Chapter 2 - This is impossible

Always in my heart

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Chapter 2 - This is impossible

 

Baekhyun POV

. I knew this would happen.... shouldn't have let my guard down. Well at least now chanyeol wouldn't pester me about things anymore. Thank god. 

I slowly walked to the meeting room, already expecting exo to be like half an hour late? I mean it's exo right, we're always late. No, it's not that we think we're some big shots that it's okay to be late or anything. But you should've seen the mornings. It's practically hell to have 11 guys get ready for schedules. You thought waking 6am was sufficient? Hell no. You have tao that takes like hours to prepare but have difficulty waking up early. And we only have a bathroom so you know, waiting takes time too. The others that's behind him have it tough. I'm quite the early one so I'm more of those that gets ready on time? I think. Haha.

As I approached the meeting room, I didn't notice any hints of noise. Ah late. I knew it. When I opened the door, 10 heads turned to me, 10 pairs of eyes were staring at me. I jumped a bit. I didn't expect them to arrive before me at all. Holy then what's with the silence. They've been sitting in that room all along without a word spoken? I think I went to the wrong room. Or is this actually our standees? Cause this is definitely not exo. , I need to do something.

" 아! 깹송~ 깜짝 ............  .. 노래송~ "  (kkaebsong kkamjjak noraesong)

" ........................ "

no? Nothing? Nothing at all? Not even a grin? .... tsk.

" Pff " tao started laughing.

All the others are grinning and laughing now. Haha phew....yeah. This. This is exo. I felt a sense of accomplishment in a way. If I remember, I was the one who broke the silence too during first episode of exo Showtime... no? Haha must be getting ahead of myself. Wait. No. There's one last person. Him. He haven't looked at me the moment I entered the room. Even when I sat down, he's still not looking at me. While the others are recovering from their laughters and more relaxed, he's still having this stern looking face. I bet our fans will not ever get to see this face because damn it's a little scary.

 

Chanyeol POV

I see that you still have the mood to make jokes huh you stupid ......Why don't you try explaining yourself if you have the time to make such stupid jokes. I thought to myself.

In the next few minutes, baekhyun was questioned. Like how they started, how they knew each other. They say it's to " explain to the public " but i bet they just want to hide that they are no different from the busybody public that wants to know the truth about this scandal. Throughout the whole meeting with the CEO, all I have been hearing is baekhyun taeyeon this. baekhyun taeyeon that. Its so ing annoying. 

" Baekhyun, you do know that this scandal is going to harm your fans, and your popularity right? "

" Yeah, I know. But me and taeyeon are willing to take this risk if the public can accept us in the future. Rather than hiding things and not letting my dear fans know, I would rather not make it a lie and explain to the public that yes indeed we are in love, indeed we care for each other and hope that the fans can find a way to approve of us. I will definitely do better as exo's baekhyun and I'm ready for this. I love her."

WHAT. THE . . BAEKHYUN. WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU SAYING? WHAT ARE YOU THINKING. I'M YOUR BOYFRIEND. WE HAVEN'T BROKEN UP. WHY ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT THIS AS IF SHE'S YOUR LOVER FROM THE START? WHAT ABOUT ME? WHAT ABOUT US? ISN'T THAT SPEECH SUPPOSED TO BE FOR US WHEN WE COME OUT TO THE PUBLIC? WHY IS IT HER NOW? WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU.

I can't stand this. I don't care any more. Whatever seriously. I'm done. He's the one who broke that promise. Not me. I'm done. 

Halfway through the meeting, I stood up. 
" sorry, I'm not feeling well. I wish to rest awhile outside.... hyung.. " 
Manager hyung frowned. He looked at me and then looked at the CEO. After the CEO gave a nod, he announced.
" okay chanyeol u may exit. "

I took a quick glance at baekhyun and....
What the hell . What's that pained expression for. If you don't remember YOU are the ing one cheated on me. You . YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO SHOW THAT FACE RIGHT NOW. 

I felt more anger rise up from my stomach almost threatening to be released. I decided to quickly leave the room before something bad happens.

What the hell byun baekhyun what the actual ing hell. What the did I do wrong. Did I not love you enough because I was sure you are the love of my life. Apparently I was just not yours.

Thank god for room mate seriously. Thank. God. Because I would go crazy if I see his face any more. For the next few days, I was busy with shooting and the members would sometimes call to check on me but I guess I just went and try my best to give them a reassuring tone that I was indeed fine. Something's weird though. I had a feeling suho hyung kept wanting to tell me something but changed his mind after that.... must be just my imagination. I'm really tired I guess.

One morning. That morning. I was back in our dorm. It had rained and everything was sparkling due to the water droplets. It felt so cooling. So refreshing. It looked so beautiful. It looked so hopeful. In a long time, I've never felt so relaxed. I thought that morning was gonna bring me a good day ahead. I was so wrong. It turned out to be the worst day of my life. 

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viyeolent
#1
Chapter 6: DID YOU SERIOUSLY SUDDENLY MAKE A MOOD WHIPLASH? Damn it made sense you know but also at the same time Baek was being an idiot for having ever thought that he could just say yes to a woman (dying or what not) and just bounce back into Chanyeol's arms after the whole affair and the explaining he'd do in the future. Ofc it's a matter of humanity to grant a dying request but is it truly worth it to scar the love of your life for what could wasily be the remainder of his life? Plus they had dreams, man. Putting the group at risk for a woman who shouldn't even be related to it is just..OTL and don't get me started on that last part. It started out so happy and ofc they made up and made out, but my point still stands that the doubt will never go away from PCY's mind now. And that hurts. A hell lot. It's relatively happy, but damn that last paragraph had so many implications.

Moving on. Bro I was confused by the format :( Idk if it's just the mobile thing but the text displayed inconsistently. Different font sizes every other sentence. I found it distracting :( Won't comment on grammar bc I totally know you can edit this to be better and because you ARE better. Dialogues in italics were also distracting? Since typically it's plain text and italics are reserved for thoughts and the like. I found some sentences that could've used a comma somewhere in them (it's hard to process a sentence with lots of ideas).

The monologues were great. Perhaps they should've used the italics instead? Oh and it's a minor thing but do capitalize when necessary, such as the words after a period. Capitalization for emphasis is okay tho.

All in all GOOD JON BRO :D I liked it. I loved angry PCy and I loved his angsty monologues. Surprisingly I liked (in the loosest meaning of the word) Taeyeon too. Peace out.
yifannie
#2
Chapter 6: Okayyyyy let's get to the serious part :)

First off, I'm kinda ugh when I see the name but that's not the point I'm gonna talk abt here. It's sad when someone you love is suddenly reported having a scandal loving someone else AND I FREAKING HATE THAT because I kind of can imagine how Chanyeol would feel like in real life though when this happened. :( And of course, I didn't expect that would be the reason why Baekhyun dated Taeyeon, but again, he should've told Chanyeol the reason and not made him confused bc omg BAEKHYUN YOUR CHANYEOL IS INNOCENT HAVE SOME MERCY. So far, I like this story! It's good since you said it't the only fic you've written and this is actually great for a first time writer like you! :)) I'm gonna wait for Giann to leave some constructive comments before I post another one :''''D
yifannie
#3
Chapter 6: HAHAHAHAHAHAHHQHQ OMGGGG IM LAUGHING AT THE LAST PART OF DIALOGUES BETWEEN YOU AND EXO ORZ BRB LAUGHING FIRST
viyeolent
#4
Chapter 4: So now it's been denial, then anger, and now anger AND self-depreciation. Poor PCY. He has a point with regards to being angry, hell who wouldn't be angry to suddenly discover your boyfriend just replaced you with a woman. No clarifications. No personal talks. Even an excuse would've been better than nothing. At this point Baek is being too much of an to keep going on without expecting his relationship (or what's left of it) with Chanyeol to bleed into that of their group's. But then giving up on everyone just because of an insensitive ex? Hmmm. Debatable. Justifiable, but debatable.
viyeolent
#5
Chapter 2: Okay this chapter tugged my heart because damn PCY was kept in the dark. His mental monologue was hella hot but also sad. I loved especially that he even questioned himself for possibly having done less than what was ideal for Baekhyun. Asking yourself things like that is always sad. And the fact that he can't even remember when they last kissed, and the fact that they haven't officially broken up is ing painful.
deliciousoppars #6
Chapter 6: I love u
marcybacon #7
Chapter 6: Lol awesome ending,loved it
kimhyosun
#8
Chapter 6: Loved this fanfic ! Lol the end XD
kimhyosun
#9
Chapter 5: Cant wait for the next chapter !