Sehun’s POV

I'm on the way to my house after find Mason. Could this kid stop his action? This is the umpteenth time Mason make me worry. Okay, maybe for his age, it's time to play with others. Doing something exciting like playing football, basketball or anything. But I can't let him do that, I'm too scared if something bad happen to him.

I glance to beside me where Mason on Lian's lap. Great, he's sleeping peacefully after make me worried so badly. I really wonder since when they know each other? if since today, it must be weird because they seems know well each other, plus Lian is the first woman which he welcomed. Yeah, since I never bring woman to house again.

As soon as we arrived at home, slowly, I bring Mason and straight away enter into house. I didn't mean to rude but she have hands, so she can open the door by herself. I keep walking toward Mason's bedroom, this house is quiet since Yoo-ahjumma want to have day off because her son was sick, she have to take care of him.

"Appa, don't leave me alone." Mason mumble when I was about to leave him. I can't help but come back to his side and his hair gently, giving him sign that I still here for him.

Ten minutes passed, seems Mason has already slept. I’m walking to go out from the room and looking for Lian. Where is she? I circulate my gaze to downstairs but she is nowhere to be seen. Is she still on car? but I guess, she had followed me behind. Aish! that woman, she is annoying but I don't know, I can't angry at her. Maybe because her face is similar with Jiyeon. Oh come on! why Baekhyun bring her. I have to know his reason later. Now, I'd better find her first. We have to return since it's still working time.

"Lian-ssi, where are you, Lian-ssi?" I yelled. I'm walking to kitchen, living room, and all room, but I still can't find her. Actually, where is she?.

"Lian-ssi?" I yelled again."Lian..."

"I'm here.." my words was cut off by her. I turned my body to see her, but what's wrong with her expression? she is like hiding something. I'm looking at behind her, the door was open. Seems she come from outside, no wonder if she didn't hear my shouted. Maybe just my feeling if think she follow me that time, but how about her expression? she looks gloomy and wasn't facing me when I talked to her. OH STOP! why do I care to her? stupid Sehun, it's not my business at all, so just let it be.

"Let's go, we have to return to the office." I said while she just nodded and follow me from behind.

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During the way, we keep silence like one of us not here. Seriously, it's really awkward. I can't make comfortably myself for talking with her since she ruined my day that time, but I also too prestige to say thank you for taking care of Mason today. Uhm, what should I do?

I glance at her, I can't see her face because she still look out the window beside her. I decide to talk to her in order to break awkward moment between us, but my phone was ringing as soon as I will do it. Aish!

I take my phone which in front of me and see Naeun's name on the screen.

"Is there something wrong?" I said to the point.

"Where are you, Sajangnim? do you forget if you have meeting with Mr. Jung? He has arrived, Sajangnim." OH MAN! why did I forget it? today is important day because I'll discuss about cooperation with his company.  This is a business with a profit of billions of won. I can't let this opportunity lost.

"I'm on the way, I'll be there soon." I answered sortly then hang the phone up. I immediately stepped on gas. I could see Lian's eyes widen, maybe feel surprise for what I did. I do not care, I'll explain it later. Now, I have to be there soon.

Suddenly, my car is stopped by itself. WHAT! what is going on? there are something wrong with my car. I checked the gas, but it's still full. So, what the hell is wrong here?. I get off from the car and checked machine. As soon as I open it, there are much smoke blowing toward my face. Ugh! so smelly!! I couldn't help but wagged my hand to avoid the smoke.

"What's wrong?" I see Lian get off from car and approach me. She also wagged her hands after saw a lot of smoke.

"I don't know, I think my car is broken. What should we do now? I have meeting with Mr.Jung. Hais! I shouldn't take shortcut, here this way isn't many taxi passing." I said while massaging my temples.

"Why you ask me? I don't know what have to do too." She said, but she looks annoyed.

I just sighed. I don't know what to do. Even though I call someone to pick me up, I will still late.

"Yah! where are you going?" I shouted when I see Lian walking away.

Tsk! Just let her away, she might have another thing she has to do. I turn my body to see if there are car which passing by. But it useless! Seriously, today is my bad day. Before this, I rush to find Mason like crazy people, now, going to this way for arrived to office as soon as possible but why did the car broke down!. Does this have anything to do with Lian? seems I get bad luck because of her. Everytime we're together, I'm the one who get trouble because her annoying act.

Suddenly, like finding water in the middle of the sand land, I see a motorbike come toward me. Not wasting any chance, I held out my right hand to make that motorbike stop in front of me. Great. The rider really stopped in front of me. However, I see someone familiar behind him. My eyes wide open when she get off the bike and I see her face clearly. Unbelievable, that person is Lian. How can she come with strangers?.

"Sajangnim, I return with someone who can help you. I have asked him and he was agree. You have to hurry, now!." Lian was successfully bring me back to reality. Wasn't wasting any more time, I immediately take a seat behind the rider.

During the way, I keep thinking about Lian. I thought that time she left, she was just searching for transportasi for herself, but I was wrong. She actually did it for me. And what now? I even didn't say thanks to her.

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Kai's POV

I occasionally look at street from my apartment's windows, waiting for Lian's presence. I decided to go home early because I have something special for her. Yesterday, she gave me a gift. This time, it's my turn. Like I said, I love her so much. If she give me small box of gift, I'll give her big one. I know it seems excessive, but it's my way to show how much I love her.

I'm walking toward a mirror which in the corner of the room. Smiling appear when I see my reflection on there. I comb my blonde hair, and straighten my tie. I really want to look perfect in front of my lovely girl. A bouquet of flowers on the table near the mirror caught my attention, tulip flowers. It's her favorite flower. I take it then back to in front of the window for waiting her go home.

Luckily, I see her figure get off from the cab. She has arrived! Oh I have to ready. I rush toward behind the door, hiding myself. I've been doing something like this for many times, but I still nervous. I quite sweaty, and my heart pounding crazily.

Tring~

I hear the door unlocked. I held out my right hand which hold a bouquet to in front of her. She looks surprise for what I've done. She blinked her beautiful eyes for several time.

"Yah! I've been doing this for many times, but how can you still look surprise." I think she back to reality after I said that because she looks dumbfound.

"Mwoya? I just confused, today isn't our special day, right?" She asked. I just smile at her and handed this bouquet.

"Yes, but who cares today is our special day or not, I just want to give something for you. This flower isn't only your gift. Kajja! Let's see another one."

"What?" She frowned. I didn't answer her, instead bring her with me. We walking side by side. I holding her hand while glance at her occasionally. She still confused, maybe thinkhing about what kind of gift I'll show her this time.

Finally, we're here, at basement. I saw Lian's expression change as soon as she seeing a pink-big-box in front of us, and her eyes were wide open. Look amazed at that. I couldn't help but smile brightly. How not, it's the biggest gift I've ever gave to her.

"Why are you still here? Go there and open your gift." I said. She turn her head and look right at my eyes. Not long after, she smile and nod. She approach it, I also follow her from behind.

"Whoaa, Kai! Are you crazy?" That first words which out from when seeing a white car in front of her. Yes, my gift is this car.

"No, I'm still normal. Why? Do you like it?" I asked her. I know I'm quite excessive but I don't care as long as it's for Lian.

"Why you buy a new car while we just stay here for three months?" she asked in disbelief.

"I can't drive you and pick you up every day. I won't let you always take a cab, baby." I said while pouted.

"Okay then, I accept this. Thank you, chagiya." she peck my cheek and hug me tightly.

Author’s POV

Lian and Kai were sitting on the couch. They continue to share more happiness after had a dinner. Kai couldn’t help but keep smiling toward Lian, he felt he was the happiest man in the earth. When he has Lian in his side, that's enough for him to face the world. However,  in the other side, exactly in Lian's heart that night, there are something wrong. She didn't look like Lian who is cheering like usual. She was hide something, pain.

"Baby, can I sleep first?" Lian asked.

"Sure, baby. I know today was tiring day for you." Kai answered while looking at her eyes lovingly.

Kai then stood up and hold Lian's wrist, bring Lian to her room. As soon as Lian lying on the bed, Kai pulled a blanket for cover her body. He her hair gently before landed a peck her forehead.

"Night, baby." Kai whispered.

"Night, Kai." she answered while closed her eyes, ready to sleep.

Lian opened her eyes again when she heard sound of the closed door. Tears was falling unknowingly. She covered with her palm, not letting her sobbing make any sound.

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Next morning, Kai woke up after his nose caught the smell of coffee he likes. He was walking out from his room and didn't see anything except a set of breakfast, coffee and pancakes in the table.

Smile appeared when he saw a letter beside a plate.

'Good morning, Kai. How was your sleep? I'm sorry I can't take breakfast with you since you seem sleep peacefully, I don't want to bother my cute baby. *giggle*'

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Lian stopped her car at one mansion. She take her sunglasses off, showing her eyes which swollen. No one, include Kai know what she did last night. She was crying all night. During whole night, she buried her face into the pillow.

She get off from the car and slowly walk toward to in front of the door. She push down the bell for several time, but no one opened it for her. She rolled his eyes, guessing that the person who in house was still sleeping. She then look to right and left her, looking for something. Smile appeared as soon as she find a key from one of pots flowers in there. She take it and immediately open the door.

She walking to inside after close the door. She looking around there. Still same, that's what she was thinking. The brown couches and white big vase with glass flowers beside that, she was smiling when see it. She exactly remembered that they, her father, her brother, and she whose bought it when they spend their holiday at Jeju island nine years ago. Yeah, it's long enough, but it seems her brother always take care of those, Its proven by couch and vase which clean and shiny.

She stopped her step, looking at what she seeing in front of her. Her family's photo, but it's not exactly what she see. On the wall, she saw photo of her father, her mother, and her which in the middle of them. All of them have flowers around each one photos. Her tears were falling, how can her photo stay on the wall while she still alive.

"Who are you?" someone said. Automatically, Lian turned her body to find where sound came from. She saw a man standing in the middle of stairs, looking at her with eyes full of curiosity.

"Oppa.. Chanyeol oppa.." She called his name while approach him slowly.

"Eoh?! Lian-ssi, how can you enter this house?." Chanyeol asked in disbelief after he saw someone who suddenly appear in his house.

"Oppa! stop acting like we are strangers." She hugged Chanyeol tightly as soon as she was right in front of him, buried her head into his chest.

"Eo?" Chanyeol dumbfounded for what she did. He has no idea what was going on. “Lian-ssi..”

"My name is Jiyeon, Park Jiyeon, not Lian." She declared while sobbing.

"Jiyeon-ah? how-how can...you..?" Chanyeol still didn't believe it.

Flashback On

Can I get rid of this? this photo is really an eyesore. 

She felt her breath choked. What's this? just that words which filled and spin in her mind. After Sehun gave his smirked just now, he was walking away toward upstairs. Out of curiosity, Lian decided to follow him from behind.

Unfortunately, Sehun's shadow disappears as soon as she entered the room where Sehun go. Lian was confused, she had no idea why but her heart told that there is something important in there. She scanned the whole room and not long after, her eyes caught a rectangular-pink-book. Without hesitation, she took it. She even didn't care the fact that she was still in her boss's house.

Slowly, she opened that book and start to read it.

 It's like a dream! I never imagined to be married  my first love. I'm very happy because tomorrow is my wedding day. Yes, Sehun not refuse this marriage, it means there is a possibility he likes me kyaaaaa! I really can’t sleep tonight. >. <

Suddenly, the imagine like a set of film appeared in her mind. She saw how herself was crazy over Sehun's old photo. Lian shook her head and broke that imagine because she think it's just hallucination.

Sehun smile disappeared after Sehun and I spent our first night last night. This morning he called me a. I'm so hurt to hear him call me like that. How could he call me and not a while he himself got my ity. Did he really don’t know it’s me that night?. I guess I have to stop writing because my hand was shaking.

Now, after reading those words, she immediately remember how Sehun smirked toward her and said she was not innocent girl. Unknowingly, her eyes were teary and her hands were shaking.

Every day Sehun always come home late at night. He always came home with a drunken state. Did I really not deserve to become his wife?. Every day, I always say to myself, I must be strong, I should be able to melt his heart and make him love me as his wife. But I felt increasingly distant as two weeks ago, he always brought random woman to home. What should I do now?.

Some of these days I can’t eat well. I ventured to buy a testpack and try it out. I was right, I was pregnant. I'm happy because this is my baby with Sehun. I will always take care of you until you're born into this world, unfortunately. I love you, baby.

She still continue reading it even though her chest had been in pain like a lot of knife rained it. She covered with her palm, not letting her sobbed even harder.

 It's been five months and Sehun realized that I was pregnant. He said that he would never believe it if I tell him this is his biological baby. I always wanted to tell the truth to Sehun but I know he would never believe in my words, not even once.

Love is nightmare, I hope I can wake up soon. I can’t hold my pain any longer, It’s too hurt. Finally, today, divorce has been finished that I made. I can’t stand anymore with this. From the beginning, maybe I should not impose my feelings and married with Sehun who didn’t love me. Yes, I decided to get a divorce with Sehun but I'll do it one month later when I had given birth Mason. I give my son named Mason, it’s nice, right? I will take care of him well. I will keep him in the future, when he taunted by his friends because he doesn’t have a father.

Her head can't take it any longer, too much memory which return to her mind. She still can't accept the fact. She still can't believe what had happened. She also can't believe that she is Jiyeon, Park Jiyeon.

Then, Jiyeon rushed out of the room while brought the book with her. Again, the piece of memories come back, she remembered how she fall from up to down stairs. Now, she was sure, she is Jiyeon who was everyone talking about.

Jiyeon run to outside while breathing heavily. She decided to leave that house as soon as she can. However, She stopped her steps after she heard someone's shouting.

"Lian-ssi, where are you, Lian-ssi?" That voice almost make her heart stop beating. She knew exactly who that voice belong to. However, she still stunned, feeling confused what she should do.

Finally, after a long time fight with herself, she had made a decision. She decided to return and faced Sehun.

"I'm here.."

Flashback Off

A/N: 
Finally, after a long time, I can take my time for writing *dancing* Thank you for you who still with me and this story, you are the best guys♥. I hope you still like this story *hug*