Night Changes. -----------------------------------------------     The sun is up , Friday is here and i'm still in bed . I open my eyes with a little blush on my cheeks. I know that yesterday was definitely not a dream but it was surreal. I never thought that those words would slip out of my mouth. Maybe after all these time , i do have a crush on Taemin.    On how i always got worried about him , on how i always look out of my window and saw him practicing and on how i always sit on the bleacher doing my work and i can look up to him as he kick that ball into the goal. I realised it now that Taemin is something to me ever since i get closer to him. He took care of me and he have his eyes on me like how Minho always do but he never really leave me when i need someone to be with.    Though there was a time that he was super busy and i asked him to accompany me , he never say no and accepted it. Maybe what Soojung told me before was right , that he has an interest on me and i refused to believe that, but maybe now i am.    Though it was all happened quickly , i still couldn't believe that we actually kissed and i'm not going to lie that he's a good kisser. It wasn't awkward at all when i thought it would. I hugged him when he pull off the kiss because he was there , giving me the support that i need when i hesitated to play. He gave me the courage to push away my fear and i never stop saying thank you to him that night.    "good morning, you look .. happy" said Soojung when she got out from the bathroom , already in her sweatpants and sweatshirt ready for her class. She pull all her hair to the back before tying it up into a ponytail. I didn't tell her yet , and he didn't tell Jongin about it either. We still didn't know how we wanted to tell them and do we really want to hide it from them for now?    "i am .. because i don't have any classes today" i lied but yet again i didn't about the classes. "okay good because we'll be having our early dinner tonight . all four of us" she said and take her bag from her bed and i furrow as i look up to her "didn't anyone tell you? we're going out tonight. dinner and maybe movies or something" she said and i shake my head a little making her scoff but chuckle at the same time "i'll come back before 5 and we'll head out before 6 okay" i just nods   She made her way out from our room and i snuggle in my warm blanket and trying not to blush at the memories that kept playing in my head. I still can't believe that i'm actually with Taemin now when i thought i'd never have any feelings towards him and i guess i'm wrong. He's a great guy and i was wondering why i didn't fall for him in first place .    Maybe because that time , i told myself i don't need anyone by my side    But i'm wrong , i need someone and i need him by my side after what he'd done to me . He gave me the courage that i've been looking for , for years and i can't believe i play again. I can't believe i did it and i played in front of him and I don't know how much i thanked him for giving me that. If he didn't ask me to play yesterday , it wouldn't happen and i'm still the Jinri that still lost in her own world.    Playing the piano is everything to me ever since i started playing it when i was a little. I fell for it and it gave me some kind of feelings that i can't say in words and i always express it through the music i play. Last night , i felt like crying when i let everything all out after years and years of holding it in me.    Just then my phone ring making me jump from my bed and take the phone from the bedside table , to see Minho's name on the screen. it's been a while since we both have our long conversations together. "hello?" i answered before sitting up straight on my bed "Jinri , how are you? hows London doing?" he asked    Minho always , always ask me first and i know he's still worried even when i'm studying in the same school as Jongin and living near Aunt Fany's house. He's just like dad and always asked like mom. "i'm doing really good here. what about you? hows your game?" i asked when i remember the game he told me weeks ago.    We rarely talk through phone calls and its always him who texted me first. It's not like i didn't remember him at all , it's because i'm having so many things to do that i didn't even get a chance to text him nor mom and dad. it'll always be them who text me first.    "we lost . but it was alright. the game was so intense that one of the member got injured pretty bad" i hissed a little when he mentioned that his team mate broke his leg . "are you okay?" i asked , getting a little bit worried and he just chuckle from the other line "i'm fine Jinri . don't worry about me. hows everything, like .. is there anything happen there?" i fur