Jing Yi’s perspective:                                                                         21/02/2009

“ Cook for me,for the last time,” Wei Li whispers me softly.

The love nest that we shared,now is filled with sorrow and hurts.I don’t understand him.Why he decided to leave me? I am  not a beautiful girl but I am sure I am quite a decent girl. I too have my pride.Alas,whenever he is around,I couldn’t care less about my pride. This is how much I loved him. My one and only love. However, I can’t say the same for his feelings towards me.

“DON’T LEAVE ME! I WILL DO ANYTHING FOR YOU!JUST...please...don’t leave me”. Tears flowed down on my cheeks. I am sure I looked ruined. My hair is messy and my body is trembling.I tightly held the hand of his,begging him not to go.I am a shameless woman right now.

“ I am hungry.Please cook for me.For a last time.” He looks at me with those soft and mesmerizing eyes.

“I will.If you say so.I will.I will cook your favourite dish.I will.I will do anything for you.”

Sichuan fried chicken.His favourite dish.He always loves it when I cook that. Maybe after he eat this,he will love me again.Then,he will not leave me.Yes.He won’t.

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I look at his eyes.He is not looking at me,instead focus on eating.

Wei Li has the most beautiful eyes. He rarely talks but his eyes are very expressive.They are the signals that show his real feelings.Sadly,he has never really looked at me for past few months.He stares are icy cold even when he looked at me.

“I can cook for you everyday. I will be with you everyday. Wei Li,is it okay? Don’t leave me okay?”

“You know I don’t change my plan once I’ve decided. Forget me.Get a new boyfriend. Make sure he is a good man,who will love you forever.”

“Is she that beautiful?Who is the girl? If you want,I can duplicate her.PLEASE!..Don’t..leave...me”

Silent followed. Is he regretting?Is he crying? Will he stay?

“You must take care of yourself.Goodbye.”

Wei Li left me.He left the house.The house that we had been living together since we both become steady.3 years.3 years of love just ended like this without a proper reasons.I don’t understand. I will never.

Time passes by...1 week, 1month,1 year, 2years...He never come back and cut off all the contacts.

 Do you hate me that much?