I was inspired by the song Kismet of Silent Sanctuary, they're a Filipino band who uses classical instruments instead of the usual electric guitars. It's a really great song so listen to it if you have time or while you're reading this chapter =) listen to it here

"J's" continuation...

Kismet

Noun

1. fate or destiny

“This time I’ll surrender  my everything forever life doesn’t matter just our souls together.”

-          Kismet by Silent Sanctuary

While walking home in a comfortable silence Sung Jong couldn’t help but think about the flower that was in his house right now and the fact that walking home alone with Myung Soo was making his heart beat twice as fast.

“Your friends are lucky to have each other, neh Jongie?” Myung Soo said out of the blue.

“Yup.” the younger replied. “I wonder if I’ll find someone like that too?”

“Maybe you already found someone like that,” said Myung Soo. “You just didn’t notice yet.”

“How could I not notice that hyung?” asked Sung Jong as he and Myung Soo went up the stairs to their apartment.

“Fate must have blinded you.” replied the elder jokingly.

“I don’t believe in fate hyung.” Sung Jong replied while sticking out his tongue. He then proceeded to his door and got his keys out.

“For someone who didn’t believe in fate, it’s quiet funny to see you keep those pair rings.” teased Myung Soo as he copied Sung Jong’s actions but on his own door.

“But it’s cute hyung.” replied Sung Jong with a smile but then turned into a pout. “And Sung Yeol-hyung threatened me not to lose it. Saying that he bought it with his own money.”

“That would be something Sung Yeol-hyung would say.” laughed Myung Soo as he remembered how hard it was for Sung Yeol to pick a gift at the mall because he kept looking at the prices.

“Goodnight then hyung.” Sung Jong smiled as he opened his door.

“Wait Jongie!” called out Myung Soo. “You forgot something.”

“Huh?” said Sung Jong in confusion. He didn’t know what his hyung was talking about.

“Come here,” said Myung Soo as he motioned for the other to come closer which Sung Jong reluctantly did.

Myung Soo then placed a hand aroung Sung Jong’s ear then whispered gently “Goodnight too Sung Jong.” it instantly made Sung Jong’s face tomato red.

“Now I could sleep peacefully with your blushing face in my dreams.” Myung Soo smiled as he closed the door leaving Sung Jong to walk slowly into his own house.

When Sung Jong got into his house his eyes instantly went to the lone Jonquil flower on his kitchen table. The words “Love me.” slowly left his lips, the innocent flower then became a medium for him to realize something: He liked his hyung more than a dongsaeng should.

Maybe that’s why he went out of the restaurant early. Seeing his friends being all cuddly together made him  imagine himself being all cuddly with Myung Soo too.

“Aish,” muttered Sung Jong. He was never confused like this before. He then started to fix his things when his eyes fell on his keys. “This is all your fault.” Sung Jong accused the inanimate object.

“If you didn’t fall out of my pocket that time I wouldn’t be as confused as hell!” he then went silent as he picked up his keys. “Then again I wouldn’t have met hyung if it wasn’t because of you either, so I guess I should be thankful to you huh?” Sung Jong shook the keys as if it would respond.

“Seriously,” the boy laughed at himself. “I’m getting weirder every day.” he then saw the pair rings that he used as a keychain then thought about Sung Yeol’s words:

Flashback

“Jongie~” cried Sung Yeol as he ran up to the younger.

“Hi hyung.” Sung Jong replied with a smile.

“Look what I bought!” cried Sung Yeol showing of his hand that had a ring on it.

“It looks cool hyung.” said Sung Jong while staring at the ring.

“It’s a couple ring actually,” explained the choding. “The other half is with L. An old lady told me that it has magical powers that would keep us together forever.”

“You seriously believe in those things hyung?” said the feminine boy with a skeptical look across his face.

“It doesn’t hurt to try you know,” said Sung Yeol sticking out his tongue in a childish way. He then ruffled through his pockets then took out another pair of rings. “Here! I bought this for you!”

“Why’d you buy me these hyung?” asked Sung Jong as the other placed the rings on his finger. “It’s not like there’s someone else to pair with me.”

“That’s just it Sung Jong!” exclaimed the elder. “You have no one to pair with! That’s why I bought that for you, the old lady said that these rings would lead you to your destiny.”

“Seriously hyung? You seriously want me to believe that a pair of rings are gonna help me find my destiny?”

“It doesn’t hurt to try now. Besides, you’ve been alone for far too long, when was your last relationship again? Was it last year with L.Joe?” asked Sung Yeol.

“Yes hyung, it was a year ago with L.Joe-sshi.” replied Sung Jong.

“Back then I thought you were gonna last forever,” mused Sung Yeol. “But I guess not everyone is as lucky as me and L.”

“We’re still friends you know,” said Sung Jong with a smile.

“Too late to reminisce now, anyways, keep the ring! I paid money for that so keep it! Don’t you dare lose it!” warned Sung Yeol.

End of Flashback

“Did you lead me to my destiny rings?” asked Sung Jong, when suddenly Myung Soo’s words when they first met went through his head: “You met me through those rings right?”

Then those words’ secret meaning finally hit Sung Jong. Maybe just maybe Myung Soo also felt just like how Sung Jong feels right now. Maybe his hyung liked him back.‘But what if he doesn’t?’ said a little voice behind his head. But Sung Jong was an optimistic boy so he shoved those thoughts out of his head.

“If I don’t confess now then I’ll regret it for the rest of my life.” Sung Jong said in a very determined way. He was going to confess to Myung Soo alright! All he needed was the right time.

Two weeks. It’s been two weeks since he made that promise. There were lots of opportunities for Sung Jong to confess but he didn’t expect for his mouth to betray him. Every time he’d try to confess his mouth would get dry until he could only close his mouth and stare at his hyung. Myung Soo didn’t mind though, he thought Sung Jong looked cute with his antics.

When Sung Jong released his nth sigh that day, his friends started to worry about their maknae.

“Maybe he’s deprived?” joked Woo Hyun earning him 5 smacks on his head. “It was a joke!”

“Maybe he just misses Myung Soo?”  said Sung Gyu while stating the boys absence.

“So he is ually frustrated.” Woo Hyun joked again but this time before the others could hit him Sung Jong beat them to the chase.

“I’m not like you hyung!” exclaimed the youngest.

“Ignore the idiot Jongie,” said Sung Gyu as he looked at the younger with concern.

“You’re so mean to call me an idiot GyuGyu,” Woo Hyun said in a fake hurt way.

“If you don’t shut up right now you will be deprived.” Sung Gyu warned which effectively made his lover shut up.

“Now Jongie,” started Sung Yeol as he wrapped an arm around the others shoulder. “What’s got your pretty face down?”

“Nothing,” sighed Sung Jong. “It’s not like you could help me.” his eyes then fell on L and he thought that maybe someone could help him. “But maybe L-hyung could help me.”

“Me?” asked L as he pointed at himself.

“Can I talk to you hyung?” asked Sung Jong. “Alone?”

“Yah!” Sung Yeol suddenly cried as he shook the younger’s shoulder. “Sung Jongie! Are you trying to steal my L!”

“I’m not hyung,” said Sung Jong who was starting to get dizzy. “I just wanna ask him for advice.”

“Oh,” Sung Yeol said as he stopped shaking the life out of the poor boy. “But why do you need to be alone?” he asked suspiciously.

“Cause it’s embarrassing with all of you here,” explained Sung Jong whose cheeks were turning pink.

“Fine then,” said Sung Yeol. He maybe a choding but he knew when things were personal. Besides, out of all of them L was the most sensible to ask advice from. “We’ll just buy food for lunch, you guys want anything?”

“Any food will do.” Sung Jong smiled thanking his hyung’s understanding.

“Any food then,” said Sung Yeol then he looked at L. “If you touch Jongie in a malicious way I will skin you alive and you won’t be able to touch me for a month.” that was Sung Yeol’s last warning before he went out with the others.

“So what’s in that head of yours Sung Jong?” asked L.

“Myung Soo-hyung.” mumbled the other.

“Ahh, I knew he was the problem,” said L as he sat next to Sung Jong. “You like him don’t you?”

Sung Jong just nodded shyly. “I knew it was the right decision to talk to you hyung.”

“So what’s the problem?” asked the elder. “You know you like him so just confess to him so that you could be happy together.”

“That’s the problem hyung!” cried Sung Jong. “I can’t seem to confess! Every time I try my mouth goes dry and no words form on my lips! How about you L-hyung? How did you confess to Yeollie-hyung?”

At this question L turned bright red. “Well… You know… I just went up to him and said it…”

“That’s it hyung?”asked Sung Jong. “Why does it seem so hard to me!”

“Well actually, that time I just kind of blurted it out.” L said sheepishly. “It was a spur of the moment.”

“I wish it was that easy for me hyung.” Sung Jong said glumly.

“It may seem hard Jongie but at least it’s easier than keeping it all in.” advised L as he patted the younger’s shoulder with a smile on his face.

“Thanks hyung,” said Sung Jong who mimicked the elder’s smile. “Maybe I’ll try again later.”

That night Sung Jong and Myung Soo did their usual routine of walking home together while chatting about what happened in school that day. When they got to their apartments Myung Soo invited Sung Jong for dinner saying that his mom sent him too much kimchi stew to eat alone. The feminine boy accepted his invitation thinking that it would be a perfect opportunity to confess.

‘Okay fate,’ thought Sung Jong. ‘For once I’ll believe in you.’

Dinner went smoothly for the two of them until Sung Jong noticed a little white envelope poking out of Myung Soo’s pocket.

“What’s that hyung?” asked Sung Jong pointing at the envelope.

“Oh this?” said Myung Soo pulling out the envelope into the open. “Just some random note I found in my shoe locker.”

“It’s a love note isn’t it.” stated Sung Jong with a pout. Ever since Myung Soo’s first day in Woolim girls left and right fell for his looks. Love letters and confessions became a daily part of his life but the handsome boy always turns them down. “Why do you always turn down confessions hyung? Don’t you want to be in a relationship?”

“It’s not that I don’t want to be in a relationship,” answered Myung Soo. “I’m just waiting for the person I like to confess.”

‘A person he likes?’ thought Sung Jong a bit crest fallen. ‘It’s the first time I heard of it.’

“Why the long face Sung Jong?” asked Myung Soo.

“You like someone hyung?” the younger asked softly not daring to look into his hyung’s eyes.

“Yeah,” smiled Myung Soo although he was a bit confused by the younger’s actions. “I’ve liked someone for a long time now.”

Sung Jong then muttered a barely audible ‘Oh’ but Myung Soo still heard it which made him raise an eyebrow to the boy.

“Is something wrong Jongie?” asked the elder filled with concern but the person he asked just shook his head in response.

Sung Jong could feel it he could almost hear it, his heart was breaking. He knew that there was a possibility that the person he loved might love someone else but when he actually heard it pass through Myung Soo’s mouth his world shattered into pieces and tears started to fall from his eyes. He just didn’t expect it to hurt this much.

“Sung Jong!” cried Myung Soo when he saw tears fall from the younger’s brown eyes. He then stood up just to crouch down in front of the other. He cupped Sung Jong’s face and wiped his tears away with his thumb. “Why are you crying?” the younger shook his head again not daring to open his mouth.

“Lee Sung Jong.” Myung Soo said in a slight commanding tone. “Do you not trust me enough to tell me what’s wrong?”

Sung Jong then made his tear filled eyes look straight into Myung Soo’s worried ones. His heart fluttered for a while and then he muttered the words “I like you hyung. More than a dongsaeng should.”

Myung Soo stared at Sung jong. Were his ears betraying him. Did the person he likes just told him he liked him back. He then asked the younger gently: “Could you repeat that?”

“I like you hyung, I really do.” Sung Jong repeated but now more clearly. “But now I know that you already have someone you like so I’m sorry if I troubled you with my words, I just had to let you know hyung.”

“Whoever said that you troubled me with your words Sung Jongie?” smiled Myung Soo as he pulled the other into a hug. “In fact I’m glad you told me Jongie.”

“Wha-” started the thinner boy who was completely taken a back. “Why are you glad? I thought you already have someone you like hyung?”

“I do have someone I like,” whispered Myung Soo into his ear. “And my special someone is crying right now in my arms.”

“What are you saying hyung?” asked Sung Jong completely shocked by his hyungs words.

“What I’m saying Sung Jong,” started Myung Soo as he looked into the others eyes then smiled when he saw that the tears have stopped. “I like you too Sung Jong.”

Sung Jong couldn’t believe what he was hearing or maybe he wasn’t hearing correctly he thought but all his doubts were pushed away when Myung Soo placed his warm lips atop Sung Jong’s. The kiss was short but sweet and it sealed their little confession with each other.

The next day Sung Jong couldn’t help but blush when Myung Soo announced to their friends that they were finally going out. Sung Yeol also couldn’t help but notice that the two of them were wearing one pair of the rings that he bought for Sung Jong then. The choding then went to Sung Jong and told him: “I told you those rings would lead you to your fate!”

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BrighterthanMushroom: Hoya is just so sweet and i kinda implanted my dream boyfriend on him in the J chapter XD

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