Cho kyuhyun

Her face is right above me!

What should i do??

And i’m looking at that big eyes...

Such innocent eyes..

What? Innocent??? Cho kyuhyun! Wake up! Wake up!!!

“aah!” she stand up and ran outside the room

Why i did that?? Why i can’t stop looking at her???

I walk down stairs and looked at her making something at the kitchen

Why she always making something when i am hungry???

“ah, kyukyu.... do you hungry??”

“ne, what are you cooking?”

“chicken soup, it’s really good to eat at midnight”

Midnight?? Then i realized, mom and yong hwa already home, did they hear what happened??

“make it fast! I’m so hungry”

“can’t you wait just 5 minutes??”

“andwae”

“huh! Oh ya, about super ju-“

“just cook!” i cut her

I don’t know why but i just don’t want her to know the truth that i’m one of the members of super junior, it just... unexplainable...

“why you always say like that? I’m not your maid!”

She gave me a plate, and well, i just started to eat it and magicly it’s gone now haha

Where is she? She just gone for a minute?

I walked upstairs and see her room is half open

I walked in and see her sitting in balcony, looking up the star, is that a star? It looks shining, but is there a star on her face? Wait it’s not star, it’s tear...

“dear sky, i miss mom.... i always feel miserable being here, i want go home..! i need mom’s voice that makes my heart feel comfort, i need friends to talk with, to cry with, to laugh with, i need someone to ask me if i am okay, to asked have i eaten anything, to asked did i have a nice day, to asked did i have a nice dream, to hug when i cry, to calm me down when i was mad, to say ‘i miss you’ everyday even that we just met less than an hour ago, to tell me that no one can replace me from his heart, to tell me that he always gonna love me.... i need someone be with me for who i am... even that i won’t stay any longer...”

I accidentally hit her desk and it sound pretty loud, loud enough to stop what she’s doing.

“what are you doing here??”

“i just passed by..”

“and heard everything?? Since when you like to overhear someone’s business..???”

“are you alright?”

“you did hear what i said, why you still pretending like you don’t know anything??”

“i don’t mean to intervene...”

“but you just did..!”

“hey listen, after i heard what you said.. are you really that lonely?”

“it’s none of your business”

“but you have me now, you can say anything to me”

“but i’m not interest to say to you”

“i can be like you want, you know, i’ll ask everything, from have you eat until did you have a nice dream...”

“i want someone who loves me for who i am who says that”

I was speechless

“you can’t right? Don’t pretend to be like someone that’s not you, i don’t need your compassion, i used to live like this...”

“why? Why you like to live like this? Live alone and feel lonely? Why you have to live like this if you can change it? To be a better life?”

“don’t act like you know me so well”

“maybe i don’t, maybe you just a stranger to me, that’s why i need to know now”

“don’t” she said and then leave, did i do something wrong again???

(the next morning)

“kyuhyun-ssi!”

“hah? Sorry?”

“you’ve been daydreaming all day” said leeteuk

“or this is about that girl again hahaha” said eunhyuk

“it makes me curious about that girl... how she looks like?” said sungmin

“ah hyung! Why are we talking about her?”

“it just like she’s really a disaster that came to your life..”

“no really...”

“not?? Woah you’ve changed your mind about that girl??” say siwon

            Siena (english)

“siena-ah, help aunt take this to kyuhyun”

“what? Take this?”

“please?? This is the address where he always be in this days lately, please??”

“okay then, annyeong..”

Okay i confused! Maybe i should ask someone... he said i just walk straight and turn left? I did what he said and taraa, he’s right, thank you he! Well, who’s he???

“excuse me...”

“siena?! What are you doing here???”

I just want to walk in kyu stopped me before even one step i take

“i am delivering what aunt told me to give you, shouldn’t you be thankful cause i want to walked from house to here??

“ah kyuhyun-ssi, who’s you talking to?”

“ah ani, no one”

“what are you hiding from me??”

I pushed him so i can step in and....

This faces... like i’ve seen...

Somewhere....

Tv.....

Wait.....

SUPER JUNIOR??????