It Is Just Human Nature
Slow BurnIt's been a week since Jimin came up with the worse plan known to mankind. Yoongi wonders if the boy had ever watched tv or movies because there is no scenario where this method works without someone getting hurt.
Yoongi is not heartless, nor is he stupid.
He knows a big part of what he feels for Jungkook is, attraction; the boy is hot. But it goes beyond the physical, he genuinely likes the kid. He likes Jungkook's quick wit; he admires the boy's determination and drive. The way that Yoongi will practically hide himself in the cave till he has perfected a song is the same way that Jungkook will spend hours and hours in the practice room learning and perfecting dance moves. He likes the way Jungkook toggles right on that thin line between adult and child. If Yoongi is honest, it drives him crazy the way the boy fits so perfectly in the in-betweens.
Then there is Hoseok and Yoongi cannot reason out his feelings for the man. His feelings for the dancer run deeper than attraction. Hope is the sunshine to Yoongi, dark skies. Hoseok knows almost all of Yoongi's shortcomings, yet the man still sticks around. Yoongi has made innumerable mistakes, and faux pas and Hoseok has been privy to them all, yet he has never judged the man or made him feel small or insignificant. He feels safe with Hoseok, the man is like a comfy blanket, or hot chocolate on a cold winter day. But he doesn't know if what he feels for Hosoek is love or familiarity.
"Aish," Yoongi drags his hand through his hair as he contemplates banging his head against the soundboard if only to make the damn thoughts disappear.
He taps his pen against the pad; he has been sitting here for the better part of two hours trying to write down the thoughts that are flooding him. If nothing he thinks this trauma should at least be right for a song, or two.
But all he has managed to do is frustrate himself and think of creative ways to kill Park Jimin without being suspected. That's not true, he'd be the prime suspect no matter what.
A knock on the door has him turning his head.
Well, speak of the devil, literally.
Yoongi looks up to find Jimin standing at the doorway. It's weird but seeing the boy in front of him now makes all of Yoongi's earlier anger disappear.
"Hyung, you busy?" The boy asks sheepishly and Yoongi stares at him for a moment wondering if this was indeed the same person that came up with the plan that currently has his mind working overtime.
"No, I am too irritated to be busy," Yoongi answers honestly.
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