"What kind of rule is that?!" Kevin protested 

"No boyfriend?! That's ridiculous !!"

I just sipped my drink when my cousin whined about Mr. Wu's rule. We went to bar.. Gay bar..where AJ works as a DJ in here. My cousin and his boyfriend wanted to celebrate my first day at work by treating me a drink 

"I don't know.. Maybe he doesn't want me being distracted by my love life.. You know like probably I will not focus on work because thinking about my boyfriend.. " I shrugged 

"Still it's ridiculous, Lu.. " 

I sipped my drink and ate some chips before answered

"Well it's okay Kev.. I'm fine with that rule.. You know I don't have a boyfriend and will never have.. So it's okay.." I smilled 

"Maybe.. He wants to be your boyfriend Lu.. So he forbids you to have a boyfriend.." AJ jokes 

"He is straight, AJ!! Shut up and get back to work!!" I threw some chips to him. 

Kevin just laughed with his boyfriend. 

"Lu is right, babe.. Go back to your turntable.. Play some music for my poor cousin who has to work with a weird boss.." Kevin laughed as I showed up my middle finger to him

"Okay.. Okay... Wait me here, babe.."

Kevin hummed 

AJ kissed Kevin's lips softly before he left Kevin. Kevin didn't take out his eyes from AJ until AJ reached his turntable. He smiled when AJ winked at him and sent a cute flying kiss. 

I turned away from the couple when I felt something uncomfortable in my heart with that lovely view 

"Until when you hold yourself like this, Lu?" Kevin suddenly asked 

"What?" 

"I know you always feels jealous when you saw me and AJ or other lovers being lovey dovey like that.. " 

"You talk nonsense.." I said, lying

"You really need to stop to deny it.. Accept love and have lovey dovey time with your own boyfriend.. Go dating someone , Lu.." 

"Yeah .. Dating someone and then fight and then cry and then broke up and then cry again.. Big no! That's not the cycle of my life, Kev.."

"Well not all relationship will bring tears like that, Lu.." 

"Yeah like you never cry when you're dating AJ.." I scoffed

"But at least we can learn from that fight and tears so we won't do the same.." Kevin said 

I kept silence. I hated myself when myself felt what Kevin said was right. 

"Lu... I know you're bored hearing this but I won't stop until you realize what I say is right.." Kevin held my hands 

"don't make the mistake in the past as a burden that stop you to walk to the future.. Make it as a door to reach a better future.."

I kept silence. Once again felt that Kevin was right. I sighed heavily 

"I'm just.. Not ready.. Yet.. Just .. Give me time..I promise" I said 

Kevin caresed my cheek and smiled 

"Don't promise to me.. Promise to yourself ... And the one that you love later.." 

I smiled a bit at him and then drowned myself in sad silence

"By the way..." Kevin broke silence 

"You haven't tell me about your boss.. How does he look like?" 

"Hmm.." I paused to think

"Well... He is tall, have the same hair color like me, husky voice.. Hmm.. One simple words to summarize, he is handsome.. Like those Prince charming in Japanese manga.." I chuckled 

"Is he more handsome than that guy?" Kevin pointed at one guy who just stood near the exit door

"HE IS MY BOSS!!!" I exclaimed 

"What?!" 

"He is Kris Wu... My boss.." I said to Kevin as my eyes still locked on Kris 

Kris was just standing there. He seemed like waiting someone. Luckily