Today is the day.Today we're going to Jeju island to celebrate our 1st month as a couple.It must be cold there especially that were in the midst of winter in November,but no matter,I have Chanyeol to keep me warm.

We arrived at the aiport at 9 we'd probably be there by 9:30 tops depends if there's any delays.

The weather is nice even though it's freezing outside,the warm bright sun compliments with the cold breeze,so I guess we'll be just fine.

After settling down on the plane,Chanyeol and I waited for take-off and talked about bunch of things

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After 35 minutes of travel,we finally made it to Jeju Island

"Waaa,the place looks beautiful" I said stretching my arms as we made it out of the airport

"You've seen nothing yet baby.Let's go,I don't want you freezing to death" he said as he called a cab and drove us to who knows where Chanyeol's bringing me. I hope somewhere warm cause it really is freezing

The ride was long.I think it took us 30 minutes to reach our destination and the place looks isolated yet peaceful.There's a lot of trees and the ocean is just beautiful,it's like we're in a province within the province.

The driver dropped us somewhere that seems like a house.I mean,it is a house.

"We're here" Chanyeol says as he opens the door "Who lives here?" I asked helping Chanyeol carry our bags

"Somehow,it's like our vacation house,me and the guys"he explained. Of course they have a vacation house here in Jeju,what do they not have seriously?

"Room's upstairs,come on" he lead the way and I followed. Luckily,the bedroom was really warm and there's a balcony and you can see the beautiful view of the ocean under the mountains

"Wow,the view" I gasped as I open the curtains and step out the balcony to enjoy the view.I felt the cold breeze brush through my face so I shut my eyes savouring the cold fresh air.Shortly,I felt a pair of arms snake around my waist.I opened my eyes and turned my face to see Chanyeol resting his chin on my shoulder

"Do you like it?" he asked,I can feel his warm breath against my skin

"I love it thank you" I said smiling at him

"Do you want to rest first since you might be tired of the long travel and all?" he asked as he brushed my hair with his fingers

"Hmmm,rest first then" I said and Chanyeol pulled me to the bed and tucked me in. "You're not gonna join me?" I asked as he sat at the corner of the bed staring at me,he then smiled at me and moved to lay beside me spreading his arm and pulled me close to him "Sleep now Aeira" he whispered as he run his fingers through my hair,and with that,I fell a sleep

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I woke up from a short nap to find myself alone in bed,no Chanyeol.I was beginning to wonder where he was when I heard noises downstairs. I quickly fixed myself and went downstairs and saw Chanyeol cooking

"You're awake.Sorry I didn't want to wake you up.You can watch T.V first,dinner is almost done" I gave him a slight nod and went to the living room,sat on the couch and turned the T.V on.I don't know what I'm watching,I'm not really paying attention I just stared at the screen but nothing's really registering.

"Earth to Aeira" I flinched as I heard Chanyeol's voice and saw him behind me "Gosh,you scared me" I sighed in relief

"Sorry but you were pacing out.Come on dinner's ready" he said so I stood up and followed him to the kitchen

Hmmmm food!!

I was so hungry so I wasted no minute and ate my hunger out "Hmmm,I didn't know you can cook" I mumbled and gave him a thumbs up he let out a small chuckle and patted my hair

I helped Chanyeol clean the plates after that,we sat on the couch,his arms around me while my head rest on his chest

"You're graduating soon" I stated.I remembered thinking about that last night before I sleep and I couldn't imagine my life knowing next school year there will be no more Chanyeol on the campus

He rested his chin on my head and I heard him sigh "I will always be here."

"Even if I'm not on the same school ground as yours,doesn't mean things will change between us,we'll still see each other regularly I promise you" he said

"But you'll be very busy.I'm sure your parents would want you to work on your company plus..."I trailed.I couldn't say the fact that SMent might just make them as regular idols and they won't even have time for social life much more a relationship. But I guess he knows already

"Listen,we agreed that we'd turn down the offer of SMent.We're fine this way.And yes my parents will make me work at our company but I'll make sure that a day won't pass that I'm not gonna be able to see you and be with you.Even for a short time,I'll make sure I always have a time for you" there was assurance in his voice and I like that. I hope things do turn out this way

"On the other hand,don't go flirting with other guys when I'm away ok?" he said changing the subject into me.I smacked his chest but not to hard,earning a groan from Chanyeol "Yah,I won't even look at those guys at school" I told him

"You promise?" he asked

"I promise"

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After our talk last night,I woke up feeling more relieved. Chanyeol said that we're going to a hot spring near by and I more than happily obliged.A hot spring seems a good idea since it's really cold

"Woah" I awed once my body had contact with the hot water . I sat beside Chanyeol as we savour the nice warm feeling of the water.

We sat there for like 30 minutes talking about random stuffs before we decided to head out.

We had lunch by the park then Chanyeol walked me around the place.We went to this forest like place which was below the mountains,there were people there to who came to admire nature at it's best.

This day went pretty well and I couldn't ask for more.Chanyeol did try his best to make our first month memorable and he suceeded.every moment was just perfect.Every moment with him is perfect and I have to admit that every little thing that he does counts a lot for me.

His effort is visible nd so much appreciated.And I can't help to think if I was enough for him,if I deserved him. I sighed to myself and decided to shrug off the thought before Chanyeol suspects anything,but I failed

"Baby,are you alright?Is something bothering you?"He asked and I shook my head and smiled at him assuringly

This day pass by fast and tomorrow,we have to go back.Back to reality

"Hey,let's sit there by the sands" he told me as he pulled me to the beach in front our house and sat on the sands

"Chanyeol,thank you" I whispered to him snuggling on his chest then the thought of not being enough for him suddenly crossed my mind again I shut my eyes and sighed

"Hey,tell me what's bothering you" Chanyeol whispered as he brought my chin up to face him.He was staring at me with concerned eyes I looked down and sighed inwardly

"You did a lot for this trip.You did so much effort,you made sure this was perfect and it its.And I'm so thankful for that" I said trailing off my words hoping this was enough of a explanation but I was wrong

"Then tell me,there's something else Aeira,I know you" he said to me

"I-I...I just thought that,I don't know,if I made you happy today.If I made you happy on this whole trip even if it's just for three days.Maybe I'm just having what people call insecurities,I don't know if I'm enough for you,i...if I deserve you" I lowered my voice on the last sentence hoping he won't hear me but instead he pulled me in for a hug.

I gave in into his arms and hugged him back,feeling the warmth that he gives when I'm on his arms.Neither of us said anything his head on my shoulder nuzzling on my neck,I can feel his warm breath against my skin and I don't know why but I love the feeling that sends unfamiliar shivers down my spine

Then I felt his lips brush against my skin,for a minute I froze goosebumps starting form,my heart beat's getting faster and it was just a simple touch of his lips on my neck yet the effect was........unnatural

"Aeira listen to me" he started talking against my skin,by this time,my heart is ready to jump out my chest any minute now.

"As long as you're with me I'm happy.Your presence alone is enough to make my world complete.Don't ever say anything like that again,that you don't deserve me or you're not good enough cause you are!And I love you and as long as I know that you feel the same,I am the happiest and luckiest guy on earth.Think whatever you want but I'm not letting you go,no matter what people say,no matter what you say,I'm not leaving you and that's a promise.You're the one that I want to spend my forever with and we will make it"

"Even if I'll be busy after college I'd still make time for you but I want you to promise that I'm not the only one who's gonna try cause there's no one else that I want but you.I need you to promise me that no matter how hard the sittuation will be on the future you won't leave me cause I won't"

He now pulled away from the hug and cupped my face looking directly to my eyes waiting for my answer

"I promise" I whispered "I promise that I will not think that way again,I promise not to leave no matter how hard the sittuation may and will be.Chanyeol I promise" I said to him looking back to his eyes and I can see them sparkle.

"Good,cause I just love you so damn much Kim Aeira"

Before I could even respond to what he said,he crashed his lips unto mine.My eyes widened but quickly recovered.Remember when I said that my heart was ready to jump a while ago?Well guess what?It's not here anymore,it's probably running 100km/hour right now and can win a race

I placed my hands on his neck pulling him closer I don't know what I was doing since it's my frist kiss but my body seems to know what it's doing.

I felt Chanyeol's hand as it left cupping my face and went to hold me by my waist.I closed my eyes and I swear I can see fireworks,not just see,hear,I can hear them exploding at the sky and filling it with beautiful colors.

I suddenly forgot about the world,I suddenly forgot that tomorrow,we'll be back to our normal lives,that there will be alot of people surrounding us,it will no longer be just us.But it didn't matter,what mattered was now.

How I am wrapped around Chanyeol's arm.How he was kissing me passionately,how I was kissing back and how I love this moment and how I want this to last.

Chanyeol pulled away,we were both panting for air,I suddenly missed his lips against mine,he's lips was just to soft and I love how the kiss made me feel

He placed a small kiss on my lips and whispered

"I'm in love with you Aeira"

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How I'd love to visit that place one more time,not alone but with you.And maybe it can be just like how we spent it last time.But now,it's just a memory and I think that's all it's gonna be

But I'm keeping my promise Chanyeol and I hope you have kept yours too

-Aeira

AN
I'm late on my updates eh?Sorry I took time on updating I was editing and I kept changing stuffs that it messed up my original plan so I had to change it again also I'm starting to encode some chapters to my new story :D.But here you go Chanyeol and Aeira's first kiss!!!And to each other!!It's Chanyeol's first kiss to cause he never had the chance to give it to Kim remember?

That would be all :)

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