"Let's live like in a story.. together.. no matter what"

They walked for a few minutes in the direction of her house ,when a few raindrops fell on their heads announcing that the brake is over and the rain is back...
Ehmm.. Mirae what if we'll turn back to the coffee shop cause I don't think this rain will be a small one very soon.. and I'm afraid we'll get caught outside by it" Kook took her hand in his making her to stop in one place and to look into her eyes
"let's go Kook it's just a rain nothing more.. or wait don't you say you're afraid of the rain" she looked at him with a smirk surprised to discover something more about Kook "afraid?" he looked at her with a raised eyebrow
"nooo... I just don't like it .. the feeling of the wet clothes and especially shoes" he looked a little unsure in his own words
"Kookieeee don't you say you're afraid of the rain " she asked him once more making a few steps in his direction "I said no ! And now let's move faster cause it turns into something very strong" he looked up at the dark skies, that went even darker because of the clouds full with water
"let's stay a bit more.. if you keep saying you're not afraid of the rain" she looked at him with a smirk and with her leg she splashed at him some water
"Ahh let's just go" he looked at her with a pissed off face
"Ok" she shrugged making him to understand that she just understood that he was afraid of the rain
"want to stay huh ??" This time he was who stopped in his place and pulled her very close to him "i'll show you who's afraid now" he lifted her face with the help of two fingers and pressed his lips against hers "you just don't understand how those clothes of yours look when they're wet huh? especially when you wear them huh ?"
His words made her to want more.. to hear more... or even better.. to feel more. It was something new for her.. somethig she started to feel in the last days she spent with Jin .. well it was not Jin anymore but in that moment she didnt care .. she just wanted more.
"And how do it looks?" She expected to hear more but instead of saying something he grabbed her body into his hands and kissed like he never did before... he kissed deep discovering places he never did before while she did the same following after him.. learning things she didn't know before. His hands started to travel on her body pulling her even closer to him .. it was a new feeling something whe could swear that was addictive. It felt good to feel someone's body so close to hers.. to feel somebody's hands thirsty for her like Kook was in that moment. All those movements made her to feel good.. but strange.... it was more than physical... she felt all that in the deep if her body making her to want more and more to acomplish that thirst she had inside of her.
"We'll sooo get sick after all this" she had to breath deep when he took a distance from her.. it was like when he,kissed her she couod breath normal but without his lips she felt like falling into a pool full with water... without taking before then some air to fullfil her lungs
"What if il'll say to you that I wanted to get sick and I did all this on porpouse" she looked at him with a raised eyebrow to see how will be his reaction
"Wellll.... il'll get very mad" he looked at her serious ruining all the moment they had before then.. so she threw him a judging look and made a few steps away from him "hey hey... it was a joke.. of course I'll be a little mad... but to get angry I will not because if i'll say kind a thing i'll tell you a big big lie... cause that moment we had a few moments ago was something cool... " he gave her a smile in hope to not get slapped because of his stupid joke
"Nice description" she nodded with a judging stare while she started to walk forward to her house , when she observed he wasn't next to her walking she turned around to see him standing on the same place "Kookie you'll get sick" she laughed from his words from earlier when he looked at her day dreaming
"I'm already wet from head to toe.. what matters if i'll stay here on more second or less" she smiled reaching him.. at that time he seemed to enjoy the feeling of the falling rain on his body.. he even lift his head facing the dark sky with a smile while the rain kept on falling on his face
"come " he pointed at her to get closer to him and so she did
"Wet.. wet.. wet" she smiled at him while he hugged her close to him
"If i'll get sick... you'll have to take care of me" he whispered in her ear making her to shiver
"No problem" she answered also with a low voice... but because he was a lot taller than him all she could do was to stay closer to him and to hug with her hands a little stronger
"Let's go.. " he hugged her shoulders and started to walk glued to her through the rain.
They stopped in front of her house looking at the darkness that surrounded the entire house. A house that was full of warmness and light a few months ago, but then it became to be a cold one.. a place that instead of attraction caused repulsion.
"Let's go ? " he asked her when saw she was distracted
"Yes" she stepped on the first stair looking for the key in her bag "come here" she looked at him when he kept on staying downstairs unsure to enter to her house.
"It's nice " he gave her a smile after she turned the lights on and he had the chance to see the house clearly
"Leave your shoes there and i'll show you my room while i'll look for a towel and some clothes for you" She made a sign of 'follow me ' with her head.. and so he did leaving his shoes at the door next to hers. All his actions were new for him.. that was the first time he stepped into the house of his biggest crush Kim Mirae... the he could to turn into his girlfriend.. something he never could imagine.. and now he was on the way to her room.. something he only did in his dreams.
"Enter.. i'll bring you a towel" she opened the door into her room letting him to enter it without even thinking about it twice.
Her room was a large and clean one.. decorated in a girlish style.. typical for a girl.. on a side was the bed covered with a white blanket and on the blanket was a big toy with the shape of a strawberry and on the other side was a table with a laptop along with the typical things of a teenager earphones pictures with the friends... pencils, notebooks and so one
When he looked at the walls.. he observed a quote written on it "Let's live like in a story.. together.. no matter what"

"We wrote this when we moved in... but now I don't think it's avilable anymore" he heared her from the doors direction "here.. i found some of Seokjins clothes for you to change " she gave them to him and walked out .

When she entered into the bathroom to change her own clothes and saw the towel she was suppoused to give him to dry himself she went out in the direction of her room with the towel in her hands.
"I forgot to give you a towel" she stopped in front of the room when she saw him there ing his shirt.. and when he heared her he stopped and faced her, instead of turning around she stepped closer resuming the distance between them. As espected he held on to the place where his skin was revealed but she didnt care.. she wanted to feel him once again.. she wanted more and more.. to keep feeling what she had felt earlier
"Let me help you.." she whispered taking his hands from his chest and let them fall down.. finishing what he started.. she unbuttned the last three buttons letting the opened shirt to reveal his skin
"what are you doing.." he also whispered looking at her finger that started to carres his bare skin
"Kiss me... like you did earlier" she lifted herself on her toes to reach his lips... pulling him into a deep kiss. She wasn't the previous Mirae... from the moment she felt herself wanted... she wanted more... something she didn't know before how it felt.. and now like an adicted he felt the thirst for it, and she was sure he wanted the same.. atleast that was what his body said.. she felt it.. she felt the changes on his body and it pushed her to want to feel more
Her hands traveled down his body reaching the belt of his pants.. with the purpose to help him... or with to purpose to not let his hands stop their work ... his hands were rough.. traveling from her waist to her hair.. pulling her face even closer to his..
"Mirae" he stopped the kiss when he realised what her hands were doing
"Let's enjoy those moments... dont step back" he looked into his eyes in hope that he will not destroy that moment "I'm not with you for .." and so he did... he stepped back taking the t-shirt she gave him and wore it
"I know this... but for what are we together if not for spending this kind of moments together " she aproached him one more time but he stepped back
"Yes those moments should be included too... but not in such an early stage of the relationship" he looked at her with a serious expresion thinking what to do.. to go outside or to stay with her until morning .

"Stay here.. don't go anywhere... promise not to approach anymore.. just stay with me" she sat down on the bed pointing at the chair in front of the bed "wait a moment till I'll prepare the other bed for you " she stood when she saw that he sat down and walked out to look for a cover to the bed and also a pillow.

"Mirae" he shook her shoulders for the third time
"hmm.." she mumbled into her pillow in hope he will stop to shake her
"we'll be late soon if you don't wake up" he informed her in a clearer way and she finally opened her eyes to look at him
"Kook" she looked at him dizzy remembering the last night
"yes... wake up and go wash your face... your uniform is already dry so all you need to do is to wear it in ten minutes if we don't want to be late for school "i'll" wait for you in the living room come one and wake up" he patted on her back living her to do her morning routine.. while he walked out she noticed he was already dressed in his school uniform.

They were about to leave her house.. when she noticed Jin who walked in front of her hose when she locked the door.
"oh.. perfect timing" she sighed turning with the back to his side so she will avoid any eye contact with him .
"something serious?" he understood her just from half a word and wanted to be helpful in some way
"no.. our friendship isn't anymore.. that's all...and now let's go we'll be late" she looked at him without any expression and started to walk in the schools direction.

"I'll see you at the end of the day " he gave her a kiss on the forehead and left to his class while she remained there watching him walking .
Her day went like a storm full of negativity.. ready to push her to the ground and to bury her without any remorse... she made her way to the usual place where she met Kook every day when it finished... but he wasn't there...
At the same moment she sat down on that bench he was sitting every day she received a message from him
-sorry i didn't announced you.. but I went home after the second lesson.. I don't feel very well.. I'll see you tomorrow at the same hour as usual :) -
-well.. it's ok don't feel sorry.. hope you'll feel better soon . - 
she answered him while walking outside the schools territory

"Mirae" she heard a boy calling her... it was strange but she turned around to look at who was calling her. It was Taehyung and Jimin who waved in her direction so she waited for them to reach her "well at least be nice with them... after all they are Kooks friends" she mumbled to herself waiting
"why are you here? Kook told us you went home so he also hurried home to take a rest" Taehyun asked her when they finally reached her
"no I didn't walk home yet.. but now i'm about to " his words surprised her but she kept it in silent... maybe he talked about earlier when he left
"you can try to reach him he left some moments ago" he pointed at the way...
"yeah.. so i'll go now.. bye" at that moment she understood his words perfectly and once she saw them nodding she turned around and started to walk a little dizzy
"you stupid!!! if he went without her he obvious had something in his head.. and you just ruined everything!!!" she heard from the distance how Jimin yelled at the other boy for what he had done.

At the morning she went out from her house expecting to see Kook waiting for her ... and to ask him about the day before, but he wasn't there.
"maybe he's still sick " she thought and started to walk on her own to school.

’Mirae ‘’
‘’ Mirae ‘’
She finally woke up and turned her head looking through the class for the person that called for her.
‘’ Here’’ Sohee was waving at her with her hand .
‘’ What ? ‘’ Mirae asked in a whisper because the teacher glassed them.
‘’Can we have a talk after the class end ? ‘’
‘’ Ok ! ‘’ She said and turned back her head , listening to the teacher lesson. That was strange Sohee wanted to talk with her... again
‘’ The bell has gone. Thank you all for your attention ‘’ said the teacher and we all stood up and bowed to her . After she left , Mirae didn't manage to turn her head again and Sohee was already next to her.
‘’Hey ‘’ she smiled at her ‘’ so I have a purpose to you. Are you free today?’’
‘’Yes as I know..why?’’
‘’ Remember that I have asked you to come to a party that Namjoon is organizing ?‘’Mirae nodded.
‘’ So if you are free , do you want to come ? ‘’ she asked with an excited voice.
‘’ I will think about this .. but where will be this party ? ‘’
‘’ Wait a second , I’ll write it on a paper’’ she stood up running to her place and wrong on the paper something then came back to her and put it on her table
‘’ Here’’ she said , heavy breathing.
‘’ Ahh..ok.. thank you’’ 
‘’Hope you will come ‘’ Sohee said again.
‘’ Why do you want me to come so much ?’’ Mirae asked curiously.
‘’ Because.. I know that you will not regret this ‘’ she winked to her and leaved her . Mirae sighed and looked at her phone that was on silence all the day…that was something unusually because Kook everyday texted her or called her or at least if he was sick he'll announce her. She thought that something could happen to him so she texted him first.
-    Kookie, what are you doing today? –
After she sent the message she put the phone on the table and waited for an answer..but the answer didn't come. ‘ What the .. ‘
-    Why you are not answer me ? Is everything ok ? –
She sent another message to him , but again with no answer back. She stood up wanting to go to look for him in his class/ When she walked in the corridor she saw his classmates coming out from his class , going to the cafeteria , through them she observed Kook with Jimin and Taehyung.
‘’ Kook ! ‘’ she called for him.
Taehyung saw her and pushed Kook shoulder to look in her way. When he saw her he looked at Taehyung and told him something in his ear , after this Kook and Jimin followed their classmates but Taehyung came to her.
‘’What? What did he say?’’ she asked worried .
‘’ Nothing important , just the teacher told them to help him with something and they were in a hurry , don’t worry ok?’’
‘’ Mhm.. just tell him to answer to my messages’’ she said and smiled a little to not seem worried in front of him.
‘’Ok then ‘’ he rushed back to the others to not miss a place in the cafeteria.
She went back to her class with the hope that he will respond to her messages. After some minutes she received a message and she hurriedly looked in her phone to see what did he send her.
-    Hey , no I’m not free.. I have to go to my dance practice. See you tomorrow-
She has read the message for some times and frowned ‘ He said that he have dance practice only in the evening ‘ she sighed again and just closed the phone ‘ I also have what to do , don’t worry ‘’ she thought and went to take her things from her place. She finished her lessons so she had free time and decided to not let this time to pass like that.

While walking to her home she looked around searching on the streets with her last hope for Jin but she didn't see him at all . It was like he wasn't there anymore .. it was like a sweet dark dream that disappear from her memories. She entered in her room and turned the music on maxim volume , she looked in her clothes for a good outfit , because it was the first time when she went to a party and she didn't really know what to dress. After a half of a hour she decided to dress some black skinny jeans and a short T-shirt.
After preparing herself a makeup she looked at the hour and saw that she has 10 minute until the party had to begin, so she hurriedly took her bag with her things inside and exited the house in one minute. 
Strangely her heart was beating like crazy…with every step she hit her chest to stay calm ‘ Mirae what is happening with you….why are you being like this..stop worrying and be confident in yourself’ She kept couraging herself while her steps became slower and slower .. She took from her bag the paper that was writing the address and looked surprised , the party where she was going was near the café that she and Kook used to stay after classes. When she arrived there , in front of the café she looked for some minutes around but didn't see anything. She walked on the right a bit and heard some noises , so she followed this noises right in the back of that café.The music in that moment was and she winced because of the big volume. She saw a large garden with many people , she also observed a big sort of alcohol and cigarettes. She searched for someone that could seem familiar to her but she didn't recognize anyone .. while she was looking she walked in front a bit through the crowd thinking that this could be a good idea and in that way she could find someone. 
Suddenly someone grabbed her hand and took her away from the crowd , it was so hurry that she didn't see anything and didn't understand what was happening with her. When that person freed her hand she turned her head up and looked with her shocking eyes.
‘’ N..Namjoon?’’ she asked surprised.
‘’ What a surprise to see here Jin’s sister. Does he know that you are here , darling ? with me ‘’ he smirked
She took a deep breath ‘’ It doesn’t matter, your girlfriend invited me here’’ she said
‘’ Girlfriend? What is her name ?’’
‘’ You don’t know your girlfriend’s name ? Do you have so many?’’
‘’ Mmm’’ he murmured ‘’ I see that you are interested in my personal life , don’t you ?’’
‘’ What? No ! ‘’ she blushed and turned her gaze away from him.
‘’ Do you want something to drink , or Jin didn't allow you ?’’
‘’ I want ‘’ she said , confidently.
His smirk again appeared on his face and put his hand on her shoulder ‘’ Let’s go ‘’ he leaded her to the place where the people were drinking and smoking. When she took a sit , a boy that was next to her was smoking something different from a simple cigarette and Mirae analyzed him .
‘’ Mirae’’ Namjoon distracted her attention .
‘’Mm? What..?’’
‘’ Your drink ‘’ he gave her a big glass of whisky.
‘’ Thanks..’’ she mumbled and took a sip then put it down.
‘’ This is not how you need to drink. You want me to teach you ?’’ he asked.
‘’ No..’’
‘’ Namjoon ! Show her how she need to drink ‘’ that boy that stayed next to them said.
Namjoon took his glass with whisky and drink it all and he didn't even frown because of this , he looked at her and smiled ‘’ Now you do the same ‘’ he whispered her in the ear.
She looked some moments at him and the at the glass with whisky ‘’ Just do this Mirae ‘’ he continued to .
She closed her eyes and drink it . She felt how the whisky flowed through and then in her body . She finished and looked with her teary eyes at him and her face expression changed in one second.
Namjoon began to laugh seeing how she was trying to not show how bad it was the drink for her.
‘’ What??’’ she asked still staying cool. 

‘’ You’re cute’’ he said and came closer to her face .
‘’Tell me…how it comes that you saw me when I was younger and I don’t remember?’’ she whisper , looking in his eyes that were to close to her.
‘’ It’s a secret baby. Less you’ll know , better you’ll sleep ‘’ he answered back and took another shots of that weird whisky then took from his pants the cigarettes and began to smoke ‘’ Do you want some?’’ he stretched one cigarette.
‘’No.. I don’t smoke ‘’ she said, pushing it back with her hand.
‘’ Don’t act like you are a good girl , because no one in this world is good. You should try what you want and to do what you want. It’s your life.’’ He suddenly started to behave seriously talking about this and Mirae listened to his word attentively and thoughtfully . 
‘’ Maybe .. you are right… but I don’t think that it’s a good idea to smoke and to drink that much’’ she said looking at some girls aside that weren't in their minds.
‘’ How you want, as I said just do what you want without any regrets. You have just one life, aren’t you afraid that your life will pass in a boring way without any crazy memories? Just think about this Mirae’’ in his words was situated a little truth that made Mirae to fall in different thoughts about life..
First of all she wanted to come there to know about Jins past..she thought maybe in this way she could understand him better and Namjoon could tell her things that she didn't know about him. She started to understand what kind of life , Jin had lived.

Namjoon saw that she was thinking about his words and decided to distract her from this 
‘’ So , Mirae do you want to take another shot and to dance bit?’’ he asked
She looked at his face and nodded .. As he gave her the drink she looked at him again how he was drinking and then repeated in the same way.

‘’ Ooo , Mirae you are getting good at this’’ Namjoon stood up and took her hand going to the people that were dancing to the loud music. While they walked she felt how her knees were giving up on her and her head also.. everything seemed to be so strange but also nice at the same moment…she liked that feeling more and more..When she looked down she saw how Namjoon held her hand tight…and that caused her checks to blush harder ‘ What is happening with me… I can’t realize what is happening with now.. Why his hand seem so warm to me.. why i…’
Namjoon stopped in front of her and approached his head right to her face, looking for some moments in her eyes .. then turning his look down to her lips.. and slowly he lifted his lips to her blushed cheek and then to her ear
‘’ Mirae’’ he whispered but she didn't answer back so he asked ‘’ What if Jin will know that you came here , and danced with me ? ‘’
‘’ He doesn’t care ‘’ she said back to his ear because of the loud music. He looked at her again at the distance and smiled .

Sorry, sorry for the late update... but it was a big vacation after all :D 
In reward fot the late update here's a long chapter.. hope you'll enjoy it.. 
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