I Don't Know

Slow Burn
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Jungkook has been in the practice room for three hours now, trying to perfect one move. Or at least that's what he keeps telling himself, but honestly he is attempting to clear his mind. His emotions have been all topsy-turvy lately, and he has no idea why. All he knows is that they seem most out of whack whenever Yoongi is around.

The boy misses a step.

“Damn-it,” he hisses under his breath, running his fingers through his sweat-drenched hair.

Walking over to the stereo he replays the song sending it back to the starting spot and tries the move again. Dancing is Jungkook’s fall back; he finds it both relaxing and distracting, and usually after an hour in the practice room the boy can usually shake off whatever it is that is bugging him. But he has been here for a few hours now, and he is still as restless and as agitated as he was when he first got there.

He misses the step again.

“Aggghhh, what the hell?!" He speaks a little louder this time, frustrated by his lack of concentration.

Again he restarts the music, assumes the dance pose, and tries again. When he misses the step on the third try, the golden maknae is close to tears. He doesn’t fail; he has never failed at anything, especially dancing.

“What the f**k.” The boy yells. 

Unable to contain his feeling anymore the boy screams at the top of his lung.

He feels better after the release and sinks to the floor of the practice room in exhaustion laying flat on his back. He is not sure how long he laid there for, but he must have fallen asleep because the next thing he remembers is being shaken awake gently by someone.

“Jungkook-ah, wake up,” Taehyung’s voice is lulling him softly.

“Hyung,” Jungkook voice is riddled with sleep, “what time is it?”

“It’s ten thirty Jin hyung was worried because he kept texting, and you didn’t reply. So he sent me to check up on you.” Taehyung sits on the floor beside his friend; Jungkook scoots closer resting his head on the older boy's lap.

Taehyung unconsciously starts playing with the younger man’s hair and Jungkook is once again finding it hard to keep his eyes open.

“Kookie what’s the matter? You haven’t been acting like yourself. You know that whatever it is you can tell me, right?” Taehyung remarks as he continues fiddling with Jungkook’s hair.

The youngest member of Bangtan is not overly touchy-feely, but he likes the feel of Taehyung's hand with his hair it reminds him of being a kid. He feels safe. He sighs contently and Taehyung giggles.

“Don’t you dare fall asleep again it took me forever to wake you up. But if you want to snuggle you can sleep with me tonight, I will play with your hair till you fall asleep.” Taehyung makes him an offer he can’t refuse.

“Okay,” Jungkook replies through his yawn.

They get up from the floor making their way out the room. Once outside, they walk in the direction of their dorm.

“You never said what was going on.” Taehyung turns to Jungkook with serious eyes, “I know something is wrong, why won’t you tell me what’s bothering you?” The older boy is both concerned and hurt that his friend is keeping something from him.

“It’s not that I don’t want to hyung,” Jungkook sighs, “It’s that I don’t know myself.” He looks at his friend hoping to see the answer he is looking for in the older boy’s eyes.

He doesn't.

“Well maybe you can tell me what has been happening and we can figure it out together.” Taehyung offers.

“I just feel off, anxious and nervous. Li

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EmptyTinkerbell
#1
Chapter 20: When I was halfway through the chapter I knew well what I wanted to leave in the comment, but now I just have emptiness in my mind. It's this really end? The boys are finally happy? I feel like crying. Yoongi, Jungkook, Hoseok, and Jimin went through so much. They experienced so many different feelings; hurt, love, disappointment, concern and more, and to think they finally got their happy endings... It just makes me so happy.
This story was awesome! It made me feel like I experienced the feelings along with the boys and it's not an easy thing to do in my opinion. I could also notice improvement in your writing which makes me glad because it's obviously a good thing haha Again, it was an amazing story and I enjoyed it a lot ^_^
EmptyTinkerbell
#2
Chapter 19: I wanted to punch Yoongi with a chair in this chapter. Before he made up his mind of course. When he let go of Hobi it's like something heavy finally flew off my shoulders. He made a good decision.
EmptyTinkerbell
#3
Chapter 18: I'm, well... I don't know how I feel to be honest. Am I glad that Jimin and Hoseok are doing 'that'? Am I angry at Yoongi? Do I pity him? I have no freaking idea. I have no idea...
EmptyTinkerbell
#4
Chapter 17: Jimin better treat Hoseok with utmost care and love. Hobi was constantly just giving and received nothing from Yoongi which was simply cruel. He deserves better and I'm sure Jimin can give him that 'better'.
EmptyTinkerbell
#5
Chapter 16: If Yoongi chooses Jungkook I wouldn't be surprised if the younger boy was all insecure (even more than he already is). What Hobi and Suga have can't disappear just like that, right? And I feel that while Yoongi choosing Hobi would break his heart, Suga cheating with Hobi while he's in a relationship with Kookie would break all of him, not just his heart. And it would be cruel. No, I can't and won't think of it, no no no, my poor Kookie. :(
EmptyTinkerbell
#6
Chapter 15: Daaaamn, Jimin, Jungkook, and Taehyung, together, cuddling, being all close... The picture is so adorable. ;w; This story makes me crazy with all the fluff and angst and things ugh... Yoongi better end things with Hobi there in the practice room or wise I'm gonna be pissed >~<
EmptyTinkerbell
#7
Chapter 14: Hahaha, napping is a priority! That's right, Kookie, sleep first, boys later XD
Yoongi is acting like an a little, avoiding Jungkook and all. Bad Suga!
EmptyTinkerbell
#8
Chapter 13: Wow, Hoseok is such a tease. And Jimin as well. They're such a dangerous duo. I'm glad they had a chance to tell each other how they feel, it may help them even if just a little~
EmptyTinkerbell
#9
Chapter 12: Just choose Jungkook already!!! Let Jimin have all of Hoseok to himself and just jump on Kookie already you ! Don't torture all of us ;_;
EmptyTinkerbell
#10
Chapter 11: I want to see if Yoongi's skin is as soft as I think it is as well :| Jungkook's excitement was so freaking adorable! I feel like I'm gonna die because of all the fluff and it may be the most pleasant death ever lmao Can this not end? ;;