JINWOON VIEWPOINT

Jinwoon: (push her) Jiyeonah…let’s not think about ourselves for now.

Jiyeon: oppa…(she look at me with sad eyes)

Jinwoon: just for now…I hate to say this but let’s stop here for now, let’s face our feelings when we have enough courage not to hurt them and when that time come, let’s show them that we can be together…let’s prove ourselves to them first.

Jiyeon: I don’t get it…I don’t get you!!! I hate you!!! (she push me and she runaway)

          That was the last time I heard Jiyeon’s voice and it’s been a month that she’s not talking to me. Everytime Abuji ask me to have dinner at house Jiyeon is just mute and avoid me.

          The night I push her away, she was running, crying and hated me so much that I myself don’t really want that to happen but what can I do right now to fight for her? how can I fight without an armor or anything so I decided to focus on my studies and when I get a job, I will ask her to runaway with me, to stay away from all of them.

Ryu: hey bro? are you ok?

Jinwoon: deh, of course…so are you really going to leave me?

Ryu: yah…don’t be so dramatic…I’m not going anywhere, it’s just 15 minutes travel away from here…besides my grades it’s not that good here

Jinwoon: so you think when you transfer you can get high grades? (I am laughing)

Ryu: tsss…shut up! So…this is really is it, call me if you need someone to talk araso? And I’m glad that you already made up your decision, and you chose the right one.

Jinwoon: deh, if we both can’t for now at least we can in the future…take care Ryu…

          Ryu also left me and I’m going to face alone the university. I’m going to focus my time in my lessons and do well in class and I really hope I can.

          The next morning I was late at my first subject so my professor gave me a punishment for the 2 hours period, she told me to stand at the back for that 2 hours, it’s pretty sounds so grade school punishment but it’s alright with me.

Mrs. Prof: Mr. Park, next time don’t be late in my class ok?

Jinwoon: deh Seonsaengnim…mianhamnida…

Mrs. Prof: ah Mr. Park, Park Jiyeon is your sister right?

Jinwoon: deh, waeyo seonsaengnim?

Mrs. Prof: she really did study a lot…and I wish you can learn that attitude from her…and we have an activity for next week did she tell you already?

Jinwoon: deh? Ahhh…that? Ah deh…deh…(smiling and talking like idiot even if I don’t really know what the teacher is talking about)

          And because I’m curious about the activity I went to see her but the thing I just saw hurts me, Si Yoon was with her, laughing and enjoying their time while walking at the hallway. I thought she stop seeing him and I was wrong.

Jinwoon: Jiyeonah…