Chapter 6 - déjà vu

Author’s POV

One man was seen looking at the sky on the balcony of his house. No one knows what he saw, even no stars in the sky at all, only dark sky through it. There is no expression at all on his face, only flat expression which showing on it. Suddenly, involuntarily his tears just fall. He wiped his cheek. Either sense of what is being felt, but it must be really sense smothering.

"Chanyeol-hyung." Someone greeted him from behind. The man called Chanyeol, turn his head to see someone who call him.

"Ah, Baekhyun, you've arrived." Chanyeol said while held out his right hand, giving a signal to tell Baekhyun for take a sit at opposite him.

"I've done all you ask. I've brought her, even make her have a job at the same building with Sehun. Is it okay? I mean, it really will work? what your plan actually?" Baekhyun said.

"I want all back to normal. I want her remember everything slowly by herself. I was wrong, I told Kai to bring her stay away from here. I thought I can live well and happy saw Sehun suffer. It's hard, remembering she still alive but I could not see her more painful than know if she died. At least, I will not dissolve in grief and strive for a better life for her who see me there." Chanyeol answer with gloomy expression.

"Aaah, I see. I agree with you. She even have a son who must she take care since her son is defect. I heard from Sehun, Mason sometimes have a nightmare because he got insults from other kids. He always delirious about her, 'Eomma, please come back to us' , you know? I'm so pity at him." Baekhyun explained. "Oh, how about Sehun?" he asked.

"About him, I think five years is enough for him prove to me that he really change. I can't admit it but he really try his best to take care of his son. I'll allow him if Jiyeon want to come back to him, but how about Kai who love her so much?. I was wrong, I shouldn't let this happen from first." Chanyeol said. He closed his eyes and sighed. He was really no idea it will be complicated like this.

"Calm down, just let this happen slowly. We have to believe that what happen next will be alright. We just can hope, they will have the best fate for themselves. Let's wait and see." Baekhyun try to calm Chanyeol who blame himself. Chanyeol just nodded for answer it. At least, he have someone who reducing his depressed.

***

Lian/Jiyeon’s POV

I arrived at building which held a photoshot. I don't know why they choose this location while they have a studio at Park corporation.

"I'm sorry we can't take a lunch together because I have meeting." He said. Heol~ actually, it's what I expected. I mean lunch together like we usual do at Paris, but yeah he really busy-man.

"It's okay, I can lunch with other model anyway." I answered. Giving him a smile.

"I'm sorry, nee. Take care of yourself." He said while cupped my check.

I get off from the car after Kai open car's door for me. He is so gentle, maybe it's one of many things I like from him. I really wondering why I still can't remember everything while I always with him every day. It's weird. At the film, she/he who got amnesia will easily to return their memory if they close with someone which you loved, but I'm not. I have no idea, maybe I just regard my past memory wasn't important and happy with my present life. But now, it's different. I don't know why I want to know all part of my past.  Hais!! just let it be for this time, I have to work now anyway. I smile and wave my hand toward Kai's car who slowly disappear from my sight.

I look at around, there are a lot of people who is preparing for my photoshoot. They busy with their work until doesn't notice me.

"Annyeonghaseyo~" I bowed and greeted them, try to act polite. Yeah! it's work, but why Their expression seems who just found a ghost. Oh no, look at their face, their eyes and mouth were open. It's really same as when I arrived at Park-corporation.

"Annyeonghaseyo" They answered me after a moment later.

"The gosip was right, she really similar with her." I can hear someone whispered. What's going on? at here nor there, they expression and whisper always same. Seriously, who is they talking about actually? is she really similar with me? I don't know anything since I haven't find friend here.

My daydream was broke when I feel someone patted me on shoulder. I turn my body to see it. I see a woman who wearing pink dress with short hair which showing her neck. She is so pretty and really skinny.

"Hi! are you Miss. Lian?" she asked.

"yes." I answered while nodded.

"I'm Ham Eunjung your makeup artist. Let's follow me, you have to touch up first." She said. She passed by me while I followed her behind.

As soon as we arrived at one of the rooms, the woman named Eunjung held out her right hand toward a chair in front of her, it's look like she give a sign. Then I sat on that chair like she told earlier. She started to open her makeup stuffs, woah! it's really complete I think. There are many eyeshadow, blush on, lipstick, eyeliner in all color. She must be a great makeup artist. I didn't say that I never see makeup stuffs like this, but she really set it so beautiful, like gradient color, rainbow or something like that.

"You're really pretty like her." she mumbled at the middle of touch me up, but I still can hear her voice.

"Hmm what did you mean?" I asked confusedly.

"Oh! I'm sorry, I didn't mean to say anything, just mumbled." she answered while smile clumsy.

"Come on, let me know something about this. Everyone always say that I like her. Who is SHE that they meant? I'm really wondering." I said. Seriously, I want to know that. She looks thinking for a moment.

"Uhm, about that. They talked about Sehun-sajangnim's wife, Park Jiyeon. Your face really similar with her, so yeah they always talking about you, but it's okay. They won't longer talking about you because She, I mean Park Jiyeon had died five years ago." She explained. Park Jiyeon? I think I ever heard that name, but I don't remember exactly.

I see my reflection on the mirror. Touch up season has done five minutes ago. I admit that I'm so pretty, but it will be more pretty if I didn't wear yellow dress with big flower accessories on my chest. It's not my style, okay who cares about clothes which model wear, but I strange model I think. I'll wear all color, at least don't give a yellow dress or something else about yellow to me. I hate yellow. As I busy with my, I feel someone staring at me. I looking around to find it but it useless, I can't find anyone. Maybe it just my feeling.

"OMO!" I surprised when I saw someone's reflection on the mirror.

"I'm sorry if I make you surprised. I didn't mean anything." he said. I turn my body to face him. I I see a man who wearing a blue shirt with brown blazer. I’ve seen him earlier, but I don't know what this feeling, seeing someone figure in front of me, I feel I want to hug him tightly.

"OH! it's okay. I just surprised. Long time no see, Chanyeol-ssi. How's it going? Why you being here anyway?." I asked.

"I'm fine. Uhm, I'll tell you after your photoshoot finished. How about lunch together?" He answered.

"Hmm, Okay then. I won't lunch with Kai anyway." I said.

"Great, but wait..." He looking around ."Anyone please come here? I want to you to change her clothes, I really don't like yellow,  like my eyes will get irritation if seeing that color." He told everyone who near this room.

I really don't like yellow,  like my eyes will get irritation if seeing that color.

I stunned. I think I ever said that words. Why recently I feel like déjà vu if seeing someone around me, but it doesn't work if I near Kai?. Although I always with him, never ever get this experience.

"Miss. Lian, are you okay?." I back to reality after hearing his question.

"ah yes, I'm okay." I smile awkwardly while rub my neck.

"Good, you may follow them to change your clothes." He said. I see some people around us, one of them then held out her hand indicating me to follow her.

***

After many hours I spend for photoshoot, finally, it's over. I was happy and didn't feel tired because I was wearing many diamond. I guess, Park-corporation will more more famous and get more profit because all diamond were so pretty. Now, I was walking to café near this building. I've promise with Chanyeol-oppa that I'll having a lunch with him. It isn't hard to find him since he is tall. I know him even I just look her back. Wait? what did I say? I said it like I've known him for so long. Tsk! stop thinking nonsense, Lian!

"Hi.." I greeted him while sit opposite him.

"You've arrived. I've ordered the food, just wait, okay." He said. I just give him fake smile and nod. How can he didn't tell me what I want to eat and just straight away ordered it by himself? -_-

"When you arrived? Kai didn't tell me he went with you. Unexpected, you also work at my company." He asked curiously. Ah, so he’s owned, no wonder I met him at that building. WAIT? did he said that Park-company is owned by his? is it Sehun-sajangnim's company, right?

"I arrived three days ago. Kai didn't went with me, I went the next day since my agency told me that I have job at here." I explained. "but... what did you mean by your is owner Park-company?" I continued my words.

"You don't know? Sehun is my brother-in-law, aren't you aware since the company's name is Park, not Oh?" I dumbfounded after hearing that. I really didn't aware it.

"But why you choose to work at here, and instead of become Sajangnim at main company?." I asked. It doesn't make sense, right? he was wrong, he handed it to annoying and bossy Sajangnim like him.

"I have reasons." He answered shortly. When I want to ask about his reason, waitress come while bring foods and drinks. There are tteokbokki, kimbap, bibimbap, patbingsu, and bubble tea. Those are ... my favorite food! How can this happened? I mean he knows my favorite food. Uhm, maybe we (Kai, he and I) had spend many time in the past, so he knows some about me. Just let it be then, I have to eat now since my stomach had been rebel.

"Wait!." he was yelling as I'll take the bibimbap. He then take away all bean sprouts from my bowl. Oh! I remember that I don't like bean sprouts. It must be because I'm hungry, so I didn't notice it.

I stunned for what he done. I really have no idea. First, Why I want to hug him tightly when I see him? Second, He seems know I don't like yellow, Third, he do this, he ordered my favorite foods, even though I didn't tell him that I don't like bean sprouts, but he straight away take away those from my bowl. There were just coincidence? or just me who consider he like my big brother. So confusing!

***

"Miss. Lian, have you got an accident before?" Doctor asked.

"Yes, my boyfriend said that I got hit by a car five years ago, and it's make me lose all my memories." I answered.

"Ah I see. You must be grateful because I guess, it's a sign that you will get your memory again. So, if you want to get it soon, you have to approach who or what which make you feel as déjà vu. Remember, you shouldn't find out at once, just slowly. One thing if you too hard to push it out, you will faint." he explained.

Doctor's words keep remembering in my mind. Yeah, I went to doctor after having a lunch with Chanyeol. I need to meet doctor since I got heart attack for many times recently. It's not my prediction if I got some diseases, but apparently, it's because my amnesia. I have to find out slowly, I'll approach who or what which make me feel as déjà vu. Okay, Lian fighting!

Now, I walking into Park building after meet a doctor. Seriously, I really wonder why Chanyeol oppa doesn't work at here, and instead handed to his brother-in-law. It's not I don't like Sehun-sajangnim so badly, but it isn't match well. This company's name is Park while CEO's name is OH. Tsk! It's really weird. Suddenly, I stopped my steps and frowned as I'll pass sajangnim room, I see familiar face in there. There are kid who is sitting on couch while kicking, he seems bored. I slowly aproach him to see clearly his face.

"Masonna, it's you?" I asked. Ah! I forgot that he is son of Sehun-sajangnim.

"Lian-imo?" He called. WHAT? He can't see, right? BUT why he immediately know it's me? DAEBAK!

"How can this happen? I mean, you know my voice even we just met once" I said confusedly. Unbelievable, he really something!

"I-also-didn't-know-why, when-I-heard-your-voice, I-just-thinking-about-you." He answered innocently.

"I think you have something like a telephaty haha. Oh why are you here anyway?" I asked.

"I'm-working!" He said while crossing hands on his chest like boss.

"What?" I surprised.

"Joking!-Haha. My-purpose-none-other-than-I-want-to-meet-my father. I-want-to-having-lunch-with-him-but-he-still-doesn't-come." He explained.

"Yah! You're good at joking too Haha. Hmm, lunch time almost end, Mason-na. I won't let you pass your lunch! Let's find food together." He nodded cutely.

"be careful" I said while hold his hand since he didn't want me to bring him. I led him slowly, look around for making sure there is no something which will stop his steps. Now, I seem like overprotective mother. I couldn't help but seeing him smile like this make my heart warm.

"What kind of food do you want?" I asked him as we arrived at a restaurant near the building.

"Uhm, I-want-tteokbokki, bibimbap, and-orange-juice." He answered. I frowned, thinking two of three which he said is my favorite too. Why so many similarity today? -_-

I feed him when waitress come to bring what he ordered. "It's hot." he pouted.

"I'm sorry, Mason-na. I forgot that this tteokbokki was still hot." I said guilty. I straight away blew on it then finally shoved it into his mouth. He smiled so innocently.

"Imo doesn't eat?" He asked while chewing his food.

"No, I've taken my lunch." I said. I couldn't help but smile, he is really cute.

"I see. Uhm Imo, before we return to that place, can I have a cone of ice cream too?" This kid apparently really love to eat. hihihi

"Sure, Mason-na. Let's eat ice cream together." I answered. I think there is no harm to buy ice cream before return.

***

Author’s POV

At one of café in Seoul, there are two man were talking. They both decided to spend lunch time together since they rarely met, exactly, since five years ago. They are none other than Kai and Sehun. But there is something strange, during they're talking, Sehun kept looking at Kai's clock.

It's really similar with Lian's clock which she bought yesterday.

"Yah! are you not hearing me?" Kai asked and that's make Sehun turned his attention.

"No, I heard your question. About that, I need to promote more shares so that the company can grow even larger." Sehun answered. At least, he still heard Kai's question even though not all.

"Why you seem want to make Park-company grow? I thought you still same, doesn't care about anything as long as you have a lot of money, you will still have fun and playing with random woman." Kai said sarcastically. Sehun was frozen, he feel like many big rock hit his chest.

"No, I'm not Sehun like that anymore. I'm a new Sehun." Sehun trying to calm himself.

"Really, good for you. What about divorce paper? I heard you still doesn't sign that. Don't said that you falling in love with dead person." Sehun looked at Kai with his sharp eyes after Kai talking about sensitive topic. Why he want to me sign that paper? it's not his business at all, Sehun thought. Sehun was wondering why Kai seems different, his eyes seems full of anger.

"What if I say yes? what will you do?" Sehun asked.

"That's mean, you really falling in love with her, right? it's okay, but are you sure? she had dead anyway" Kai said while take a cup of coffee in front of him calmly. Sehun fisted his hand, trying to hold his emotion. As he want to answer Kai's question, suddenly, his phone was ringing. He took it from his pocket and pick the phone up.

"Hallo Mr. Kang... WHAT? okay, I'll be there soon." Sehun hang the phone up then put it back.

"I'm sorry Kai, I have to go. There are something urgent. Let's continue this next time," Sehun stood up from his seat after telling him. "And this is for you" he handed a white-mini-box from his blazer then rush to outside and take his car. Kai who saw it just shrugged. He turned his face back and glance to a white box in front of him. Slowly, he open that box and find a clock on it, but not long after, he closed it. Smirk appeared from his face as he throw it into trash near him. He didn't need it since Lian has gave him one.

***

During the way, Sehun can control his anxiety. He drive like crazy in order to arrive as soon as possible at the office. He was too shocked because what he has heard from Mr. Kang, his driver.

"Sajangnim, I drove Mason to your office because he want to lunch with you since Yoo still in her day off, but when I comeback to your room, Mason was nowhere to be found."

Sehun's car stopped at the Park near his office as he seen two figure which he know. He couldn't help but sigh heavily. Then, he get off from the car and approach them which quite far from his position. He kept walking while saw them who was eating cone ice cream. Sehun flustered, from afar, the way they eating and laughing, when Lian wiped ice cream from Mason's mouth, they look like mother and son.

"Mason-na why are you here? Is she the one who brought you?." Sehun asked while pointing his finger toward Lian when he arrived in front of them. Mason and Lian could only frozen on their spot like they had a big mistake.

"Appa.." Mason would say something but Lian cut him off.

"I'm sorry Sajangnim. I brought him because I wasn't accidentally saw him at your room, plus he told me that he hasn't taken his lunch, so here we are." Lian explained everything so that Sehun would understand. In other side, Sehun who hearing it just sigh, it's the umpteenth time Mason make him worry so badly.

"Okay, I forgive you this time." Sehun said while take a seat beside Mason.

Lian pouted, thinking Sehun should give her thanks too for taking care of Mason.

"Appa, wanna-this-ice-cream?" Mason held out his left hand which hold ice cream right to Sehun's face. Lian who saw it couldn't help but giggle so loud.

"What-makes-Lian-imo-giggled-so-loud?" Mason asked curiously.

"It's because you had put your ice cream to your appa's face Mason-na." Lian answered, she has stopped to giggle when Sehun looked at her with sharp eyes like want to say 'you wanna die?'

"OMO!-I'm-sorry-appa, I-didn't-mean..." Mason apologized. Sehun wiped his face to remove ice cream, but it's useless because ice cream just move to his hand. Suddenly, there is soft hand which hold Sehun's and wiped it with tissue. Sehun blinked his eyes for several time, he slowly blushed, his breathing was choked, his heart was beating fast. What's going on? he thought. He can't explain what that feeling. After his hand clean and Lian has throw that tissue into trash, Sehun still stunned. Lian who saw it just could frowned. What's wrong? Lian thought.

"Appa..." Mason's calling succeeded make Sehun back to reality.

"It's okay, just let's go home now, kajja." Sehun said. He want to leave that place as soon as he can for covered his nervous.

"I-want-to-go-home-with-Lian-imo." Lian's eyes rounded, thinking how can Mason said that. She turn her head toward Sehun who was messing his hair, maybe he was frustrated because Lian had ruined lunch with his son, now Mason want Sehun to bring she with them.

"Okay then, let's go." Sehun finally said it.

***

Lian get off from Sehun's car and walk to follow Sehun and Mason from behind. She saw a mansion in front of her. There are a lot of Tulip flowers around the mansion, that's her favorite flower. She have no idea, but she feel something when she seeing it, missed. Like she ever take care of those. As she entered into inside, she looking around and her gaze stopped at a big frame photo. There are Sehun and a woman who looks similar with her on it, she was so pretty wearing a wedding dress, Sehun as well, he looks so hot with his tuxedo. Lian just kept looking at that photo.

Suddenly, she felt like she saw something. She saw Sehun stand beside that frame photo and gave her a smirk.

Can I get rid of this? this photo is really an eyesore.

She felt her breath choked. What's this? just that words which filled and spin in her mind.

A/N:

Hey guys, this new chapter for you ^^
My plan to make Jiyeon remember everything in this chapter failed because I don't have many free time, I have to go and preparing event at my college. I decided to post this chapter since I think this is quite long. Forgive me :(

Have you read news about Luhan?
It's really sad *sobbing*  I just can hope they (EXO, Luhan, Yifan)will have a lot of luck and become more bright in the future. Fighting guys! :)
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