Night Changes. -----------------------------------------------     The sunlight creeps into the room , leaving the girl to groan a little as she rub her eyes with the back of her hand. She blinks once and twice and look around herself to find a different surroundings and look to her right to see an empty spot. She gasped a little when she remembered that she spent a night with Taemin last night.    She quickly look under the blanket and found herself still in her clothes. A soft chuckle was heard making her look back to the bathroom where Taemin just got out from the bathroom , wearing a simple white t-shirt . "we didn't do it Jinri" he said and still chuckle softly as he sit on the bed giving her his back and run his fingers through his wet hair. Jinri heave a sigh of relief making the guy to look back at her.    "gosh .." she said and Taemin just laughs softly and Jinri turn to look at him. "what , do you want to?" he asked making her eyes widened and hit his arm and he just laughs. He gets up and went back to the bathroom to dry up his wet hair with the hairdryer before pushing his hair to the back , just the way she likes it.    She heave a sigh , knowing that he'll be leaving again for few days. Last night turns out to be a very emotional day for him when he talks about his parents but he hold back his tears as he tells her. She knows that it was hard for him to tell her everything when he's trying to forget all those painful memories. Jinri was trying to convince him to come home even though he told her that he can't.    maybe some day but not now. he's still trying his best to forget about everything and trying to gain strength to go back home without any worries. He told her how his childhood memories were nothing compare to other kids. he thought he had the best childhood memories but turns out it to be the worst. He loves his parents , he still love them but he wasn't sure if he can face them after so many years being apart from each other.    Both of his parents went separate ways but they are still somewhere near Landcastle. the chance of meeting them is there and that's what he wants to avoid the most right now.    Jinri got up and heave one more sigh out as he cover her face with both her palms and runs her fingers through her long wavy hair and let it rest on the side of her shoulder before looking back to her boyfriend who's all dressed up even though it's still early and his train back to Leeds is at 1 in the afternoon. She got on her feet and walk towards the bathroom, leaning on the door frame as she look at Taemin.   "i'm hungry" she frown cutely making him chuckle and put down the hairdryer before turning to look at her "breakfast in bed?" Jinri smile upon his words and nods before him. He couldn't help but to give a quick peck on her lips. "take a shower, i'll order the food" he said and walk out from the bathroom to let her have her shower first.    Spending the night with Taemin is more than just enough for Jinri. Having him next to her and just mumble sweet talks and jokes and just cuddle makes everything perfect for her. When he told her that she's the only one he had , she knows that he really needs her in his life . She's the only person who understands him , listen to him and love him when he have no one in his life and Jinri knows that she have to do anything just to make him happy , even if he asked for some space , some time to think.    She would    eventhough it'll be a tough one.    She walk out from the shower and put on her clothes once again and let her hair down as she want it to dry naturally. She walk out from the bathroom to see him , sitting on the bed. "i've ordered. hope you like pancakes" he said and Jinri just chuckle before she snuck under the blanket next to him and cross her legs together. "i do" she smile.    There's nothing much going on in one room. the tv is on but on a mute and they're on the bed , saying nothing but just hold hands and she rested her head on his shoulder. sometimes words couldn't describe how they feel and by doing it, they know how much they missed each other.    "i feel like ... " he stops and Jinri look up to him as she waits "i feel like i'm pushing myself , away from everybody" he said making Jinri furrow and sit up straighter. "what do you mean?" he shake his head a little and a soft sigh escaped his mouth when he look down at Jinri. "i feel bad for leaving you behind and everyone and being selfish with what i'm doing right now" he said but Jinri shake her head no to him   It's like he reads her mind , it's true that he's putting himself more into football and not everyone that's around him but it's not true that he's leaving her behind. after what Tiffany told Jinri about his hard work in football that he's doing right now is all for himself , Jinri knew it right then that she was the one who's selfish to have Taemin by her side everyday and night.    "no you're not. you're doing great and i'm still here with you. even if you're miles away from me , i'm still here to support you. i will always be there to support you , even though you couldn't see me" murmured Jinri and make him look up to her "you have a match tonight. even though i couldn't be there to cheer for you