-siena-

Is it weird if I just saw my mother? She was there... yeah I clearly saw her... but why she’s here? Where am I? I thought I was going to the surgery room until... Oh my god... Am i dead? Is this heaven? So the person right there looking at me with a beautiful smile is mom? The weird thing is I didnt recognise her from the first time, well who expect to be dead and see your dead mother?

I take my courage and walk straight to her, keep walking until I realized she became further. And I run, run as fast as i can but still, she still in the same position as the first time I saw her.

“Mommy? Is that really you?”

“Siena, dont come here” did she just tell me to not come to her?

“But mom... I miss you so much”

“Look that way” she pointed

I turned around and... Kyuhyun? Is that you? I saw him sitting and crying?? Cho Kyuhyun is crying??

“He needs you” my mom wishpered

“Well the fact that he just left me for his duty as a celebrity, seeing him crying like doesnt really touched me...” I lied. I almost drop a tear just by seeing him like that

“You know that i always been there for you, so this time you do it, be there for him” believe it or not mom is like in front of me when few seconds ago she was like miles away from me

“Mom... seeing you in person again make me...” damn i cried

“Go get your life back, you deserve one, a better one” she smiled and left, for the second time i saw my mother left me and never come back

So... am I dead yet?

-Kyuhyun-

It’s been 2 hours but it feels like 2 years

Is she alright? Was it because of me she was in coma again?

Mom has been crying for 2 hours but all I can do is... cry with her

Maybe this is embarassing as a guy to cry but please, your girlfriend is between her life and death what am i suppose to do?

Maybe I should pray to God... for like the hundreds time in 2 hours

Damn it, I shouldnt had gone to that schedule...

I decided to go back to her room, cant stand seeing mom crying

I remember what just happened 3 hours ago, when I just saw her smile in like days since she sick even though that she has been sick since the first time we met and she always smile and looks happy in front of me but watching her smile despite how much it hurt that time, I probably gonna kill my 10 minutes later self that decided to do that stupid schedule and leave my dying girlfriend.

Her last words...

If I left, Please don’t cry about me okay? Just smile like nothing happened and go find a better woman to take care of you okay?

What a nonsense, Ya! Cho Kyuhyun! It wasnt her last words! You will see her again smiling out of that surgery room!

Right? I’ll see her again right? She’ll be fine right?

But why she had to lie to me all this time?

I know i’d probably be shocked for a moment and think that a dying woman who lives next to my room that I actually started to like will leave me one day and I have to be ready for that day –which is today- so I wont be this shocked because I just knew the gilr that lives next to my room that i started to like is dying and that day has come and I didnt have time to be ready to let her go

Why you never gave me any option? Why you always want a life the way you want it without thinking others feeling? Why???

Why must now...

Why just the day that i realized that the woman i started to like is actually someone i love

But she’s leaving me

And I have no intention to ‘find a better woman who will take care of me’

I love you and that’s it

I havent said it yet to you by person so give me a chance to say it

Siena please dont go...

My phone ringed and mom’s name shows up

“Kyuhyun-ah!!! Come here fast!!!” she screamed. How could she scream after all those tears?

I run like hell to the surgery room and when I got there the doctor is talking to my mom

“Kyuhyun-ssi?”

“Yes doc? How’s siena?? She’s fine right? She’s not dead right?”

“She’s alive”

And it took my breathe away.

heeey it's been a year since last time i updated and realized i need to end the dramatic story

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i hope you enjoy my fanfiction and i decided to make another one on this year's summer holiday

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and why i didn't put it as story complete?

because it's not completed yet :P

well it is but i want to make it clear what happen next.... in next chapter which mean the last chapter

please wait a little bit more :D