JINWOON VIEWPOINT

      The night Si yoon and me reconcile and forgive each other but that was the night I began to worried because he told me that he really like Jiyeon. I was afraid coz I was never allowed to love my sister, coz she’s always be my sister and I’m always be her brother. I really hope that I was the protagonist in some Drama when the guy got into accident and forget everything about his past, I really hope I can forget everything about me, especially leave the part that I am in love with Jiyeon.

      I guess it would not work for me anymore to love her so I rather keep it secret, as a respect to my parents I will forget my feelings for her.

      Last night when Si Yoon and I were talking I was just preventing myself not to cry but when he said that he really like her my tears fall automatically and I felt pain in my chest. I’m glad that Si yoon didn’t see me crying coz I covered my face by a pillow.

      Today I will meet Jiyeon, I thought it was just me and her but it’s actually a group date. I came late to the place where she told me, as I was walking towards them, I saw Si Yoon sitting beside her and I really like the fact that Si Yoon can smile at me now. Luna was sitting beside her boyfriend and there’s another girl sitting beside Jiyeon. Now I get it, it’s a setup.

Luna: Jinwoon oppa… you’re late…anyways have a sit…

Jinwoon: (I sit beside the girl) annyeonhaseyo…Park Jinwoon-imnida…and you are? (I offer her a handshake)

Luna: she’s Sora unnie…Sora unnie…introduce yourself

Sora: (smiling) I will…Luna, let me speak…Jinwoon right? I’m Kang Sora

Jinwoon: it’s nice to meet you (I smile at her)

Jiyeon: Oppa

Jinwoon: (I look at Jiyeon) oh Jiyeonshi? (I turn back my gaze again to Sora) So let’s take an order?

Luna: aratta… let’s take an order…this is fun…

      For just a few minutes I actually find Sora a soft and warm-hearted person, I love talking to her coz we have experience the same event in our life, she’s fun to talk with. After eating the group decided to see a movie, we decided to watch the “COLD EYES” Jung Woo sung is one of the lead cast and he is my favorite action star ever since, Jiyeon and I love that actor a lot.

Sora: oh this movie is nice (she was really into the movie)

Jinwoon: hey you have no soda…wait and I’ll get you some…(I was about to stand up when Jiyeon hold my arm)

Jiyeon: (she stare at me for a second before speaking) oppa…can I come?

Jinwoon: deh?…kaja… (so we both went outside to buy snack and drinks for the group)

Jiyeon: (I gave her the popcorn and I am the one holding the drinks) Oppa…do you like her?

Jinwoon: nugu? Sorashi? (I gave her a smile)

Jiyeon: I’m right…she’s your type, so… (I saw a disappointment on her eyes)

Jinwoon: this is the reason why you ask me out right? to meet her and set us up? You’re dying to see me having a girlfriend, am I right? do you like her to be my girlfriend?

Jiyeon: mwoh? I don’t know… (she turn around avoiding me to look at her) Let’s go back inside oppa…

      The movie was great and I should be enjoying what’s happening right now but I can’t. I think I’m going to get really depressed anytime, looking at her with Si Yoon is really hurting me but what can I do? why should I feel this way?

Si Yoon: ok…I have an idea…since we don’t know what we’re going to do next…come with me…

Jiyeon: where are we going oppa?

Si Yoon: you mentioned that you wanted to learn skateboarding right?

Jiyeon: deh…

Si Yoon: then let’s go…

Luna: that’s great…my boyfriend knows how to skate…kaja

      All of them were enjoying every minute they spend together, I almost forgot that I’m not listening to Sora when she’s talking to me.

Sora: hey! Are you listening? As I was mentioned, I tried skateboarding when I was in high school…my ex-boyfriend taught me.

Jinwoon: really? Then can you teach me?

Sora: my pleasure…can I ask you something?

Jinwoon: what is it? (I was looking at Jiyeon and Si Y