, I don't want to take Kwon's sincerity as granted. My phone is buzzing again and I know Kwon won't give up like that.

[Kwon]

I know what I did, no need to remind me. It's indeed not my responsibility to marrying you, it's not out of pity too

"Don't you get it Noona, you're too densed or what? Do you think I am a saint and a really good person to take the responsibility that's supposed to be someone else's responsibility? Do you think I will take a big risk to my career just to save someone else's life? I'm more than willing to sacrifice anything in my life but that person has to be you, don't you get it that I Love You??

I'm speechless and shocked that Kwon is actually in front of me telling all those words, How could he go inside the apartment?

JoKwon

She never gives her love to me but I don't care. It may sound stupid but I just want to believe these words that making sure that person we love happy eventhough we can't get their heart is also love and hurting because of the person that we love is also love. For me the only love I have for her is that kind of love. If she can't have the love that she's longing because that jerk is too idiot to waste someone as precious as Gain, I'll give her that I have even it's just a little for her heart.