Cassie

          Namsan is really a beautiful place. You know what makes me feel it’s not perfect? Because I’m alone! How can I be alone in this place where I could see lovers every time I blink my eyes? It’s a total hyperbole, but you’ll get my point. But on the other side I’ve been single for who knows how long. So I enjoyed the view. I rode the cable car, toke pictures and selfies. I even ate those potatoes that are in a stick that’s difficult to eat. But it tastes great, so I’m cool with it.

          I left Namsan around 8 o’clock. I am now in the bus travelling back to Seoul. It’s still not real; this is not the reality I wanted. Fine, I want to see Hanbin. But not in this way, not in a way where he’ll find out I’m his neighbor. I mean, isn’t that weird? You’ll find out that a fan is living next to you? WOW! What a stalker. God, no!

          I decided calling my mom just to ask her if she knows and I hope she doesn’t because if she does…

          “Hello Sweetheart. How are you?”

          “I’m fine Mom, I guess. Where’s Dad?”

          “He’s here. Beside me.”

          “Is he? Can you put the phone on loudspeakers?”

          “Yes Sweetheart. Okay, it’s on.”

          “Dad?”

          “Yes honey. Are you okay?”

          “Yes dad, I am. Dad… do you know who you’re neighbors were?”

          “Neighbors? Where? In the apartment you’re living? I don’t know honey. Last time I heard some kids are moving in there. Said there boss are buying them a new place to live? Why? Are they disturbing you?”

          “No, no, Dad. I’m just curious who my neighbor is. I mean, have you met any of those kids you’re mentioning about?”

          “Yes, I think I did. Two of them, I forgot their names but they look… decent, and trustworthy. Ah! I remember one, Jinhwan. He’s the oldest I think. He gave me some food when they first move and coincidentally I was also in the place. If you see them, say Hi for me.”

        SO, he doesn’t know they’re famous. He doesn’t know. OMG! How can I possibly do this on my own? Jeez!