Author's Thoughts...

I was supposed to update today.. but I changed my mind.. 

Have you all heard about Kris leaving EXO?

I'm sure you have. I have.

Do you feel betrayed? 

Sad?

Angry?

Pitiful?

Hurt?

I'm sure you are one of the above. Maybe even all of the above. 

I know I am.. 

But then I realized..

If I, a fan, feel this way..

What more do the actual people in the situation would feel?

How much more can their pain, sadness or anger be?

Is it more bearable than that of ours?

or

Is it actually much worse?

I feel like..

like I lost a friend. 

And ​I'm just a fan. An EXOTIC. 

But how about Suho, Baekhyun, Chanyeol, Kyungsoo, Jongin and Sehun from EXO-K?

Don't you think they feel that way too?

I feel like someone..

Someone turn their back on me.

Is that how Minseok, Luhan, Yixing, Jongdae and Zitao feel right now as well?

EXO members expressed their own pain without us knowing. They know the story. We don't. They feel what they feel, because they are humans as well.

Then while I think about..

I can't even imagine what KRIS could feel.

Our Duizhang.

Our Cool Guy.

Our Galaxy King.

Would he feel much much worse?

Or is he finally relieved?

Is this really what we should feel? Are we feeling the right thing? Is this how we should take it?

Or we missing some things?

...

Of course we are. We can never know everything. 

But...

I still believe in them. My faith in them will never change. No matter who's side is right, no matter who left whom, no matter how betrayed, abandoned, and unprepared I feel.

Because..

I'm an Exotic. In my eyes, they are perfect. All TWELVE of them. Because that is what they show.

I'm an Exotic. In my eyes, they are amazing. All TWELVE of them. Because they work hard.

I'm an Exotic. In my eyes, they are family. All TWELVE of them. Because that is what they look like.

I'm an Exotic. In my eyes, they are one. Because that is exactly what they are.

One member less, does not change a thing. Because in my heart, they are always complete. 

I still love Kris.

I still love EXO. 

I still love the members. 

Please. Don't ever change that. Keep those in mind.

Show the world that WE ARE ONE.

EXO Let's Love!

EXO WE ARE ONE!