Okay so now my stomach hurt. I had just finished her fried rice delicacy as she called it and I was hunched over and really wanting to throw it all up, not liking the feeling of fullness. She was there though, her arm around my waist as I groaned.

"Maybe we went too far today" she smiled reassuringly and rubbed my back. "Try to keep it in though baby, do you want some painkillers?" 

"I'm not in pain it's just really uncomfortable" I mumbled

"Ah, can I try something?"

I looked to her and nodded unsurely. Next thing I know, she was dragging me back to her room and then shutting the door behind us. I was panting from the sudden dash....now I was in pain. I clenched my teeth as she pushed me gently to lay down on the bed. 

I stared up at her while she sat beside me, her eyes showing nothing but kindness and love. She was so beautiful, and I really hoped we could make this relationship work again.

"Alright babe, I'm gonna give you a massage okay?" She asked while pulling up my top, I stopped her immediately and sat up, pulling it back down and startling her. "What's wrong?" She frowned

I turned away, a blush coming up on my cheeks as I tried to avoid her gaze, which proved to be futile when she just grabbed my face and turned it to her in the most tender way possible. 

"Talk to me" she smiled

"I-I just..." I sighed, wanting to look down but she still had her grip on my face. She let me go and grabbed my hands instead.

"You just what?" Her voice was so....Urgh. So ing nice and open.

"I don't want you to see me" I replied, feeling very self conscious.

"Haven't we been through this Tiff?" She asked

I nodded and kept my eyes on the floor, not wanting to see her disappointed in me. I wouldn't be able to handle that.

"I love you" she said in such a sincere way and I believed every word. I flickered my eyes up to hers and she began to push me down again, not looking away even for a second. "You're beautiful" she told me as she pulled up my shirt and rolled it up to just under my bra. She leaned in to kiss me and although it was short and sweet, I was reassured.

I watched as she lay her eyes upon my bony an