I Don't Want To Let Go
Slow BurnYoongi put a lot of thought into his evening out with Hoseok; he felt owed the man at least that much. They have known each other for a while, and Hoseok has always been the one giving so tonight Yoongi wanted to return the favor. Tonight he wanted the man to feel as special as he had made Yoongi feel over the years.
"So what's the plan, hyung?" Hosoek asks as the walk to the car.
"You'll see," Yoongi's gives him a devious smile and Hoseok wonders how long his new found will power will last.
He nods dropping the topic fearing that pushing for an answer could end them up in dangerous territory. They drive in a comfortable silence. Yoongi likes silence, and he likes that he feels comfortable enough around Hoseok to not have to worry that the man is bored by the lack of noise.
He wonders if he'll feel this comfortable with Jungkook, but quickly pushes the thought out of his mind. Tonight is all about the man sitting next to him. He'll worry about Jungkook when he is the one in the passenger seat, tonight his one and only concern goes by the name, Jung Hoseok.
"Do you think this was a good idea?" Taehyung eyes his two best friends.
"I don't know now, I did at the time, though," Jimin answers honestly, his hand covering his face.
"They have so much history together. I am a little worried that after tonight, I won't be given a real chance," Jungkook pipes in.
"I have to admit Hoseok hyung looked so freaking hot. At least you learned you have a backup profession Kookie, you know if this whole Idol thing doesn't work out." Taehyung tries to lighten the mood.
"Not funny," the youngest throws a pillow at his friends head.
While he wants Hoseok and Yoongi to have a good time (okay maybe not). He meant it when he told Hoseok hyung he wanted their relationship to stay the same. Right now though Jungkook is regretting his decision to help the man get ready. The man looked stunning in the outfit the younger man had selected, and he is pretty sure, Yoongi noticed.
The boy won't lie he is nervous, not just about Hoseok's looks, but because of the man's past with Yoongi. Because he knows that Yoongi has very intense feelings for the dancer, he witnessed it first hand that day in the cave. But thinking back he realizes that he had encountered the men's closeness on many occasions.
Yoongi and Hoseok seem to be able to communicate without words, a look, a touch, a smile was often enough to let each know what the other needed or was thinking. Jungkook knows he doesn't have that sort of relationship with the older man.
"I am so very nervous," the youngest boy states.
"Don't be Kookie," Taehyung does not know how to sooth his two friends. He wants to tell them that it will be okay; he wants to tell them that they will each get what they want, but he can't. He knows what it's like to not know if the person you want the most wants you back, luckily for him Namjoon did want him.
The boy can't help the smile, he knows he shouldn't be selfishly thinking about how lucky he is at this moment, but last night Namjoon did this thing with his tongue, and --
Taehyung, focus your friends need you.
The boy shakes his head trying to focus on the problem at hand and not the pleasure of the night before. He takes a seat in between his two best friends on the couch; he has no words to offer, and he knows it. So he does what he does best, he comforts.
He pulls Jungkook down laying the boy's head in his lap, the youngster won't ever admit it, but he loves when people play with his hair, so Taehyung cards his fingers through the youngest's hair till he hears the boy, sigh in contentment against him. He also pulls Jimin's head to rest on his shoulder lacing their fingers together, Jimin like Taehyung loves physical contact the best. They stay like that till sleep overtakes them.
Namjoon came home from to studio to find his boyfriend sandwiched between the two boys. It is at that moment the leader realizes he may have a very real problem. A "normal" person would b
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