Chapter 4: Start Of Everything

Never Knew I Needed

(Lay's P.O.V)

A few weeks have passed since that night when f(x) had a meeting with their producer in my studio, Now, I'm feeling lonely... Something just tells me that something was missing...

I was listening to my newly composed song that I just finished a week ago and as I listen to it carefully.. I realized that I have unconsiously written a love song again...

"Argh! Damn it!" I cursed under my breath as the song finished, I took out the music sheets and stared at it and read the lyrics that I wrote while I was thinking about someone.

"YiXing-ah are you in love? Your lyrics tells me so" I remember Luhan hyung saying that when he just finished reading the lyrics of my previous one.. I was trapped in my sudden deep thoughts when the door of my studio, suddenly bursted open..

"Hey lover boy!" Kyungsoo called me as he closed the door and locked it "What did you want to discuss?" he continued as he sat on the couch..

"About that.. Can we just no-" "Are you thinking of her again?" Kyungsoo said as he cut me off.. I let out a heavy sigh and shook my head, Kyungsoo sat next to me and patted my back..

"Kyungsoo-ah, I can't and I must not continue feeling this! This is so frustrating!" I said as i felt anger, sadness, and frustation all at the same time..

"Yixing hyung.. We all know what Suho hyung feels about her,but you just can't give up now.. You've already made it this far why not continue?" he said, I lifted my head and wiped the tear that came out of my eyes..Yes, I was crying over a girl..

"But we both know that I'll just end up like this.. Yes, I do love her, but I need to let her go!" I said, Kyungsoo just shook his head, unable to think of a way to comfort me..

"Its all up to you hyung.. I'll leave now and give you time to think.." he said and left.. Now I was alone, crying... and slowly my eyes started to shut..

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"Oppa!" Krystal said as she saw me walking in the corridor..

"What is it SooJung-ah?" I asked and messed her hair a little, she tried to look mad but her death glare didn't have an effect on me. I just giggled until she gave up and laughed along

"Ah, oppa.. I need your help" she said as we calmed down, I nodded and asked "What is it?" She sighed deeply before finally answering

"Oppa, can you help me with... S--Suho o--oppa?" she stuttered and blushed. I don't know why but I felt my heart clench, but I decided to ignore it.

"Uhmm.. Alright. What do you want me to do?" i said and crossed my arms..

"I want to get close to him.. Can you help me?" she said seriously, i raised my eyebrow and shook my head

"You're already close to him, your request is invalid" i said, I can now feel my heart aching more

"I want to be closer oppa, so that I can sense if he likes me or not. Please? Bbuing bbuing~" she said and added her famous aegyo from her sitcom

"No.." I firmly said and looked at her but she still tried to persuade me.. After a long time of rejecting.. I finally foolishly said yes..

"Thanks oppa!" she said and hugged me tight, I can feel this stupid heart beating faster.. I softly placed a hand on her back, lightly returning the hug..

"Thank you so much oppa! See you around!" she happily said and left.. I placed a hand on my chest feeling the clenching sensation of my heart from the inside.. 

Now I know why I cared for her and worried about her when she almost fell down the stairs when she and her group visited the sunbaes.. Now I know why everything is about her..

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"Hyung! Wake up!" I heard as I felt my body shake, I opened my eyes and looked at the person in front of me, the only one who knows everything

"I'm sorry Kyungsoo-ah" I said and straightened my body on my chair.. 

"Hyung, change your top, Its filled with sweat now.." He said and handed me my bag, I got my quite loose shirt and started changing

"Were you dreaming?" Kyungsoo said as I was putting on my shirt

"Yeah, same thing.." I said and sighed, he also sighed and patted my now fully covered back

"Its OK hyung.." he said and gave me smile

"You know what, Luna is very lucky to have you" I teased, trying to bring back my mischievous side..

"Ah! Hyung! Stop teasing. I'm not even confessing yet.." He said and whispered the last part but it was loud enough for me to hear..

"OK, OK.. Lets go now or we'll be late.." I said and we left

As we were nearing the practice room, we saw two familiar figures talking and smiling to each other, I didn't intend to but their voices were loud enough for me to hear everything.. And the thing they talked about.. Broke my heart into a million of pieces..

 

 

 

 

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A/N: Hey! I'm finally back! With a new couple added!...... I don't know what's wrong with me but I seriously like underrated couples more.. They seem more real to me ^^ and also.. SORRY FOR THE SHORT CHAPTERS!.. I'll try to make it longer next time..

Anyway, please enjoy! I'll try to update as soon as I can :)

Love, EXOUnicorn23

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pegase2311
#1
Chapter 13: As your fellow laystal shipper and (writer) I enjoyed reading your story. Even the last chapter broke my fragile heart xD but I still had expectation that laystal will end up together at the end. Well, I'm wishing you good luck to continue this story until the end. (((Please continue!!!))) Love❤
minseoksmermaid
#2
Chapter 13: Still waiting for this fic to update huhuhuhuhhuhuhu my poor laystal heart is crying
pegase2311
#3
Chapter 13: I'm so sad when you put this story into hiatus, really:(
its been so long since your last update. I love this story and I hope you still continue this beautiful story author-nim.
I'll be waiting for good news:")
wooduppy #4
Chapter 13: Please, continue your story. I can't wait for the next chapters. You'll find your inspiration when you watch a nice movie. Trust me.
usaisudah #5
Chapter 1: Update soon pleaseee
troubledme836 #6
Author-nim, update soon juseyooo~
MagicalPen
#7
Chapter 11: weeew what a relief! i really thought he's moving on with nana and leave soojung hanging
Soojungiee10 #8
Chapter 11: Laystal please . No Lay/Nana couple . I don't like it . Update soon
MagicalPen
#9
Chapter 10: Wtf dont tell me yixing has already moved on and is really interested in pursuing nana? Asdfghjkl