“I think it’s time for me to leave” Seunghoon said half-heartedly, his eyes kept looking at Seungyoon sadly while the latter kept looking at his tied hands on his lap, showing no reaction to his words.

“Would you mind to give me a company to the front door?” Seunghoon asked Seungyoon, his eyes begging the latter to accomplish.  

“Seungyoon” Jinwoo nudge Seungyoon who sat beside him, talking through his eyes that Seungyoon at least should bid a farewell to Seunghoon. And Seungyoon can only sigh before getting up and walking to the front door, leaving Seunghoon behind.

“Thanks” Seunghoon muttered to Jinwoo, showing how grateful he was towards the older boy which got a smile as a replied.

“Hyung, you know I’m not that good with words. Can you do me a favor? Please, take a good care of him while I’m not around, don’t let him hurt, don’t let him feel sad, makes him happy, never let him sick, makes sure that you feed him well, I beg you hyung, please. Four months, I promise. I’ll coming back and fix everything after four months.” Seunghoon begging his best friend, his eyes started to get hot as a clear liquid formed in his tired and hollow eyes.

“I will, even without you asking for it. No need to worry, he is going to be alright. You have my words. And I hope you too. Four months.” Jinwoo replied, now being serious.

“Yes. I promise. Thanks hyung.” For the first time in that tiring night Seunghoon could breathed in relieve.

“Anytime. Now, go talk to him.”

Seunghoon just smile before he got up and walked to the front door where Seungyoon was waiting for him.

Seunghoon slowed down his step, just five steps ahead and he will reach the exit door, but,  he stopped when he saw Seungyoon tall figure bathing in moonlight and street light standing in front of the frame door, his back facing Seunghoon, shielding himself from the cold wind by tightening his brown coat around his slim body.

Seunghoon want to hug that fragile figure badly, inhaling the sweet scent that always waft out from the love of his life, to calming down the storm inside of his heart and shielding him from the harsh world, but he can’t. He took a very deep breath before continued to walk to where Seungyoon was.

Seungyoon’s body was tense when he heard Seunghoon’s footstep getting closer and stopped right behind him.

There was nothing to say.

This is the end. There was no use of exchanging farewell or being so dramatic.

Good bye in silent was the only way, because he was too tired to say anything. All he wanted to do was laying on a bed, closing his eyes and forgetting everything, letting go of his pain and sorrow in a far away place called dreamland.

Seungyoon turned his body about to walking inside when suddenly Seunghoon embraced him into a very tight hug, Seungyoon pushed Seunghoon body hard, didn’t like with the sudden intimacy contact. But, before he can fully break free Seunghoon hold his shoulder tightly, and looking him right in the eyes.

“Four months.” Seunghoon whispered not breaking the eye contact. “Please…”

Seungyoon struggling but it is only makes Seunghoon tightening his grip. “Please listen to me. I love you Kang Seungyoon, always. A