Song Choice

Her World All Alone

Chapter 6: Song Choice

They both were lost. Ji young and Taemin decided to meet at the school’s library in order to look up songs they could sing.

“But seriously ‘Loss’? Isn’t that too cruel for me?” Taemin thought aloud.

“The topic in general brings too many memories so let’s pick a song and get this done. I’m getting depressed” Jiyoung rested her head on the table, closing her eyes and humming to find peace.

“Do you have any idea for the song though?” Taemin asked, starting to feel uncomfortable. The last time he was left alone with Jiyoung, something happened that he wished never did.

Jiyoung lifted her head off the desk and pouted “Not even one” her head hit the table again.

Taemin sighed. I wonder how Jaebum and Sehun are doing. Love? Really. Teacher Yoon is something.

…………………………

“When did you confess to Suzy?” Jaebum didn’t like not knowing, especially something between his closest friends one of his friends and a former one.

Sehun looked up from his phone, stopping his search of love songs. He threw his legs off his bed and sat down next to Jaebum on the floor.

“That day” Sehun announces after a while. Jaebum stays silent.

“That day I told her and that night I messed up” Sehun says softly to Jaebum and they both just sit there. Jaebum didn’t want to press anymore, seeing his friend like that was enough.

Clearing his throat “So, love…does the topic of love have to be a happy one?”

Sehun thinks for a bit “No, especially with my experience with it.”

Once again silence over took them until Sehun spoke up

“Do you a like TaeTiSeo?” Jaebum looked at him weirdly. That was random

“Um yeah. I mean I like SNSD as a whole a lot more but TTS did have some good songs”

Sehun nodded “That’s good. One more question though. How do you feel about singing a girl’s song?”

…………………………………………..

The air was tense. Neither spoke, just glared. It’s been twenty minutes since they met up, forcibly of course. Teacher Yoon caught them both and shoved them in the classroom. Her reasoning was that it was already Thursday and they haven’t even spoken to each other.

“Stop acting so childish” Teacher Yoon said. “If you both don’t make the effort then I will be forced to fail you both. Good luck trying to pass the rest of the year with that.”

“Let it go” Krystal said

Along with an eyebrow raised, Suzy’s glare intensified.

“It’s the song I was thinking about for our topic” Krystal clarified 

“Fine” Suzy headed towards the door.

“That’s it? Fine? Don’t you want to split up the parts together?” Krystal cursed herself

Krystal, stay cool, if she doesn’t care, neither will I.

Suzy spun around “I don’t think I could stand to be in the same room as you a minute longer. I’m already starting to get dizzy from your .”

Krystal scoffed “Such dirty words coming from your mouth. Weren’t you the one that said that a pretty face should only say pretty things?”

“Then I don’t know why you’re following that, considering your face” Suzy ended with a slick smile.

Krystal growled. “You keep pressing your luck Bae Suzy. I run this school now”.

Suzy stepped up to Krystal “You act like I should be scared of you. Please. Sweetie, you were nothing when I found you and when I’m done with you, you’ll go back to being that. Bae Suzy’s shadow. Enjoy the light for now”

Instead of shoving her like Suzy thought, Krystal smirked and stood even close “If I was nothing why aren’t you still the Queen? Why isn’t anybody on your side? Oh that’s right, you’re a murderer” And with a swing of her bag Krystal was out the door.

Suzy’s heart stopped.

Murderer? Is that what I am now? 

 

 

 

(Mwuahaha. And sorry that it's a short chapter but i needed to include it!)

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I'll update the final chapter this weekend guys! I'm so sad to write it that I've been avoiding doing so :( I don't want it to end either haha

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songhyeah #1
Hi authornim. I am a silent reader and im always comeback to this story with hope you will do a sequel for this story. I know this will make you feel burden but i hope you can write a sequel for this story. Have a good day authornim :)
alyanna00
#2
Chapter 32: You nailed it! You got me hooked on this story that I didn't stop till I finished it. I like how deep this story is, guilt, regrets, life, envy, confusion, effort, trust, forgiveness, anger, love..there are so many feelings and stories behind it. Suzy is my ultimate bias and your characters are also my favorites. I love how you live it an open ending coz I really don't know who I want Suzy to choose. It might be random but I like Taemin for her coz he have the guts and determination to be beside her that Kai and Sehun lacked and that ticks me off but I still love them nevertheless. More stories please.
aiixiii
#3
Chapter 28: Mom is always the best. Whenever friends turned their back on you family will be the first one to comfort you. :) and yea. Friendship is more important than love. Friends are for life but love changes. ---
And Jieun needs to be punished. She doesnt deserved to be forgiven easily. She needs to realize how her freaking g games destroy everything. She needs to repent.
aiixiii
#4
Chapter 27: Krystal and Suzy's conversation though. I hope everything will be alright. I'm not expecting to everyone to be the same just like before, no, because healing takes time and the pain they inflicted to each other is way too deep to disappear right away.
aiixiii
#5
Chapter 26: My gosh. This chapter has been a roller coaster ride. How can you do this to me. :))
Anyway, Jieun is also giving me a headache. -- how can she be so low? I want to think sonething good about her but she keeps on doing things that will dismiss my sympathy with her. She's really something.
And Kaistal needs a break. They need it to grow, to heal. And if they are meant to get together they will be. But their relationship is only one-sided.
And Suzy x Sehun, I don't know what to say but that kiss is totally unexpected.
aiixiii
#6
Chapter 24: Lol. If I were Taemon, I'll also be dumbfounded. Seeing your guidance counselor wearing pyajamas inside your ex-friend house. hahaha. It was really funny.
Anyway, I salute Taemin's courage. Wow. That's a drastic change though. And his confrontation with Jaebum. -- he's really brave.
And what Krystal did to Naeun is what she deserved. :D I was getting annoyed by her.

This:
"You’re going to have to wake up soon. You can’t make everyone happy.”
aiixiii
#7
Chapter 23: This really had me in tears. It was too painful to read. I just imagined the life after Sulli's death. -- the only people who are in deep pain is Suzy and Taemin. They shared the same love and care for Sulli. Of course everyone is in pain but not as much as they both were

"We made you feel like Sulli did right? Made you feel alone and unwanted and I’m going to hell for making Sulli feel that way, think that way about herself. And I’m going to do double time for you. Each tray of food we spilled on you, each word we spoke about you, and each ear we closed from you….Sulli doesn’t hate you Suzy, she hated how she saw herself.”

This hit me really hard. I felt pain in my heart just thinking about Suzy going through this alone and they all did that to her.

This is way too tragic. I hope this will be the start of seeing the light.
aiixiii
#8
Chapter 22: They all had a bad day, with a bad timing. How could everything go wrong in a blink of an eye? I feel really really bad to all of them but my symphaty how's to Sulli and Suzy. They were just a victim of a bad situation. -- Sulli was dead and Suzy had to deal with this alone. I also can't blame Suzy for not explaining cause it was traumatizing and she blames herself for things that we don't want to happen.
aiixiii
#9
Chapter 21: Jieun is really something. She started all of this mess. If only she shut and use good words to talk the problem out but she just tattle and babble she saw without thinking. Gish, I hate her right now, no I didnt like her from the start. ---

"Some relationships are like glass. It’s better to leave it broken than to hurt yourself more by trying to put it back together."
aiixiii
#10
Chapter 20: I’ve been alone for too long to not feel lonely. -- too sad. It hits me so bad. T.T
Finally, I can now recall on what happen that night. I can't stop the tears. T.T