Days pass after the you-know-what happened.Me and Chanyeol.well,we're......friends,I guess

Sometimes we're just plain awkward[more like most times] *sighs

Why did this had to happen?Everything was fine until.......ARgh!!!

"You ok Aeir?" Chanyeol asked who was beside me. 

"Yeah I'm fine" I told him

"Hey,is Kai,picking you up later?"He asks out of nowhere

"Uuh,I don't know why?" I told him

"Well,umm,can I take you home?" he asked

I faced him confused...."Are you sure?Aren't you going out with Krystal today?" I asked and his expression suddenly changed

"Uh,no" he said 

"Ok then let me just text Kai" I told him as I fish out my cellphone out my pocket.I'm not sure but I think I saw him clenched  his fist.

'Psst.Chanyeol's taking me home later.Don't need to pick me up' -Sent

'Ok then.Take care Princess'

I smiled at his reply not knowing why

"What did he say?" Chanyeol asked

"He sad ok" I said and smiled at him

After classes,I saw Chanyeol waiting at the front gate

Where's his car? I thought to myself

"Everything ok Aeir?" he asked

Maybe it's exclusive for Krystal only

I sighed to myself and gave him a nod

"Let's go" he said as we walked together

"So,how are you and Kai?" hee asked trying to start a conversation

"We're fine" I said

"So,it's official?" he asked again

"Nothing's official Chanyeol." I bluntly said "How are you and Krystal?" I followed up

"We're fine" he answered

Our answers to each other were kept short......really,why did he had to walk me home?!

"What happened to us Aeira?"

!You had to ask this now???!!Seriously can you be a little sensitive??!!

I was fuming in anger inside.I didn't know what answer he's expecting from me or where he expects this conversation to go but all I know is that is pissed the out of me.

But I kept myself composed not letting the anger get to me

"What do you mean by that Chanyeol?" I asked gritting my teeth

"We used to be better than this.We were never awkward.We could've avoided this if you have listened to me not to hang out with Kai!" his voice was getting louder now

"What?!You're blaming me?!Seriously?!Cause last time I checked,you started this!You lied to me that you had something important to do,so you let Kai pick me up." I said pointing out the truth

"I didn't see why I was required to tell you!" 

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Oh my god he didn't

I stood there shocked of what he said. He didn't!!

That's it!That's all he had to say to snap all the remaining veins in my body

"Aeira,I'm sorry,I...I din't mean it like that" he said shocked of what he said himself

"No,Chanyeol it's ok.You're right.You didn't have to tell me at all.You can just boss me around what I can't do while I just agree with you right?" I said and he was silent

"Besides you didn't have to tell me cause we're not friends at all" I shot at him and he stared at me panicked at what I just said

"No!It's not like that Aeira!You missunderstood me!" he barely made a sentence out of his mouth

"Go home Chanyeol.I can walk by myself" I said as I walked away

I felt his hands grip my wrist..

He pulled me closer until his chin is restin on the top of my head

"I'm sorry" he whispered

I pulled away and walked away from him.I didn't dare to look back and just continued walking

Park Chanyeol,you jerk!

I was holding my tears inside.I didn't want to cry.Not here and not because of him.

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I reached our house,tired,because my pace was too fast,worrying that he might follow.

But he didn't

I miss my happy place,I haven't been visiting for a while and I really need some peace in my mnd right now.

"I'm heading out,won't be long" I told my Minhi as I head out the house

I was walking and minding my own thoughts.

Thinking about everything that happened,everything I had and lost

Life is cruel don't you think?

Atleast there's one place where I can forget all of this s and disappear for a while.

That one place that can't hurt me

Or so I thought

I heard people talking,from the voice I can tell that it's a girl and a boy

I hid myself behind the tree trying to catch a glimpse at their faces

I can't hear what they are talking about

But it seems like they're arguing....or not.

Then suddenly,I saw the girl's face

Krystal?!

if that's her then that's

Chanyeol?!

I gasped as I finally saw their faces.

It is them.

I held my hand on my mouth to avoid being heard.

I was ready to leave,I didn't have to see this.

But before I saw Chanyeol cupped Krystal's face and he was leaning closer

and closer

he was about to kiss her

I was breathing heavily I stepped backwards and I suddenly stepped on a stick which made a sound

They turned their heads on me

Crap

"Aeira?!" Chanyeol said,startled at my presence

"I..I'm sorry,I didn't mean to. I..I didn't know someone was here" i said trying to hold myself together

"I-I'm just,....gonna go..sorry" I said as I turned my back on them ready to flee but Chanyeol stopped me.

"Aeira,it's not what you think"  he told me

"Why?It's not important Chanyeol.You don't have to explain" I answered him between my gritted teeth

"Aeira,I'm sorry i didn't mean to bring her here" he apologized trying to sound sincere

"It's fine Chanyeol,you can bring any person you like here and I'll just go find myself a new place to call my 'happy place'" I said satcastically to him

"You don't understand!You have no clue Aeira!No clue at all!!You can't judge me like that!" he yelled at me

"You're right!I have no clue cause you never tried to explain!!You asked me what happened to us Chanyeol,well here's my answer!You destroyed us!Our friendship Chanyeol!We're over,I don't want to be friends with you anymore" I said as my rage kept coming. I'm sure you can see my head fuming in anger

I walked away

"But..." he trailed

I stopped

"But what Chanyeol?!"I shot at him

"You can't do this!Think about before.What we were,how we were.Are you sure you don't want an US?!" he shot back at me

"Chanyeol I hope I had made it obvious how I felt about you,and maybe we could've avoided this" I told him

"What do you mean?" he asked

"Don't play dumb" I said

"You.....Do you like me?" he asked in a questioning yet sincere look

I didn't answer,instead looked straight to his eyes,sighed and smiled.

"Go back to Krystal,she's been waiting there for a while now.Good bye Chanyeol" I said before I truned my back on him.

But again i was stopped by him

he hugged me from behind and rested his head on my back

"Chanyeol" I whispered

"Dont!" he cut in

"Don't leave me-" he said and I heard him sobbing

Is he crying??!

No!I can't let this fool me

I pushed him away and ran away from the scene

I don't need your pity Chanyeol.

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AN

OK,sorry for not updating for a week.We watched FIBA everyday so I didn't have time to update.Sorry. Well I'm back now,still have a hangover from the amazing week but,I can do this XD I managed to ask the players of Philippines and Korea sign my shirt and take selcas with themXD

Ok so back to business :)) By the way thank you for those who waited for updates especial thanks to @shineeeaddict for your lovely comment :) so let me dedicate this chapter to you my friend :)) Thankyou for waiting :))

P.S. please forgive me for some typo's if theres any

~Annyeong :)