Hi dear readers! This time I'm writing from our squishy's POV :) I'm hoping he sounds realistic and like him ^^ Please comment and upvote and I will write more for y'all <3 One more day to exam sigh but this is relieving my stress~ 

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It’s me, Do Kyungsoo.

It’s not like me to do anything out of the ordinary. My life has been routine after routine and while I wasn’t exactly having the time of my life, status quo was the way I wanted my life. No changes, interruptions. 

When I saw her yesterday, looking so lost and frightened, I did what I normally wouldn’t do. Do Kyungsoo would have brought her to the dorm master and explained that she got lost and accidentally came here and see her off.

Not take her to his place and give her food and shelter. 

That night, I couldn’t sleep. I stayed awake in my bed, staring at the ceiling, until my eyes watered and I had to blink. (It was a record of fifty eight seconds, by the way.) I kept wondering why I had done it. I always reflected on my actions, and somehow, I couldn’t place the finger on the reason why I had suddenly took her in, so uncharacteristically of myself.

It’s not that I hate girls, but I try to avoid them in school. Girls love drama and I hate drama. I should know that.

In primary school, I had the misfortune of being picked as a girl’s partner for a project work. The experience scarred me for life. 

“Oh, Kyungsoo, don’t you know you’re so cute when you smile!” “Kyungsoo, you’re so cute, don’t you know!”

Her fat fingers pinching my cheeks enthusiastically and her friends all joining in to coo over how “cute” I was is a feeling I would go through hell to never experience again.

Nevertheless to say, from then onwards, my default face became blank. I never liked smiling, not if I can help it, unless I’m truly happy.

Let me stress this- I am not cute. I can be handsome, good-looking, charismatic, cool, but not cute. 

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