What the hell have I got myself into this time .????

Unfortunately ,some fan recognised me as I was about to enter the hall . I would have been grateful if it was only that few . But it only got worst from there,  one turned into two, two to three , till it spread like a wild fire with no end .

 And what more , they began to chase me . The crowd turned against me .....

Yeah I know , I sound kind of  rude . But I can't help it . I was ,like any other person in this room, here to meet my favourite idol . And now ... it is sabotaged ...Ta Dah....

You can understand how I am feeling , right ???

Alright , let me put it another way . I being made  to charge for my life , because if I'm caught I'm in for big trouble . BIG as in really really big . And to my defence ,who the hell likes to run in a hot summer day and all decked up........... Definately not me 

I'm already in anyhow ....... my life is doomed ..

Don't blame me for getting all dramatic ... that's just me , bare with it .

I'm suppose to be in bed right now , (well that is what everyone at JYP thinks ). I supposedly got this severe stomach pain in the evening , and everyone was so worried that they were gonna march me to the hospital . Miraculously I managed to get myself out of it ,I couldn't risk to get caught that soon . Obviously I was faking , But just as I wanted , I managed to bag a day off ...Yipee.

My real motive was to go to the 2pm fan meeting . And I would never have got off if my boss knew what I wanted it for . So I put my acting to the test .... and it worked .I know it sounds kind of wierd , me having to come to a 2pm fanmeet all disguised ( or that's what I thought ) . 2pm being my labelmates and me basically meeting them every single day

Well, it's a little complicated . I .... have a crush on one of the 2pm members ..

I'm not telling you just yet . Stick around , it may just slip my mouth once or twice .

Oh... this is embarassing . I can feel my face heat up .... Or wait , is it because I'm still running. I'm still being chased . When do they stop?? . My legs are about to give up on me soon . 

So yes , I'm from JYP too . But back in the company I have a professional relationship with him . More like I don't try to get too close , I keep my distance and in most circumstances -Avoid him , if I can help it that is . I'm too afraid that he might caught up on my little fantasies of him and me . Jia says it's written all over my face . But I don't know how much that counts , because Jia knows me inside out , like I know her , of course. And to the other members , I'm quite a good one at keeping a poker face . Yeah , I stuck to Jia's advice and keep my distance . It's better to be safe then sorry .

So me dressing up like this today,was me  protecting my self dignity . I admit I have done it once or twice . I can't help it , it is my only chance at getting up and personal (I don't know how far that part is true , though I like to believe it is ) with him. I pose as a fan , no questions asked . This was my best shot at it

But now, my cover is blown . What do I tell everyone at JYP tomorrow. My face is gonna be all over the newspaper , on the front page if my luck is not on my side (that definately seems to be the right explaination at the moment ). Worst of all, in this  fuuny looking wig I'm wearing . Hell yeah ... my image of a style icon is gonna get damaged  too . You see how much is at stake ???

Okay...  so back to saving my as* here ..

I'm so freaking tired . I can hardly catch my breath . 

I want to bellow ,"  Giv