Night Changes. -----------------------------------------------     5 days in Landcastle and Jinri honestly had fun coming back and spend a lot of time with her family and friends at the beach pier but she wouldn't lie that she misses Taemin a lot these passed few days. There's no voice call yet there's a few text messages that came in the middle of the night when she'd already fallen asleep. They're heading back to London tomorrow night and Jinri was a little disappointed that Taemin couldn't come to the airport when he first promised her that he would be there   But he can't since he's in Leeds for few days and he would probably not be around when they go back to the campus. She never blame Taemin for putting so much attention on football because she has no rights to ask him to stop but she feel disappointed that he's tiring himself though he may not going to say that he's tired from every practises and game because he loves it but by looking at him , she knows that he needs a little gateway if possible.    Thank goodness that everything will be done in few more weeks and they'll have a very long break before starting the classes back. She knows that she wanted to go around the world along with Jongin and Soojung and bringing him along before heading back to Landcastle. They'd planned it that they wanted to go around Europe before going back home. well , maybe for the three of them , excluding Taemin   She still couldn't get why he doesn't want to come home. She knows that one of the reason why he refused to is because of his parents are always busy and such but it doesn't make sense now when she think about it again.    "Jinri" she look to her back and see Minho standing before her bedroom door "yeah?" it's a chilly evening and she doesn't even feel like going out and decided to stay at home ever since she woke up this morning and had a very nice warm bath whilst reading her favourite book. "i'm going out with Jongin , do you want to come along?" he asked and it leave the girl to hum a little . feeling somehow hesitated to go out.    "no it's fine .. i think i'll stay here" she said leaving Minho to furrow a little. "are you okay?" he asked before getting into the room and stand before his sister. "yeah i'm fine. i just feel like spending time at home is better than going out" she said and even though Minho nods his head , he didn't buy half of what she said. He knows his sister , there must have something playing in her mind. "will you be okay?" he decided not to ask    "yeah i'll be fine" she smile before him and Minho walk out from her room.      Sitting on her window seat , hugging her knees together as she look down to the greens and how the wind blows all the crunchy leaves away. She heave a sigh and take out her phone and stare at the blank empty chat room of her and Taemin, feeling hesitated to text him , knowing that he'd probably won't reply her back , not instantly but maybe he won't ever reply her because he's busy.   Sometimes she curse herself for being too soft to him and always say okay when clearly it's not. She misses him and yet she didn't tell him that all of those practices kept him away from her and yet again she doesn't want him to say that she's being so selfish about it.    She heard the door creaking open from downstairs and the boys voice was heard. "Jinri" shouted Minho from downstairs making he run out from the room to the stairs "yeah?" she stands by the stairs and look down to the two boys who's sitting on the couch and Jongin look up to her , noticed how her looks changed a little and he knows that it's about Taemin but he remain silence about it. "i bought you some chinese food" says her brother leaving the girl to just smile    "thanks .. but i'm not hungry" she said before leaving back to her room , leaving the two guys to furrow especially Minho. She close her door and sat back at the window seat and heave a sigh. She look down to her phone , to see her little text message had been sent out to Taemin but yet there's still no answer from him. She knows that it's early in the morning back in London now and yet he still can't answer her text   She'd been sending that text for almost an hour and a half now.    There's a soft knock on her door making her look back to see Jongin standing before her door "can i come in?" he asked and somehow sound just like Minho . Jinri just nods before turning away and have her eyes out the window. Jongin came and sit on her window seat in front of her , doing the same thing as Jinri , hugging his knees near to his chest   "do you want to talk about it?" he asked but Jinri just shake her head no to him. "there's nothing to talk about Jongin" she murmured out and heave a soft sigh. He look back to the door and saw Minho peeking in and he signaling him to go before Jinri saw him. "come on , i know you've been thinking about him the whole day. what's wrong? you know Minho hates to see you like this"    He's right about Minho. He doesn't like seeing his sister getting all moody and sad and it makes him feel like he didn't do his best to keep her happy and away from everything that saddened her. Minho had been with her for years and he still remember that there's a time a boy confessed to her and ended up going out with other girl and it makes Jinri shut her off for a week and he was there as he tried to take Jinri away from the life she's creating herself    Jinri knows about it after years of him trying to make his sister smile even with a stupid lame joke and she's feeling lucky to have such a nice and loving brother by her side but this case right here seems like she couldn't talk much with Minho because he doesn't know him well , except for Jongin.   and Jinri knows that it's Minho who sent Jongin here , right now , in front of her   "it's nothing.. i'm fine" she said but Jongin didn't buy her. He knows that look and that voice. obviously she's not. there's silence in between them , almost like a barrier in between the two. he heave a soft sigh before looking up to her "he's busy Jinri.." he said but Jinri didn't look at him and look out to the window "even if he is , can't he just find some time to text me back?" she said and look straight to Jongin    It is about him and it made him nods a little before he look away. He never talk to a girl like this before but he knows how to and it wasn't that hard for him , especially with Jinri though sometimes she can be quite stubborn. "you just have to bear with it. i know him for a long time Jinri. if he love something , he'd stay strong and hold onto it no matter how hard it gets" he said and it made her look back at him   "he loves you , you know that but please understand that things aren't doing so go-" "i am trying to understand it Jongin. i'm trying. first he ditch us all and doesn't even reconsider to come back home with us-" "-he did no-" "-yes! yes he did. why can't he just come back!? why can't he just leave everything behind and just come back home. i don't understand why