Jongin just got home from work and he was dead tired. He never thought it will be this hard. People always at your , his father keep reminding him that if he s up he wouldn't only be the one going down but also the family name's and other thousands of workers. And such pressure and responsibility, he was not ready. He doesn't think he will ever be. Especially with a kid coming a long. Jongin can only sigh and mentally called himself stupid for getting Sehun pregnant. He ruin the boy's life, he knew the moment he laid his eyes to Sehun, things will be interesting. That's why he let the boy in his room. So he can get a good s. And he did. Only he got a baby at the end.
Jongin finally fell asleep but soon woke up by his phone. He tried to ignore it but it won't stop. Who would be calling at this time of hour?! Jongin grabs his phone and answer it.
"Hello?" Jongin muttered. He waited but the other line stayed quite. Jongin looks at his phone curious who called him. It spelled in big words Sehun's name. "Sehun?" Jongin waited again, but nothing happened. Did Sehun accidentlly called him? Jongin waited again and was about to hang up but then he heard Sehun. "Sehun, you there?"
Jongin waited until he heard Sehun again. "Baby, you Okay?"
"Jong...in..." Sehun's voice come out raspy and shaky.
Hearing the tone of Sehun's voice made Jongin bolted up his bed. "Sehun, is everything Okay?"
For a moment Jongin heard nothing but Sehun's silent crys and sniffs. "No- I don't know. I'm sacred... "
Jongin stood up from his bed and walk to his closet. "Why? What's wrong? "
Sehun cleared his trough. "I'm scared that my parents won't accept our baby. "
Jongin sighed. He knew it, couple more weeks till Sehun's parents comes back and the pale boy is not taking it well. "Sehun, it's Okay to be scared. And don't worry I'll be there for you the whole time."
"I know..." Sehun says as he sniffed. "And thank you."
"You don't have to thank me Sehun. We're in this together."
Sehun couldn't help but smile at Jongin's words.
There was this long awkward silent between them before Jongin cleared his throat. "Uhhh, I should probably go. And sorry for calling you so late... You must be tired because of work..." Sehun couldn't help but sigh. He still couldn't let go the fact that Jongin was tired because of him. "Again I'm sorry-"
Jobgin let out a loud breath. "Sehun, how many times do I -"
"I know." Sehun interrupts. "It's just I can't help it. Because of me you tired and-"
"Babe, it's not because of you. It's my job that gets me tired -"
"And I'm the reason why you have that job!" Sehun let out. No matter how much Jongin tells him not to worry or not to be bothered by it, he's still is.
There was a long silence again between them, but this time, it wasn't awkward it was uncomfortable guilt. Especially on Sehun's side.
Sehun hanged up after both said nothing. Jongin put his coat back in his closet; he was holding it just in case Sehun asked him to come over like last time.
Jongin sat down on his bed, elbows on his thighs and hands around his head. He can't help but think about what Sehun said a minute ago. It's true, if Sehun wouldn't have been pregnant, he wouldn't be here right now. He won't be alone in a pent house tired because of work. Instead he would be out partying with his friends and other strangers and he would be tired because he had fun. If Sehun wasn't pregnant he wouldn't be doing something he hates so much, and that's working under his father. He would be performing right now, or practicing for an audition or something that he likes. If Sehun wasn't pregnant he wouldn't be here right now.
Jongin stood up and took his coat as he went to the elevator. He needed to talk to Sehun.
Heyyyyy guyyyssss! So sorry for not updating in forever! Really sorry. I've been busy and everything was crazy with school, sports and you know the big D. that's right DRAMA! but i got my together and everything is at place where is should be (Kinda). I'm done with sport and i got more use to the hectic. so I probably update more now. I was suppose to update about a week ago (is anyone singing that on they're head? 'bout a week a go!) but i got my phone taken away from my teacher because i was on it and i was writing this story. I almost died when the looked at my phone but she locked it before she can read it. and i got in trouble because i got a big fat F on english and i was not happy about it and so was my dad. So i got my stuff taken away. he even took my kpop stuff now i got it up in a C and his a little bit happy so i got it back. YAY! okay im going to stop here because i might write an eassy. lately in english write a lot of them. Hate you REMY!!! I hope no one knows who this is lol. he is my teacher. BYE!!!
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