Weeks has past after we celebrated Baekhyun's birthday.Chanyeol and I have been doing well,our relationship is going strong and stable. There are days where he'd still get jealous when other guys are staring at me even though the whole school knows about our relationship.

But I guess that's what I adore so much about him,he's still trying to win my heart and still competing with other guys even though he knows I'm all his,it's like any minute he'll lose a grasp on me and someone would take me away.

He never ceases to amaze me

"Baby,I want to celebrate our 1st month together as a couple" Chanyeol says as he cuddled next to me in our couch watching T.V

"What do you want to do?" I ask feeding him a spoon full of ice cream

"nomwomwonnom" he mumbled with his mouth full of the ice cream I fed him "What?" I asked clearly not understanding what he was saying. He then paused for a while and swallowed what he was eating

"I said,let's go to Jeju islands" my eyes widened when he told me that idea,is he serious??"Why Jeju?" I tilted my head and raised a brow

"Well,why not Jeju?It's our first month!We should make it memorable!!" he whined crossing his arms on his chest

"We could go anywhere and it'd still be memorable Chanyeol,as long as we're together" I  told him but he hugged my waist,his head was on my stomach I looked down and I can see him pouting

"Pleeeease!!!I want to go to Jeju with you" he said making fake sobs. I thought about it for a while,well,why not,Jeju is a romantic place for couples anyways

I sighed and run my fingers through his hair "Jeju it is then" I said and his face lit up and faced me,damn this kid is so happy right now he could light up the whole town with his smile

"Really?!!" he said joyously and I nod

"Thank you thank you thank you!!" he started jumping up and down that he looks like a kid right now

"Yah,sit down,you're like a kid who just won a prize right now you know" I said pulling him to sit down

"Better than that you know!Thank you,I promise you I will make it memorable!" he said clasping my hands with his

"Chanyeol,as long as it's with you,it's meorable ok?It will be perfect" I told him

"It will be I promise" he said placing a small kiss on my forehead

I can't believe it.1 month already?But the days seems slower. I guess that's how it feels when I'm with him.Time goes slower and I don't have to worry about anything,cause he gives me that assurance that I don't have to.

I'm in love with Chanyeol and I won't deny that .

I love you Park Chanyeol

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I love you Park Chanyeol and don't forget that,I have said that countless times and I will never get tired of it.

Even now that you're out of my reach,even now that I don't know where you are,even now that you may have stopped loving me,I still do.

Chanyeol,you picked me up and brought light into my life,you were there in my best and in my worst.

I don't know what tomorrow brings me.

Not anymore

Unlike those days when we were together,every tomorrow seems so bright and a new challenge,a new opportunity.

But now,it's dull,lifeless.

And I don't want to move foward if I'm not with you

Tears are running down my face now,do you know that? 

But I don't care as long as you're the reason why I cry myself to sleep.

I had my mistakes and I accept that,and I regret that,and I'm paying everyday for that.

You may not even care anymore but please Chanyeol,remember me,remember us

Remember our first month

I love you

-Aeira