The single one

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Chapter 8 The single one

Hyukjae had a loving family, even though his older sister sometimes seemed to be out of her mind. Like most siblings they fought, but when they needed to nothing nor anyone could come between them. Their parents said that they had a strong love for each other. The response was always gaging noises and mean side eyes at such oblivious lies.

When the other three family members had found out that their youngest member wasn’t only interested in girls, like most of his peers was, they had reacted oddly- but thankfully- positive. His father had been taken aback. Not in a way where he kicked his son out of the house or told him that he was a disgrace to the family. He had just been surprised about the new (or was it really that new) information. He didn´t know how to react. And that was exactly what he told his teenage son.

Hyukjae had been so grateful that his father didn’t hate him or thought he was totally disgusting, just at a loss of what to do with the new information about the boy he had raised. After reassuring his dad that the younger wouldn’t ask his father to check out guys together (as if that would ever happen if Hyukjae had a say in it), the older was okay with his son´s ual orientation.

His mother had reacted way to happy about the fact that he liked both es. Which resulted in freaking him out and not the other way around like it usually went with stuff like this. Within a week of knowing about it she had told every relative and all their neighbors. As if any of them wanted to know this. The teenager doubted it. But Hyukjae knew that he should feel grateful for his parents’ support. Way too many people didn’t experience that.

The oldest child in the Lee household was just as supportive as always. Which was not that supportive at all. She had said in a bored tone that it wouldn’t really change a thing. No one wanted to date the youngest in the family anyway, be it a girl or a boy. Sadly, Hyukjae had to agree with her statement.

But every time the little brother had been dumped- be it before or during a date or a relationship- his sister was always there to support him. And sometimes doing nasty things to the people who dared to hurt her baby brother. Most of those things are best off not taking about for everyone´s sake.

Once every month the whole family had dinner during the weekend and no matter how much the kindergarten teacher loved his parents and older sister, he dreaded going. He knew that one subject always got brought up at the dinner table. His (lack of) love life.

“Honey can you come to the kitchen please. Your father is too lazy to leave his dear football game to help me.”

The younger male rose from his seat in the couch, making his way to his mother busy cooking in the kitchen. “Sure mom.”

When he set his foot inside the bright room he was met with a delicious smell of meat cooking and vegetables sizzling in a pan. The rice cooker stood on the counter next to his mother beeping, signalizing that it was done. He stopped when he was standing next to the shorter woman.

“It smells really good mom. What did you want to have help with?”

The older lady gave her youngest child a smile and asked him to set the table, the dinner would be done in just a few minutes. Without a second thought he agreed and started with his mission in taking out cutlery and wine glasses. Placing them all nicely on the dinner table. Having done this all his childhood and even now as an adult he set it all out with ease.

Ten minutes later all four family members and his sister´s boyfriend had taken their seats around the food, and began to dig in.

They updated each other about their lives, Sora- his sister- told them the good news that she had gotten promoted and was now the department boss. They all congratulated her and wished her the best of luck.

Hyukjae felt sorry for everyone now working under her. They must all be terrified.

“And how´s it going for you son? Is it all good with the children at the kindergarten?” His father directed the attention to Hyukjae and he wish that his sister had managed to succeed in something else to steal his thunder. But as usual he had no such luck.

He turned towards his father sitting at the far end of the table. “They´re all good. Everything at the center is as usual. And the students are super happy about being able to spend most of the days outside. So, yeah.”

Please move on from me now.

“That´s nice to hear, honey. And have you found anyone to spend your free time with? Someone special maybe?” The hope in his mother voice was hard to miss. She had always been trying to find someone for him. And always encouraged her son to date anyone he wanted, be it a boy or a girl. Hyukjae knew he should be happy about it, and he was to some extent. But when it came to Mrs. Lee finding out that her son swung both ways, she decided that there where double the amount of people she could set him up with. Making his dating life even tougher.

“No mom. I´m still as single as I was last month. And that won´t change next month when you will ask this once again. Like it would be any different. I don’t have anyone I want to be with. When the time comes- who are we kidding. Just give up. I have enough trying to stop my friends from setting me up on lousy blind dates. I don’t need you to join them, okay mom?!” The stern tone in his voice was out of the ordinary.

The lady of the household became silent, looking towards her daughter for help.

“Hyuk, mom is just trying to find some blind poor soul, who have given up on their life, to maybe wanting to be with you out of the kindness of their heart. It would probably get them further ahead in line when they get to heaven.”

“Sora!! There is nothing wrong with your brother. He just has bad luck in partners.” Their father gave her a pointed look and shook his head. “He´s kind and got a stable job. Anyone should be happy to be with him.”

Sora in turn wrinkled her nose and mumble under her breath something about all his exes apparently managing to find something wrong with her brother.

She had a point, Hyukjae reminded himself. According to what his own father had said the only good thing about him was his kindness and that he had a place to work full time.

The dinner continued on in a slightly quieter and less happy manner. After dessert had been eaten and it was time to part ways, Hyukjae´s mother pulled him away from the doorway where the other four where standing, saying their goodbyes.

“You know we all love you sweetheart. Even Sora, she doesn’t mean everything she says. Your father knows that you have a lot of good qualities. You´ll find someone who loves you as much as you love them. And if you want help finding that special someone then I´m always here. Don´t forget it.”

Hyukjae nodded his head and pulled her into a tight hug. Telling her thank you and promising to not take his sister´s words to heart.

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Lavender05 #1
Chapter 20: This is such a sweet story 💙💙
fullofwish
1551 streak #2
Chapter 20: Aww, as confident as the previous night made him, Hyuk still had a bit of uncertainty and insecurity left, enough to take Donghae's rejection of a morning kiss as a complete rejection. Good thing Donghae explained quickly and went to brush his teeth so they could continue on to have a nice and affectionate morning.

Donghae finally got to kiss his personal chef and embrace him from behind while he was cooking. And he definitely didn't forget to continue their kissing after breakfast! Haha, the man works fast to make up for any lost time. 💕

He gave the most honest, open, and detailed confession too. About how deep his feelings have gotten, how bad the jealousy he's felt, what he wants with Hyukjae, to be with Hyukjae. Overwhelmingly, wow.

Hyuk didn't miss a beat returning his detailed confession with his own, either. They're both so possessive of each other, ahh. Silly guys really could have been together since nearly when they met.

Of course others had to interrupt them during their next steamy makeout session. Wouldn't blame them if they both (but especially Hyuk) want to keep their good news about finally getting together to themselves, before their friends and family disturb their peaceful lovey dovey domestic bliss bubble even more. Sure, they'll be happy for them, but they might want to enjoy a bit more alone time, ya know?

They really laid everything out on the table, even things they might be embarrassed to share. But guess it makes up for all the time repressing their feelings and not saying important things. Good thing they both see each other's value so clearly and love the qualities that other (foolish) people seem to want to discard them for. They really seem a perfect match. Especially here for how much Donghae is determined to hype Hyuk up from now on.

Hahaha Hyukkie actually telling Junsu he's demoted from best friend, savage! But yeah anyone can tell there's no one closer than Donghae in his life now. And Donghae declaring to everyone that Hyukjae is his now and they must stop trying to set him up with (other) random losers, priceless. Almost as priceless as Sora orchestrating this reconnaissance plot behind the scenes after all.

Lol, it's like the rest of the world and all witnesses disappear when they're lovey-dovey together. So much for keeping their relationship a secret to anyone for any longer. 😂

Cute ending! 💞
fullofwish
1551 streak #3
Chapter 19: This dramatic "not-couple" having a moment, holding hands and embracing in the hospital lobby. 😂 Can only imagine poor forgotten Yunho's exasperated face, these two are so ridiculous. He's a really good hyung lol.

Donghae just needs to be "selfish" for both of their sakes, and share what's on his mind.

"I'll be waiting for you in bed," indeed. 😏 Haha, you could mean it the way it sounds, if you two would just COMMUNICATE. At least Donghae is back to his good-natured, rambling self. All is right in the world, until probably the next time Hyukkie is volun-told to go on another awful date and his jealousy flares up again. Wish they would both just spare each other the torment and confess already lol. Then you can enjoy all your couple behavior, like comforting cuddles to sleep, in an official capacity. Other nice things too.

What a fated coincidence, both being out with their friends at the same place. (And hello, Yunjae! Another OG OTP.) So much for Hyuk protecting Donghae from his own meddling friends, though they were bound to meet eventually. Haha, Hyukkie calling him out in front of everyone (and basically exposing them both too) that Donghae practically lives with him. Oddly, no one seemed to delve into that though.

At least Donghae's friends shared some helpful information, letting Hyukjae see that he receives special treatment from his neighbour-roomie. So maybe he won't be so sure his feelings are one-sided. Yunho dropping the biggest truth-bomb too. 👏

Too bad the night took a turn when Hyuk's friends do what they do best, and Donghae drowned his obvious angst about it in alcohol. But at least Hyukkie was already there to take him home. The drunken semi-confession-rant. The drunken kiss. The drunken throwing up. Poor Hyukjae must be so confused. But it's kinda progress that might not have happened if Donghae never had his inhibitions lowered with "truth serum" like that lol.
fullofwish
1551 streak #4
Chapter 18: Tsk, it's just another wrong move to ask a kid to hide something from her parents. Donghae ought to just deal with the consequences of his reckless choices. He really treats the little girl like his co-conspirator...that will probably backfire at some point, because children are not exactly vaults of information lol.

It would almost be fated, Hyukkie meeting Donghae's mother before, if he and Donghae didn't live in the same building. That makes it less shocking. 😂 He's sweet but ridiculous too, thinking he ought to dress up to impress people who came into his apartment without any warning. Sheesh.

Donghae apologizing that they invited themselves in - he basically invited them in rather than taking Haru back to his place! Also, doesn't he see that "inviting yourself in" to Hyukjae's place must run in the family? Lmao. Thankfully, Hyuk is just so laid back and welcoming. The little exchange he had with Donghwa when they were leaving about looking after Donghae was funny, though.

Hahaha, yeah I bet Haru talking nonstop about Hyukjae oppa does remind them of Donghae. 🤭 The way Hyuk still remembers the first food he cooked for him too, they're both seriously so far gone for each other. Sigh.

Junsu has appeared for the first time! Idk...seems like someone else is Hyukjae's best friend these days. It's pretty comical that he consulted his shamen grandmother for Hyuk's soulmate though. (Though she probably has that gender detail right.) Everyone really is obsessed with his love life/lack of one, I still don't get it. It would be a different matter if he asked for them to set him up all the time...

Can understand why he's scared to let any of his group of meddling "friends" meet Donghae. Hyuk doesn't want their "help" to ruin his friendship with him. Ironically, constantly agreeing to their attempts to "help" his love life and going on these blind dates seem to be what is upsetting Donghae more and more. Only he's too dense to see it. Though Donghae needs to communicate, too.

Of course, his latest date seemed too "normal" to be true. Warning bells ringing the second he asked Hyuk back to his place! How scary and unhinged, no matter how nice he seems, the disconnect from reality and all the dangerous weapons can't really be ignored. Another narrow escape, thanks to Yunho's call. 👍
fullofwish
1551 streak #5
Chapter 17: Haru is cute, and it's nice to see Donghae in uncle-mode. Hyuk is as happily accommodating as ever, he really just goes with almost everything. While it's not always a good thing, (like agreeing to all those blind dates,) his open willingness to many situations can be seen as a virtue.

It's the first time Donghae has gotten audibly upset, that we've seen. Being called in to work. Though Hyukjae is so right, it's wrong - especially for Haru's sake - to just leave her with him so abruptly. That's so much responsibility that Hyukkie didn't agree to, also. It's pretty bad that he forced it on him, but I guess Donghae is just used to getting his way with Hyuk being so damn (whipped for him) accommodating. 😔

Haru really does know some things, huh? Haha, Hyukkie oppa is taken lady! The way he didn't question what the kid meant by that...

While Hyukjae did really handle the unexpected situation with grace and deserves the appreciation and thanks, hopefully Donghae won't do anything like this again. There's still a lot of communication that needs to be worked on between them, no matter how sweet they are.
fullofwish
1551 streak #6
Chapter 16: It's new and scary for Hyukkie to have feelings, so it must be overwhelming. Especially with a misunderstanding. As bright and talkative (nearly to a fault) as Donghae might be, it looks like he has trouble with communication too sometimes.

Guess he's the type that avoids people when he's upset, rather than talking about it. Though, if he thinks he needs to hide why he's upset about, it's confusing for poor Hyukjae, but somewhat understandable. Since Hyuk is hiding the same thing. Just a shame that he thinks Donghae might be upset to know about Hyuk's feelings. 😭

Poor Hyukkie falling asleep without his usual precious bedmate. Donghae was obviously just as restless and troubled as him, sneaking into his bed lol. These dummies, they need to clear things up and not waste time apart or worried over assumptions.

They had a deep conversation and Donghae opened up about losing his father. Even with a misunderstanding between them, they're still so close and comforting to each other. They should still talk about why Donghae got weird (for him) and ran away from Hyukkie in the elevator, though.

Instead, they just carried on for another week like nothing, until he got weird again.

Proud of Hyukjae for leaving that date after only a few red flags, rather than suffering through it to the awful end like he usually would. Progress? He's getting a backbone and more self-respect, it's great to see.

Yes, Hyukjae, friends don't usually watch movies while entwining their fingers, or sleep while holding each other, among countless other things you two do. Hopefully they'll have a clarifying talk about many things soon.
fullofwish
1551 streak #7
Chapter 15: Donghae really has made himself at home at Hyukjae's place, even greeting him after work with "I'm home" lol. And Hyuk reinforces that by shopping for him when he gets groceries (even underwear!!!), and automatically including him in every meal he prepares.

Oh, is Donghae finally showing interest in Hyukjae's dating life? Maybe even a bit of jealousy? Meanwhile, Hyukkie's family is treating Donghae like he's his boyfriend already. The childhood stories and photo album. 😂

Sora trying to force them to kiss but just smacking their heads together, smh, if this is part of her plan to "see if Donghae has feelings for him" it really . But Donghae had definitely won the parents over already.

Hyuk's talk with his father was so sad. He really can't bring himself to hope and risk the pain of rejection, but moreso of losing his precious friendship with Donghae. He lacks so much confidence in himself, and who could blame him after all the mistreatment from others.

Cue mother with the "we decided" another date for Hyukjae to go on. Why can't everyone let him make his own decisions??? Though maybe, seeing his reaction to the latest set up, Donghae will be the one to make a move and show that he also has feelings for Hyuk, and end this blind dating nonsense. Fingers crossed.
fullofwish
1551 streak #8
Chapter 14: As awful as she can be to him, Hyuk's noona actually is protective of him huh. But no one can beat how protective Donghae is of him. And he doesn't hide his affection under layers of meanness or cruelty. His feelings seem a lot clearer now, catching up with Hyukkie's. Their little exchange was very sweet. Is it finally happening...?

But if only they'd got to make that conclusion before his mother did. It seems like she's going to go around bragging to anyone that listens about her doctor son-in-law. 😅 It's kinda funny and kinda cute, but poor Hyukjae must be embarrassed.
fullofwish
1551 streak #9
Chapter 13: The stark difference between bubbly, silly, energetic, clingy Donghae and sick, tired, sincere, sad, clingy Donghae. Hyukjae's heart. Of course he had to take such good care of him in that state. Patient Donghae is even needier than student-doctor Donghae.

This is not the first time that Hyuk has felt some fluffy feelings for Donghae, but it's the first time we've seen jealousy stir in him. Apparently a first experience for him, too. It's getting more serious. Maybe that means he might make a move soon?

Though he seems to worry what he's feeling is one-sided. Even though Donghae's words, smiles, and body language are all green lights. Can't blame Hyuk for thinking that way, of course, what with his experiences with people. He probably can't let himself hope. Even less with this precious friend and best constant companion, who's also his neighbour. It might be too complicated to chance rejection, so he's doing it to himself subconciously before it has a chance to really happen.

Interesting how, despite being so clingy, we haven't seen Donghae have jealousy spark every time Hyuk mentions the myriad of dates he's been going on. Though, maybe he's better at hiding it, or doesn't feel threatened because they've all been failures. Still. It makes you wonder, if he really does share similar feelings with Hyukkie, or if it's just platonic closeness.

But unintentional couple outfits! 💕 Good that Donghae is feeling better.
fullofwish
1551 streak #10
Chapter 12: Aw, precious guy, crying over a drama. Though Donghae seems sentimental and emotive in general, Hyukjae could probably sense that there was something that hit home there, too. Even though he didn't try to delve into it.

It's cute that they've both really gotten into the habit of Donghae being in his space, regardless of if Hyuk is there or not. (Irl Hyuk could never, at least without complaining about Donghae inviting himself over, haha.)

I guess Hyukjae doesn't share about his closeness to Donghae with his busybody friends, or else surely by now they would be like "you're basically dating already, go for it!" c'mon. Or are they so certain that /they/ have to be the ones to choose Hyukkie's significant other, that they ignore the obvious. If so, that's toxic. But kinda unsuprising, considering the types of people they keep setting him up with. Birds of a feather, and all that.

Speaking of, Minho trying to offload someone he rejected on him. Really selling the guy with that detail! Also "not the most well trained" - is this a man or a dog? Red flags waving so hard. Still don't get why all these "friends" are so invested in Hyukjae's love life. Maybe they should focus on their own.

At least Donghae has simple demands of him. Food and company. And is intrusive in an endearing way. (Or maybe Hyukkie is just whipped.) But he's a better friend than all the others. Isn't trying to pressure him into all these awful interactions with randos like the others. They're definitely the ones desperate for Hyuk to date, not the guy himself. Too bad he's too much of a people pleaser to firmly say no, even though he pretty much knows how it will go every time.

Meanwhile, the kindergarten teacher and med student definitely seem to draw strength from the exhausting world (and people in it) and recharge in each other's presence. Very sweet. Even if they simply stay friends, what they have is so nice.

The audacity of this latest "date" to decide what Hyukjae would eat and drink. There are actual people like this, which is scary. And it's usually the tip of the iceburg, and later they want to control everything about their partner. Smh. The guy was a real arrogant piece of work about it, too. Not only being controlling of a complete stranger's choices, but looking down on Hyukjae's culinary senses, and mocking that he doesn't drink. Joke's on him, Lee Donghae considers Hyuk to be on the level of gourmet chef, and all other opinions are irrelevant. 😌

I guess since the jerk was paying, Hyukjae stayed so that coming to the dinner wasn't a complete waste of time. But seriously, he should start just walking out of blind dates when they take such awful turns. Or better yet, actually stop agreeing to them at all. Hopefully he can have more self respect. He deserves to spend his time and energy only on people that deserve it.

I know we should be concerned that Donghae is sick, but I'm just laughing at how eager and happy Hyuk was to have that excuse to leave without any more forced smalltalk with that insufferable a-hole. Thanks Donghae! 😭