Siena (english)

Knock,knock,knock!

“yes?”

“can i come in?” kyu?

“umm, sure..”

He walked in and looked worried

“where did you go?”

“it’s none of your business..”

“i don’t care about where do you go every sunday, i asked about where did you go with hyung??” he said

“with hyung?”

“yesung hyung! Where did you two go???”

“we just walked around the city” yesung said. Wait, since when yesung oppa is in my room?

“you wore high heels today siena, you couldn’t walked that long” kyu said

“why you care so much?” i said

“siena, you must be so tired, go take some sleep, i’ll sleep first, annyeong” oppa said and left the room

I shut down my laptop and turn around, he still there, like a... statue.. no.. vampire..!

“i’m going to sleep now can you just go back to your room....”

“do you like him?” he asked

“him who?”

“yesung hyung... do you like him?”

“ahh he is so nice to me, and he handsome too...” i shy to admit it in front of him

“is he better than me?” he asked

“why you asked like that?”

“why don’t you just answer yes or no?”

“i can’t say which one of you is better” i said

“why not? I thought you don’t like me because i’m one of super junior members but now you just said you like yesung hyung that one of our member!”

“did i say i like him?”

“well you didn’t but the way you talk to him showing that you like him”

“because i feel so comfort with him! At least he never mad at me just because a little mistake i made! No! At least he’s not like you! He always makes me smile! And he didn’t kiss me with no reason!” okay did i say it too loud?

He didn’t say anything...

“kyukyu, just take some rest, i’m gonna sleep now...”

He went to his room, still not say anything

Did i say too sharp? Did i say something wrong? I just said the truth, the truth that he disappointed me all the time, even that i know he’s mean so much for me than anyone else

“siena-ah..” he said from his room

“eh,yes?”

“i hope you happy with hyung...” oh god! Now he thinks that i like oppa! Well i am but not ‘like’, more like comfort with...

“i never say that i like...”

“no, it’s alright, just be happy with him okay? Night...” Why my life is so complicated?!

            Cho kyuhyun (korean)

My life is over. Totally over

Hopeless, siena is now like hyung

Is he better than me??

Why must hyung?? Why not any other guy in this world?? Why must my hyung?!

Why not someone i don’tknow?

I thought siena don’t wanna be with one of super junior members then why he like hyung?

He ignored me because i’m super junior member but now he like hyung..

It’s not fair!

This morning i couldn’t said anything to her

Not even a word...

Hyung looked curious about what happened between me and siena

When there were just two of us left he asked

“what happened to you two?”

“nothing happened”

“really? I don’t think so, there must be something happened between both of you”

“it’s nothing okay, she looked sad, you should make her happy again, only you can do that...”

“ya! What’s wrong with you cho kyuhyun?!” he screamed pretty loud

“we should leave now, they’re waiting for us, let’s go..”

Sorry hyung, i can’t tell you the truth

..........................

“what’s wrong with you kyuhyun-ssi? You really lost at today’ s performance” said leeteuk

“ah ani, it just, i’m feeling not really well”

“are you sick?” asked sungmin

“no,i’m not. You all don’t have to worry about me” i looked at yesung-hyung and he looked like wanna say something

“ah, umm yesung-hyung, I think i should go home now Do wanna go home with me or not?”

“kyuhyun-ssi you should tell them....” he said

“about what??” eunhyuk look interested

“nothing! Umm, i think i should leave now, let’s go hyung!” i took his hand and left the room

“why you don’t want to tell them?” He asked

“they don’t need to know.”

“but i think it’s gonna be better if you share it with everyone...”

“enough hyung, this is my life okay? Let me take care of it myself”

Hyung didn’t say anything

I just passed in front of a hospital when suddenly i stop my car

Siena? Is that she???

“umm hyung, did you see a girl right there?” i asked hyung

“a girl? Girl who? There’s no one there” he answered

Could that girl was siena???

Aaah, positive thinking, that girl maybe just look like siena

But if that girl was siena

What is she doing in the hospital???

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