04:30 am KRT i wake up and well, it’s my first time, will it hurt a lot? Aaaaa dear god, why you leave me no choice?? Why i have to be like this?? This isn’t fair!

I walk down stairs slowly and when i started to open the door, a voice stopped me.

“siena-ah, are you going to....” said aunt

“sssshhhtt! I don’t wanna everyone know aunt, i’ll go to the hospital by taxi okay” i said

Cho kyuhyun (korean)

I woke up at 5 am and that’s the first time in Sunday i could wake up early, it’s like something tell me to wake up early but the next thing that happened was i slept again.

Okay now it’s 8 am, and i haven’t heard anything from the next room and that’s weird. She usually calling someone in the morning or cooking something that look delicious but it’s too shame for me to ask for some of it. I walk down the stairs and the kitchen is empty, no one is there.i look to the dinning table and there’s only one plate, it must be for me from mom-she knows i always wake late at Sundays- and the one i was looking for... wait! Why i was looking for her?? No. She just a trouble that came to my life.. okay! Cho kyuhyun! Stop thinking about her!

“aah kyuhyun-ah you woken up? So early” said mom

“early? You say 8 am it’s early? I used to wake up at 11 now it’s 8! That’s so weird”

“haha.... take some breakfast” mom look worrying aboy something

“gwaencaha? You look worry” i said

“aah.... it’s nothing... umm.. just eat the breakfast fast and go to uncle lee, mom wants to borrow his traditional tea...”

“tea?? Since when you want to drink that super-healthy tea? I thought you never want to drink it anymore?” i said

Siena (english)

“i’m back!” i have to getting used to say ‘i’m home’ now

“ahh siena-ah. How was it??” aunt look worried+curious

“i don’t wanna talk about it now aunt. Let me take some rest first okay?” i said

 “ookay, go take some rest then, don’t forget to eat lunch!”

I walk upstairs and see a guy standing in front of my door. And he is... ugh! Why must him who’s standing in front of my door?? Why not and actor like robert pattinson or taylor lautner -okay i should rest from watching twilight saga-

“where are you from?”he said like an ice.. so cold..

“why? Why you care??” i said like an ice too.. so cold... okay colder...

“hah? Who cares??” he step away to his room and i go to the toilet –it’s dangerous to call at my room, he might listen to it-

“.......................................................... yeah dad, doctor kim said nothing gets worse and nothing gets better............................................” knock knock “dad i’ll call you later okay, bye!” i hang the phone fast and open the door

“what are you doing in bathroom??” he said in really weird face

“ooh i’m just... i’m just going to out and you came.. bye!” i ran downstairs and finally kitchen. The kitchen here look almost as gorgeus as mine in state, at least there’s a place that comfort me

Flour,sugar,egg,milk.... maybe i could make simple pastry for snack.....

I’m almost done with my pastry then i saw a chily... chily....??? hmm..... i’ve got a very bright idea! Haha!

“what is that??” that voice! That voice is the one i’m waiting for!

“aah kyukyu, it’s a little pastry”

“since when you call me by name ‘kyukyu’??? what is that??” he said

“it just i like to call someone by duplicate their name, is it allright?”

No answer.......

“you want to try???” i ask with a very bright smile.... inside a bright smile there’s an evil smile.. haha

I take ‘one’ of my pastries and give it to him...

He eats one bite but his one bite is half of my pastry...

“ugh!!ugh!ugh!” he started to cough... hahahhaha

“what the hell is this.... so hot!!! Aaaaaaaaaa! Water!! Where’s the water?????”

“hahahhahahha! Yeah! Hahha i did it!” i said so excited

“why are you hah??? You want to kill me hah???” he look so angry

“i’m sorry... hahahha!! Annyeong!” i run to uptairs

“ya! Come here you!” he run faster than me but i close my door first and turn back and.. “aaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!” i run out of my room and found he laughing very happy

“ahahahaha!! 1-1! We are fair now!” he say so happily

“do you think it’s funny?? How you know i hate anything called ghost?!”

“what i don’t know??” when i saw his smile it’s look familiar... somewhere before i came here.. but where??????

“take that off from my room!” when i said that kyukyu’s phone ring

“ooo, eonjeyo?? I’ll be there soon” he say things that i can understand

“omma! I need to go now, i just called by manager jong, annyeong!”

“okay, be careful”

“what are they saying about??”

“siena-ah, you wanna know what were we said?haha learn speak korean then!” say aunt

“ahh with who?”

“umm... i’ll tell kyuhyun to teach tou when he’s home okay!”

“hah?? He won’t do it, trust me”

“well, he’ll do it if i told so. Haha, that’s mom power!” aunt say

I was speechless when heard aunt said ‘mom power’.......
“ah! Siena i didn’t mean to..”

“it’s okay aunt, it’s nothing”

I run upstairs and turn on the tv

I remember something

I don’t understand All the thing here!

So useless! Nothing can comfort me now

I turn the tv channel to a music channel, at least i hear something good

Why in korea there’s a lot of boyband and girlband????

Or people in korea have no inspiration except make a band that full of girls or boys singing and dancing together??

Well we don’t have a lot of boy/girlband in state and they speak korean so fast! So confusing!

“let’s welcome super junior!!!!” the tv said

Super junior?