a/n ; italic = flashback  bold = shout/scream

~ Krystal’s p.o.v ~

That.. that.. that smirk on his face. Why.. I still can’t forget what happened earlier.

“Meimei! Are you coming out or not! Open the door!”

I ignored him and covered myself with my blanket.

“Himchan..”

I starred at him who smirked at me.

“Hey baby”

“Himchan”

I looked at the girl beside him. It was the same girl I saw in the video. Are they really..?

“Meet my girlfriend baby”

“Girl.. girl.. girlfriend?”

“Yeah?”

“I thought I.. am your girlfriend”

“Oh please Krystal. You’re just my on screen girlfriend. I’ve been with her way before we were together. I never wanted our relationship”

I just starred blankly at him. He then smiled. He dare to smile at me.

“I know you’re still in love with L. Go back to him”

“How…?”

“I saw your pictures with him in your phone”

I continued starring at him. Tears threaten to fall but I held it in. Not wanting to show anyone my weak side. 

“I tried to open up to you but I couldn’t”

“I understand”

“I hope you’re okay”

“I’m fine…”

“Are you sure?”

“Even if I’m not.. are you able to anything about it?” I raised my voice a little.

“Krystal.. I..”

“It’s okay..” 

“We should talk somewhere else..”

“No. Like you said.. you never wanted anything to do with this relationship. I’ll talk to my uncle about this..”

“Krystal I’m sorry..”

“Don’t be”

I turned around and ran out of the restaurant to the nearest park. I sat on one of the benches as I let out my feelings. Yes. I do have feelings.

“KRYSTAL!”

I looked up and saw Chanyeol’s worried face. I looked away.

“Don’t cry.. he’s a jerk.. he doesn’t know what he lost”

“No.. I’m stupid for thinking that he like me”

He pulled me closer and hugged me. I pulled away and looked at him. He cupped my face and wiped off my tears with his thumb. 

“I have feelings too you know.. I do..”

“I know you do”

“Meimei! Open the door! You need to eat!”

It’s been 5 days. I’ve been crying for 5 days. I never thought it will affect me this bad. Soon there was a soft knock on the door.