CHAPTER 12 – Anniversary Disaster Part 2 (Heeyoung)

This feeling; I know this feeling. I’ve felt it before. But it hit me harder this time. It hit me harder this time. It is stronger this time. It struck my whole body. How can they do this to me? How…..What? huh?

My mind went blank. Everything seems to be muffled by the loud beating of my heart. I can hear the beating of my heart in my ears. I can feel it against my head.  I stared at the picture that was on screen but my vision got blurry and water start pouring on my face. Was it coming from my eyes? Someone called my name, but I couldn’t move my head; my body. My whole body is frozen. My whole body is numb. It feels like all of my blood just got flushed out of my body. I’m feeling weak. I can’t feel my legs, but I was standing still. I must stand still. I wiped the tears away and stood straight.

“Babe let me expl—

I slapped him hard….twice. Hearing his voice now makes me want to kill somebody. I want to punch him hard; every part of him, then maybe he would feel the pain that I am feeling right now. But the pain that I am feeling now won’t even compare to the pain he’s going to feel. Is Kai even capable of pain? Does he even feel pain? Does Hwayoung even know pain? No I don’t think they do coz they always get what they wanted. Everything. Anyone. And I