Chapter 18

“I won’t ever let you do that” I said

“Why??? You did that already to me, why can’t I do the same thing?” he looked disappointed

Oh no…

Because I haven’t eaten any of my meds and now my mouth is bleeding…

“I beg you please come back to home now… I’m not feeling really well” I’m dying……

“Siena-ah? What happened? Are you okay??? You look sick…” he looked so worried

“Just go back to home please…” can you just go back home?!

“O-okay…”

I didn’t say a thing as the way home. He keep asking me what happened but I keep my mouth shut or I’m gonna puke of blood... why can a guy just stay shut and drive as fast as he can?!

“We’re here…” before he could even finished his word I ran to the bathroom

Oh gosh… I’m going to through this pain a lot later

“Are you okay???” Kyu is waiting for me

“I’m fine… just need some rest… oh! I need to do something before I…umm I…”

“Before you what?” he asked

“No, nothing!”

I my laptop and started writing

Yeah as a message I want to write a story

A story between me and kyu

A story about a two love that will never become one…

“Ya! How could you still writing on your laptop when you’re sick?!” he said

“It’s none of your business, just leave me alone…”

He left and this is it

My last chance to show him my feelings by this story

It was almost midnight when I’m done with this story

It is a story with bad ending… ugh I hate happy ending…

When I write the last word, my stomach collapsed and my mouth is bleeding again.

            Kyuhyun

She is totally weird today

First she doesn’t want me to kiss her which she just did that to me yesterday

Second she suddenly wanted to go home well the fact she is the one who wants to go out

Third she didn’t say a word in the way home and it was like she was holding something in

And now she wants to write something in her laptop when she is sick?

Super weird!

I went to her room and realized that she is sleeping in front of her laptop and the laptop is still on

I sneaked to her room and checked out the writings

It’s a story?

About me and her?

Wow… unbelievable…

I laughed when I read the funny story about us

And I smiled when I read the ‘yesterday’ part

I was curious how the ending is…

I scrolled down to the last page and read every words on it

Then I realized love is not about having your love on your side

It also means love just needs to makes your love happy even without you

Without you?

I couldn’t hold the pain anymore. It hurts so badly. I never expected this but this is happening right now and I can’t take it anymore. I hope I will see him in another life…

I don’t get it…

I turned her head to see her face and realized all is covered by blood…

It was real blood

“Siena ya… what happened??? How could… Aisshh!! Eomma! Eomma!!!!”

“Mwo-ya kyuhyun ah?” my mom shouted back

“Siena!!! Siena is bleeding!!!”

“Mwo???!!!” She ran upstairs

“Prepare the car! We have to take her to the hospital now!!”

I have no idea

I just prepared the car, brought her to the car and we went to the hospital

But… what’s wrong with my Siena????

What exactly has been happening with her????

After thinking much.... i think i need to end this story soon..

if i keep going it will become far away from my first thought so...

this is it... PART 1

comments are NEEDED :)

and the image is made by my friend, the sad version hihi