I Don't Want To Let Go

Slow Burn
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Yoongi put a lot of thought into his evening out with Hoseok; he felt owed the man at least that much. They have known each other for a while, and Hoseok has always been the one giving so tonight Yoongi wanted to return the favor. Tonight he wanted the man to feel as special as he had made Yoongi feel over the years.

"So what's the plan, hyung?" Hosoek asks as the walk to the car.

"You'll see," Yoongi's gives him a devious smile and Hoseok wonders how long his new found will power will last.

He nods dropping the topic fearing that pushing for an answer could end them up in dangerous territory. They drive in a comfortable silence. Yoongi likes silence, and he likes that he feels comfortable enough around Hoseok to not have to worry that the man is bored by the lack of noise.

He wonders if he'll feel this comfortable with Jungkook, but quickly pushes the thought out of his mind. Tonight is all about the man sitting next to him. He'll worry about Jungkook when he is the one in the passenger seat, tonight his one and only concern goes by the name, Jung Hoseok.

 

 

"Do you think this was a good idea?" Taehyung eyes his two best friends.

"I don't know now, I did at the time, though," Jimin answers honestly, his hand covering his face.

"They have so much history together. I am a little worried that after tonight, I won't be given a real chance," Jungkook pipes in.

"I have to admit Hoseok hyung looked so freaking hot. At least you learned you have a backup profession Kookie, you know if this whole Idol thing doesn't work out."  Taehyung tries to lighten the mood.

"Not funny," the youngest throws a pillow at his friends head.

While he wants Hoseok and Yoongi to have a good time (okay maybe not). He meant it when he told Hoseok hyung he wanted their relationship to stay the same. Right now though Jungkook is regretting his decision to help the man get ready. The man looked stunning in the outfit the younger man had selected, and he is pretty sure, Yoongi noticed. 

The boy won't lie he is nervous, not just about Hoseok's looks, but because of the man's past with Yoongi. Because he knows that Yoongi has very intense feelings for the dancer, he witnessed it first hand that day in the cave. But thinking back he realizes that he had encountered the men's closeness on many occasions. 

Yoongi and Hoseok seem to be able to communicate without words, a look, a touch, a smile was often enough to let each know what the other needed or was thinking. Jungkook knows he doesn't have that sort of relationship with the older man.

"I am so very nervous," the youngest boy states.

"Don't be Kookie," Taehyung does not know how to sooth his two friends. He wants to tell them that it will be okay; he wants to tell them that they will each get what they want, but he can't. He knows what it's like to not know if the person you want the most wants you back, luckily for him Namjoon did want him.

The boy can't help the smile, he knows he shouldn't be selfishly thinking about how lucky he is at this moment, but last night Namjoon did this thing with his tongue, and --

Taehyung, focus your friends need you.

The boy shakes his head trying to focus on the problem at hand and not the pleasure of the night before. He takes a seat in between his two best friends on the couch; he has no words to offer, and he knows it. So he does what he does best, he comforts.

He pulls Jungkook down laying the boy's head in his lap, the youngster won't ever admit it, but he loves when people play with his hair, so Taehyung cards his fingers through the youngest's hair till he hears the boy, sigh in contentment against him. He also pulls Jimin's head to rest on his shoulder lacing their fingers together, Jimin like Taehyung loves physical contact the best. They stay like that till sleep overtakes them.

Namjoon came home from to studio to find his boyfriend sandwiched between the two boys. It is at that moment the leader realizes he may have a very real problem. A "normal" person would b

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EmptyTinkerbell
#1
Chapter 20: When I was halfway through the chapter I knew well what I wanted to leave in the comment, but now I just have emptiness in my mind. It's this really end? The boys are finally happy? I feel like crying. Yoongi, Jungkook, Hoseok, and Jimin went through so much. They experienced so many different feelings; hurt, love, disappointment, concern and more, and to think they finally got their happy endings... It just makes me so happy.
This story was awesome! It made me feel like I experienced the feelings along with the boys and it's not an easy thing to do in my opinion. I could also notice improvement in your writing which makes me glad because it's obviously a good thing haha Again, it was an amazing story and I enjoyed it a lot ^_^
EmptyTinkerbell
#2
Chapter 19: I wanted to punch Yoongi with a chair in this chapter. Before he made up his mind of course. When he let go of Hobi it's like something heavy finally flew off my shoulders. He made a good decision.
EmptyTinkerbell
#3
Chapter 18: I'm, well... I don't know how I feel to be honest. Am I glad that Jimin and Hoseok are doing 'that'? Am I angry at Yoongi? Do I pity him? I have no freaking idea. I have no idea...
EmptyTinkerbell
#4
Chapter 17: Jimin better treat Hoseok with utmost care and love. Hobi was constantly just giving and received nothing from Yoongi which was simply cruel. He deserves better and I'm sure Jimin can give him that 'better'.
EmptyTinkerbell
#5
Chapter 16: If Yoongi chooses Jungkook I wouldn't be surprised if the younger boy was all insecure (even more than he already is). What Hobi and Suga have can't disappear just like that, right? And I feel that while Yoongi choosing Hobi would break his heart, Suga cheating with Hobi while he's in a relationship with Kookie would break all of him, not just his heart. And it would be cruel. No, I can't and won't think of it, no no no, my poor Kookie. :(
EmptyTinkerbell
#6
Chapter 15: Daaaamn, Jimin, Jungkook, and Taehyung, together, cuddling, being all close... The picture is so adorable. ;w; This story makes me crazy with all the fluff and angst and things ugh... Yoongi better end things with Hobi there in the practice room or wise I'm gonna be pissed >~<
EmptyTinkerbell
#7
Chapter 14: Hahaha, napping is a priority! That's right, Kookie, sleep first, boys later XD
Yoongi is acting like an a little, avoiding Jungkook and all. Bad Suga!
EmptyTinkerbell
#8
Chapter 13: Wow, Hoseok is such a tease. And Jimin as well. They're such a dangerous duo. I'm glad they had a chance to tell each other how they feel, it may help them even if just a little~
EmptyTinkerbell
#9
Chapter 12: Just choose Jungkook already!!! Let Jimin have all of Hoseok to himself and just jump on Kookie already you ! Don't torture all of us ;_;
EmptyTinkerbell
#10
Chapter 11: I want to see if Yoongi's skin is as soft as I think it is as well :| Jungkook's excitement was so freaking adorable! I feel like I'm gonna die because of all the fluff and it may be the most pleasant death ever lmao Can this not end? ;;