It's been three weeks since his drunken almost confession to Namjoon about his feelings for Jungkook. Suga has been doing a stellar job of avoiding Jungkook; he was never in the same place as him for more than ten minutes. And he made sure not to sit anywhere near the younger boy when they had public appearances. He has been doing an even better job at keeping himself so busy his mind doesn't drift. He definitely is too busy to think about the way sweat, drips from the younger man's skin when he dances. It is also too busy to dream about running his tongue along Jungkook's very defined jawline, or tracing lines with his fingers along the boy's abdomen. Yup, a bang up job of not think about Jungkook.

"F**k," it's all Yoongi can say after trying, but failing to clear his mind of Jungkook so he can f**king concentrate on his work. He has been staring at the piece of paper for what feels like forever willing for lyrics that did not consists of the words, Jungkook and need. 

He pushed the piece of paper to the floor and dropped his head on the desk. 

"F**K!" He screams hoping to clear his brain.

"You starting a curse word only dictionary?" Hoseok says at the door.

Yoonig chuckles, realizing that for the past hour all he has done is spit curse words.

"Just frustrated can't seem to come up with lyrics." He looks at the dancer.

He used to have a hella crush on Hoseok, but that was many moons ago, and it was never frustrating. It never felt like his insides were eating him alive, nor did he find himself obsessing over Hoseok's every move. This thing with Jungkook was not just a crush and has been going on steady and consistent for almost two years now.

"Seems like more than that to me, but I won't pry," Hoseok says cheerily.

"How the do you always sound so chipper?" Yoongi wonders out loud.

 Hoseok laughs, and it's genuine.

"Years of practice hyung, years of practice. Want help with lyrics?"

Yoongi considers saying yes, but when he opens his mouth something unexpected slips out.

"I think I may be obsessed with Jungkook."

"That's an interesting lyric indeed," Hoseok jokes.

"Not funny, I am dead serious. It started out as me wanting to be a good hyung, and now I want to be a lot more."

"I know." Hoseok's tone is matter-a-fact.

", what? How?"

"I have known you forever, and if you remember all those years ago while you merely had a slight crush on me I was madly in love with you. I know what it looks like hyung, want." Hoseok's voice held no bitterness they had worked out