Give up

way back into love

He avoided she ever since, stayed at his office. She was so pissed off didn't know how to talk him. It really drove her crazy. Everytime she try to approach him, he always pretended like he was busy, work and work like no tomorrow. She couldn't understand why he was acting like a jerk, what was happening in his mind. After that accident, she want him to know her mind but there was no chance he would hear her.

Oh, he finally went home! But who are them? He seemed to respect them and Sulli was so happy, she even hug them tight.

"Naeun! Go there, Greeting Sulli' parents" Her moon yelled from living rom.

What? Why did they visit her home? she slowly went to downstair.

"Is she your sister? Wow, pretty girl! How old are you?" Sulli's mom asked her

"Yes, I'm Naeun and same ages to your daughter" She smiled quitely

"We are classmate mom" Sulli added

"And then you will be her sister-in-law" Sulli's dad smiled brightly

"Dad, I'm young, it's early" Sulli pouted

"No, I think you two should marry soon, you even live with him and your relationship is in 4 years. You two really love each other, I didn't even heard any problems between you two." Naeun's mom said

"And that is the reason why we are here Sulli, Taemin alreay okay with it, how about you?" 

"You always know my answer Dad" She blushed

Naeun was speechless, they will marry and how about her? He really doesn't love her? Of course he loves Sulli and he tried to avoid her because he was afraid Sulli would know it. Why are she so stupid and jump to conclusions that he feels the same? Haha, you already lost your game Naeun, wake up and face this reality.

"About the weeding we will held it as soon as Sulli graduate but tonight, you two will engage and have party to inform everybody." Naeun' moon said

Taemin just nodded everything these aldults said, sometimes he glanced Naeun to understand her reactions. He loves Naeun so much, enough not to ruin her world. If he had another choice, he would choose to be loved her. Why it was so unfair for him? Why he was his brother? Why love someone was taboo? His heart hurt as he saw full pain in her eyes, she didn't see him but he knew what was she thinking, she felt hopeless like him, felt the world against herself like him. She should know he was dying as came to this decision but he has no choice to make her happy.

She went back her room while the party was going. Everybody was happy, congratuated for her brother, she too but happy with another meanings. He finally engaged and then next year will marry, his smiles was so brightly as he hold Sulli's hand. She could felt their eyes full of loving as they informed about their relationship. This time, Naeun made up her mind, she gave up, Taemin informed that as well as ended his feelings for her. For her, it was over...

"Naeun, why are you here? Miss me, haha. I don't know you love me that much!"

"Shut up, Jongin but I want stay with you, Is it okay?" She asked

"Ok, anyways I just live alone." He smiled

"Why? Don't tell me you leave your home or you are ophane, haha" 

"Yah! My parents are in Amercia and you are abandoned since you stay my home" He joked her

"Yes, I'm abandoned and do you help me?" She said bitter

"Always willing to, my love"

Taemin went home late like usual and he sensed something wrong. Naeun's room usually are bright due to her habit but today it was dark. He came to close her room then he pust it, it turn out she didn't lock.

"You should lock the door Naeun" He said softly 

No reponds? Was she sleeping or she didn't want to talk him?

"Taemin, are that you? You should eat dinner, I already prepared it for you."

"Thanks, Sulli" He turned around, moved to the dinning table

"And you should know, Naeun left."

"Where is she living know? Why did she leave?" His tone's trembling. He made her leave, he pushed her away again.

"Don't worry, she is in Jongin's home, he will take care of her anyways they are lover."

"Why is it always Jongin? Have many good places, why it end up Jongin's home? How about his parents, they will have bad thinking to her. I will find another house for her" He said angrily

"You shouldn't Taemin. His parents are America now and Jongin will protect her" She said softly

"So they live with each other. What the hell? Is she crazy or something? Many bad things will happen, she should know that man's desire or..."

"They are lover Taemin, what wrong if they do that? She is already 22 years old." Sulli cut him

"No ways, I never allow it" He stood up immediately.

"I don't know what is going in your mind, Taemin" She said 

Me too, I want to push her but I can't bear if she is with someone not me. What should I do? 

Maybe she didn't know but everymorning he always goes her room, sees her sleeping face then reach his office and today like his routine, he went her room but this was empty bed. No figure of the girl he loves, he felf dumb. How his day will be if don't have her inside? In afternoon, he went Sulli' school since he was dying to miss Naeun. He was leaning his back in car to wait Sulli and fortunately, Naeun was moving to his direction not alone with Jongin. She pretend not to see him, but Jongin:

"Hi, Brother-in-law, wait for your fiance?"

"Oh, yes." Taemin answered while his eyes lock on Naeun

Naeun realized he looked at her, but it's over and she try to move on although she loves him so much. She turned her gaze from him to Jongin, who was talking now.

"We should go home Jongin, I'm tired and good bye Taemin oppa" She smiled to him

"Yes, honey, let's go" Jongin bowed to Taemin then hold Naeun hand.

He stood there, saw her until she was in Jongin's car. She gone, yes, he hurt her so much but he hurt himself too. If the times could stopped, she would always there next to him although they was over.

"Taemin, sorry, I have some troubles" Sulli run to his direction.

"Let go home, I'm tired too" 

 

 

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I don't know what's wrong with me now? I'm losing my affection for Taemin! AAA I can't believe it but why???

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