(A/N: Hello!!! WE HAVE ARRIVED!! Okay so this is PART 1 (filler)! It leads up to the main accident with Suzy and Sulli ~ it's too much just to jump into and this chapter was already longer than my others >,< you'll just have to suffer another week to know. Haha I'm cruel. Sorry ! P.s -i've never been to a club so i just wrote randomly)

Some relationships are like glass. It’s better to leave it broken than to hurt yourself more by trying to put it back together.

Sulli:

Jieun was at it again, flirting with Taemin, and Sulli watched from across the club. Her nails dug into her glass. First it was her best friend Jiyoung and now Jieun- was he going to flirt with all their friends?

"Careful there Ssul or you might hurt yourself" Jaebum took the glass from her hands

"Seems like someone is already doing that" Sulli spat. Jaebum followed her glare

"They're just talking Ssul nothing bad will happen" he reasons

"Did you tell Seoyun that? Because as far as I know Min Jun dumped her and Jieun acted like she did nothing" Sulli's seething now

Well she did have a point but not a strong one, all Jieun did was talk to Min Jun never having the intention to make him leave his girlfriend and try to woo her when all she wanted was notes on a class assignment. It wasn’t her fault that she had that charm but that charm was not helping Sulli out right now. She was feeling insecure about her place and now Jieun, who had told her about Taemin and Jiyoung, was outright flirting with him shamelessly in front of her. Okay flirting wasn’t the case since they were just talking but Taemin hadn’t even tried to talk to Sulli since she entered the club and she knows he saw her walk in.

"Don't you trust him?"

Did she trust Taemin?

"I don't know, I trusted him with my heart and look at me now" her bottom lip quivered

Jaebum hugged her. "So he didn't say it back huh?"

Sulli shook her head. "He just stared at me! And I felt like a fool"

 Jaebum lifted Sulli's head and gave her forehead a kiss. "It'll be okay, I'm going to get you some water it'll calm you down. You don't need any more of this (he shakes the glass) I'll be right back" Jaebum left and Sulli continued to watch her boyfriend and friend. Jieun reached up and kissed Taemin on the cheek and that’s when Sulli snapped.

Taemin:

“Remember what I said man. Give her space. She probs doesn’t want to talk to you especially if you look like you have to pee. Calm down! You’re even making me nervous!”

They eyed Sulli from the dance floor laughing with Hyeri as they danced together and Taemin couldn’t help but let out a small smile even though he wanted to be the one dancing with her, pulling her close and kissing her having her being flustered at the sudden action.

“Yeah you’re right. I don’t wanna ruin her night any more than I already did. I’m going to get a drink” He patted the back of Jongin and pushed up from the wall, making his way over to the bar. He could already see Jieun sipping on cocktail and he chuckled at how she had the gut of a man when they had that drinking contest. Never again

“Hey!” Taemin greeted, hopping onto the seat next to her. Jieun rolled her eyes at him and even turned a little in her seat. “Umm are you okay?” Yeah Jieun had an attitude, all girls did, but did she really have to ignore him?

“What? Hit to your ego that I won’t say hi?” Jieun seethed

What the hell? “What’s your problem?” All he did was say hi and he’s being cooked alive for being polite?

“Is that all you really want? Don’t want to steal a kiss from me just like you did from Jiyoung? Little Sulli not enough huh” She had control over her face keeping it completely passive though her words were anything but.

Taemin jumped out of his seat at her words. “Wh—what?”

Jieun smirked as she lifted her glass “Stay classy Lee Taemin” even with that sick grin on her face she still looked innocent.  Innocent as a snake

“Hey hold up! You got that all wrong!” He wasn’t going to ask how she knew about that because being friends with her long enough he knew she had eyes like a hawk, she knew everything. But he had to explain things first, Jieun was tricky with information.

“That didn’t mean anything!” Jieun twisted the straw in her drink paying no mind to the desperate Taemin. “Jiyoung…..she confessed to me but I rejected her! She felt horrible about everything that she started to cry”

“Ahh so a kiss to stop the tears? How gentlemen like, sure Sulli would appreciate that” Jieun nodded along and finished the last of her drink before hopping off her chair.

Taemin wouldn’t let her leave before clearing up the misunderstanding. “I am not a bad guy. Having a girl cry and it being a friend and knowing it’s your fault is not something I relish in. Jiyoung isn’t a bad girl either, Sulli is her best friend and she knows that, you should have seen how distraught she looked after she kissed me. All I did was help her let go of her feeling for me. It was a goodbye kiss”

He ruffled his hair and all Jieun could do was blink.

“I would never cheat on Sulli, and Jiyoung knows that. And because she felt awful about herself I needed to remind her that she was still a good person, that she was still an amazing friend. One mistake can’t change that. Believe me it was a Goodbye Kiss” His gaze looked so sharp that Jieun internally kicked herself. I caused her even more pain didn’t I?” She still wasn’t agreeing on kissing Jiyoung to calm her down because that was stupid, she wasn’t his girlfriend so she was still a little suspicious of him but his eyes looked so sincere that it was hard not to believe him.

“Okay Minnie ah” He gave a wry smile at the nickname he had.

“Can you not call me that? It makes me sound like a girl” Taemin whined adding on to his statement. Jieun gave him a judgmental look before they bursted out laughing. The club was dark with strobe lights skidding around the room giving different color highlights to Taemin’s honey brown hair. Jieun looked up when a red light passed by, and with his smile lighting up the handsome features on face and the red hair complementing his pale skin, Jieun swooped in to give a light kiss to his cheek.

His eyes widened in question and the next words she said were his own “A goodbye kiss” her wink adding the friendly flair that was needed and Taemin laughed for the second time that day.

“Aigoo this girl really” He pinched her cheeks hard as she swatting at his arms. 

Suzy:

Clubs were not her things, they will never be and seeing the sweaty bodies pressed against each other, drunken kisses and barely anything at all she was sure she made the wrong choice to come along. She loves Sulli but she wasn’t comfortable no matter how hard Jongin tried to have her enjoy the night. This was not her thing.

She was at the table were all their friends met up save for Jiyoung who had entered the club just recently, it was a miracle that she even knew where to go because said girl hadn’t even picked up their calls save their texts. Guessed Jaebum told her.

The contents in the glass she was holding were foreign to her and she didn’t want to know what it tasted like. Yes she was happy that Sulli was having a good time but she only knew of that in the beginning for everyone spread out into the crowd once they drowned down their drinks. She also has been steering clear of Sehun and sticking close to Jongin but he hasn’t come back from the bathroom and that over ten minutes ago. What is he got lost? What if someone got ahold of him? She knew her boyfriend was good looking but he already had someone.

She got up to search for him when someone else grabbed her attention. Jieun was beckoning her over from a different table.

Why is she over there? “Why are you sitting over here? I was by myself and I could have been talking to you” Suzy complains as she sits down. “You know I don’t want to be here.”

Jieun gives her head a little pat “Suzy ah, I have to tell you something okay~ It’s about our little Soojungie”

Let’s lay out all the cards shall we?”

 Jieun:

It was tricky making his way to the restroom because every single girl that he passed desperately clawed at his clothing and pulled him closer, even some men blocked his path. Jongin gave annoyed looks at Jaebum who raised his glass to him when he saw him struggling and continued walking by, and when Hyeri just laughed at his state he could only sigh.

When he reached the table he found it empty and Suzy’s glass empty. Where is she?

A slim figure slid next to him and he relaxed when he saw who it was “Jieun ah, what brings you here? Ah have you seen Suzy by chance?” He stretched his neck trying to see a wisp of long wavy hair somewhere in the club.

“Speaking of our lovely Queen, how is your relationship with her?” He needs to know, Suzy knows Krystal feelings so shouldn’t he know Sehun’s? That way their even.

Jongin turned to face her better “we’re good” he replied quite confused on why he is talking about his relationship with Jieun.

“I see and how has she been this week? You know she’s been practicing so it must be stressful, what piece is she playing?” I know he doesn’t know, he hasn’t seen her all week. Krystal’s been taking up his time and Sehun’s using that.

“I uh…” he scratches his head dumbfounded “I don’t know” Strike 1

Jieun’s studies her nails “Ah I heard Krystal is trying out for the dance program too, do you know her song?” You better say no .

“She’s dancing with Victoria- shi as a duo to Justin Timberlake’s True blood, their choreography is no joke” You’ve seen Krystal practice but not Suzy.

“You know Krystal’s song but not your girlfriend?” Strike 2 Jongin blinks in surprise at that realization.

“Hey Jongin, one last thing. Did you ever go see her practice?”

Jongin shakes his head “It would ruin her concentration and I know she wouldn’t want to be disturbed” Strike 3.

“That’s odd because Sehun has been to her practice room at least twice a week. It’s strange how he goes and you don’t but then again, you must be right- it’s probably distracting her especially with that confession and all.”  

Jieun gets up and dusts off her dress looking quite smug.

“What confession?” Jongin has the look of a kicked puppy and Jieun thinks they deserve each other. One doesn’t care enough and the other plays with hearts. Nice couple.  

Krystal:

She spots him sitting by himself and looks around to see if anyone else is approaching before sitting down next to him leading him to jolt from the booth.

“Thought it was some crazy noona, Hey Krystal” he gave her a strained smile when she laughed.

“Yeah I saw that, aren’t you mister popular” Her eyes were twinkling with mischief and he found that amusing.

“Can’t help it. I was born this way” He gave her a wink that made her blush and he couldn’t help but about the pinkness of her cheeks

“Getting a fever there Krystal? Is my hotness effecting you?” She was easy to tease, anything he did caused her to blush and stutter at times. It reminded him of when Suzy first introduced her to them. She was really shy but had this fierce look in her eyes- definitely a good thing he noted. She would make it here he thought.

Krystal was biting her lower lip and he was wondering if she was still feeling awkward about earlier.

“Listen Jongin….what I said earlier----“

“Why aren’t you with the other girls?” He’s quick to change the subject, he didn’t want another uncomfortable conversation. She had over the course of a couple months given subtle hints about her crush on him but he’d think nothing of them just that it was because he protected her that one time and she was just a little naïve confusing her thankfulness with love.

Krystal’s chest tightens a bit but she doesn’t let the bad feeling show “Wanted to sit down, the men here are a bunch of pigs” Krystal shudders and Jongin instantly feels bad because he had promised to protect her from men like that.

“Sorry” but Krystal is quick to shush his apologies “You aren’t responsible for me” though I wish you were

He doesn’t know what to say because she’s right, he isn’t responsible for her but he can’t help but feel like he is. Like he has this undying duty to keep her out of harm’s way, like an oppa looking out for his dongsaeng. Suzy’s more than capable of taking care of herself but he sees Krystal as fragile as glass despite her looks, so the feelings he has for Krystal is a bit twisted too. He cares for her and is afraid to step over that line because caring for someone doesn’t mean loving them because the only person he defines love with is Suzy. Suzy…

His bangs pressed against his eyebrows causing them to twitch and Krystal grins at Jongin looking so childlike trying to blow them off his forehead.

“Let me” Krystal’s touch is barely there, just a light flicker of wind as she fixes his bangs and settles back down next him with a small smile on her face.

“Thanks Stal” her heart skips a beat at the affectionate nickname but her giddiness is cut short when Suzy appears. Krystal shoots her a smile filled with guilt but it’s uncharacteristically ignored as her focus is on her boyfriend. Jongin is looking at her with a blank face. It doesn’t suit him 

“Let’s talk”

Jongin:

Her back is tense he observes as she pushes past people in the club to reach for the back exit door used for emergencies. She doesn’t hesitate to open it and he welcomes the cool gusts that hits him in the face the second he steps outside. The alley is lit by a street lamp giving them the privilege to see where they are at and what’s surrounding them. It’s empty, just occupied by the two of them and some trash bins further down. Suzy has had her back to him for almost two minutes and he’s wondering what’s going through her head because he sure has a lot to say.

 “Suji” Her hair almost slaps him in the face as the curtness of her turn. Her eyes usually have that shimmer in them but the only light he seems in them is a dark glint.

“Jongin, I’m not one to bead around the bush so I’m going to say this straight. Are you cheating on me?” There’s definitely no shake in her words but he can tell how scared she is to say them but it doesn’t burn down the fire he has inside him. I’m cheating?! The hell I am!

“What are you playing at?” His growl is low and dangerous and Suzy in all honesty has never heard him use that tone, at least not to her. She doesn’t back down though.

“Come off it Jongin. Krystal?! Really my best friend?” Her hands are balled up and all she wants to do is punch him.

“There’s nothing going on with me and Krystal. She’s just confused but that’s more to say for you.” He doesn’t want to have this talk because knows how it’s going to end. It’s their first fight.

“Me? What the have I done?” She doesn’t swear, it’s not how she likes to carry herself, her image is clean and cursing smudges it but her frustration and anger is all she can think of.

“Sehun” and he knows by how she steps back that they are going to end up worse than he thought.

“How do you—Jieun.”

“Not denying it I see.”

“This is not-“

“Not what you planned. Can’t choose between us Suzy? (She looked down at that) For God’s sake Suzy you’re my girlfriend!”

“I know that! I didn’t accept his confession!” Talk straight Suji!  I can’t be mad if you look so weak

“You didn’t reject it either! What the hell was that for then? Do you like him too?”

There’s tears b her eyes and Jongin heart aches at that “I love you Jongin.” But he has to know what she’s thinking.

“I love you too which is why I’m not receiving confessions from Krystal!”

“Oh my god! I didn’t ask for one! I’m not the one who’s been acting like his girlfriend doesn’t exist and is off with her best friend now am I?!”

“You had to practice and I respected that!”

“You never cared though! You never thought once to bring me lunch or call to see if I was doing alright or freakin ask how I was with all this pressure on me! Not once Jongin, not once. You’ve been too busy having fun with Krystal to realize how much I needed you!”

“Is that what Sehun’s been doing? He’s been watching you practice and bringing you lunch so that’s the reason to have your heart conflicted?” The hurt is too obvious on his face that Suzy has to close her eyes.

“This isn’t about Sehun”

“It’s about how much I as a boyfriend then? I just thought you needed to focus and didn’t think that my relationship with you would be in jeopardy for being considerate!”

“Jongin please”

“You know why I’ve been talking with Krystal? It’s because it’s easier, I don’t have to have to guess what she’s thinking because she’s honest with me. She actually talks to me!” I’m sorry, this is getting all too much

“I talk to you! You’re the one that doesn’t pay attention and if it’s so much easier to be with her, if it makes your life so much easier, than go to her! Don’t let me hold you back!” That’s not what I want to hear

“I’m not saying I want to be with her! Can’t you ing listen to me? There’s nothing going on! I want you to trust me enough to talk to me! Why can’t you do that?”

Why can’t you trust me Suji?

“Don’t you want me to fight my best friend for you?”

Please say yes.

“I-I don’t know?” And he’s long gone by then. She doesn’t want me to fight? Fight for us? What exactly does she want then?

Her head is down, her hair cascading in front of her and despite knowing that she doesn’t know the answer or is any condition to answer he asks anyways.

“Do you still want to be with me?” She can’t look up because she feels so dirty for liking someone else at the same time as loving her boyfriend. He was just being himself and didn’t see how spending time with Krystal, who was also his friend, could affect so much.

Before she had a chance to open the door behind them busted open giving both Jongin and Suzy a heart attack. Jieun looked like she was about to pass out.

“There you are! Come quick Taemin is beating up Sehun!”

Sehun:

Sulli was headed towards the bar, her fist were balled up all ready for hell to break loose but her route was intercepted when he knocks into her as he looks for someone else.

Sehun looked down at her with a friendly smile as he settles her back straight "Where are you going in such a hurry?" All thoughts of finding her were lost when he sees Sulli’s eyes glaring ferociously, a look he never saw before. He looks behind to see Taemin’s fluffy brown hair bouncing off different lights as he talks to Jieun.

"Ahh trouble in paradise?" Sehun teased not really expecting the reaction her got.

Sulli had lifted her hand to smack him but she couldn’t do it and settled on limply punching him on the chest. She couldn’t even lift up her head. Sehun stood frozen in place as he watched random people give him judgmental looks for it seemed like he made the poor girl cry. He waved his hands stating it wasn’t him.

"Hey do you want to talk about it?"

She contemplates for a bit Should I really tell him? She gives in either way "I guess that would help"

Sehun leads them back to their booth and there Sulli spills the whole "I love you" scene. She didn’t feel the need to tell him about what she just witnessed though, it was too fresh, too sour.

Her eyes were reddening and at that Sehun sits closer, wrapping her in his arms in comfort. He doesn’t know what to say to make her feel better because there isn’t much. He doesn’t know what Taemin is thinking so he can’t speak on his behalf, he can only speak on his own.

"I know how you feel" he feels her head move as she looks up at him "I confessed to Suzy and got turned down" He didn’t think he would’ve told anybody that but seeing how Sulli spilled all her insecurities to him he felt the need to get it off his chest too, to breathe a bit better. Seeing Suzy right after isn’t easy for she’s been avoiding him which is quite easy to do in a dark night club.

Sulli furrows her eyebrows at the sudden confession "You love Suzy?"

He sighs as he nodded his head solemnly. Sulli then recalls on all the skinship they've been having and her mind jumbles up "But Kai-"

"That's why I was turned down" Sehun cuts her off This is a horrible pick me up. His attempt to soothe her did make her heart feel any lighter, quite the opposite really.

They both looked so sad. Their "I love yous" were not reciprocated and that does a lot to a person. Their eyes lock and they can see each other's pain, fear, and sadness; it was like looking in a mirror- one that was more honest than they would have liked.

Their mirror had cracks in it and was losing its shine and in that moment all they wanted was for their mirror to get its gleam back and not show the darkness that was hiding inside of them. Their lips touch in an attempt to wipe away the tear stained glass that was streaking their mirror. Just for once they didn’t want their mirror to be so truthfully painful but overall they wanted to feel some sort of affection even if it wasn’t from the people they loved.

Hyeri:

She had been dancing by herself after Sulli had abruptly left her surrounded by strangers and no one really dances alone at clubs, so Hyeri being Hyeri allowed herself to blend in with them and move her body in rhythm against the bodies of others. It was until a loud smash that caught the attention of some people that Hyeri was around, she saw a commotion going around near the booth of her friends. She pushed past drunks, breaking away sloppy kisses which earned her spiteful glares and groans, and stepping on the feet of random nobodies that she found herself witnessing an angry Taemin being held back by Jaebum, an amused Sulli and a regretful Sehun. He had a swollen lip and the right side of his face looked bruised.

"What the hell do you think you're doing?" Taemin was ready to kill someone, particular a blonde headed someone. Sehun couldn't even say anything. Holy , what just happened?!

"Talk you bastard!" Taemin barked, attracting even a larger crowd. Suzy, Jongin and Jieun joined the crowd with jaws hanging open for never once did their group get in a fight and definitely not one that left the other with a nasty bruise.  

"What are you looking at?" Hyeri shouted at the onlookers "Move your drunkard asses. Now!"

The crowd mumbled colorful words to her before begrudgingly leaving. The group looked at her in shock; she was never one to shout, especially at strangers. Hyeri pointed at Taemin "What has gotten your so twisted to do something like that Lee Taemin?"

Taemin scoffed "My are in a twist because my girlfriend and best friend thought it be a great idea is play tonsil hockey." each word he stepped closer and poked Sehun hard at the last. Sehun looked desperately at Suzy to understand him.

"It's not what it seemed!" Oh no.

Sulli stepped between the two and faced Taemin "don't call me your girlfriend when you act like you don't even have one!" Taemin cocked an eyebrow

“Come again?" Sulli he just punched his best friend because you guys were kissing and you think he doesn’t see you as his girlfriend? What are you smoking?  

“Please, I know what you and MY best friend were doing earlier. You rejected me because of her?!" Whaaaaaat? Pizza crave was because of Jiyoung?

Jiyoung gasped loudly waving her hands frantically and shaking her head. “Sulli, oh my God this is- that was, Sulli no!”

Jieun's feet shifted, the slight guilt by association had settled into her stomach but she was keeping it down because she still thought Sulli needed to know and all she did was say that they kissed, she didn’t know Sulli would get back at Taemin with Sehun.

Suzy was seeing her life act out in front of her and she wanted to give everyone the benefit of the doubt because she knows that it can’t be surfaced thin, she just experienced it herself.

"Wait wait, Sulli I think you're confused. Jiyoung and Taemin? Come on she's your best friend"

“Krystal” someone coughed and Suzy whirled around at said girl, the anger of her recent conversation building up again.

“You! Back off! Best friend or not I will not tolerate backstabbing!” Sehun couldn’t feel the throbbing of his cheek because the throbbing of his chest was way worse.

“I didn’t do anything! If you had stopped being so flirty with Sehun you would have realized that I hadn’t even made a move! Jongin only been watching my practices and then taking me AND Victoria out to eat. You’re the one playing with hearts because you’re that full of yourself!”

This cannot be good.

Suzy growled but Jaebum stepped in "cool it! Not the right moment. Sulli put that glass down!" They were too distracted by another love problem that they had failed to see Sulli picking up glass shots after the other and finishing them like they were nothing.

Sulli threw her head back, drowning down the drink before clanging it on the table. "Down" she deadpanned

Taemin took her wrists "you don't even know what happened! It wasn't like that"

"Like what? Like you guys didn't kiss behind my back. And don't try to say it didn't mean anything Jiyoung, because if it didn't you would have told me." Jiyoung's head fell. This is a group of bestfriends?

"I can explain"

Sulli held up a hand "tomorrow. Talk to me tomorrow. Right now I don't want to see your face. Any of yours" her hand went to her head, her eyes shutting tight. Suzy stepped forward, leading her to sit back down in their booth.

"I got her guys. Don't worry. I’ll keep her safe." She smiled sadly at Taemin who seems so torn about what to do. 'Go' Suzy mouthed and Jongin pulled him away with Hyeri tailing behind. Jaebum shook his head, him and Suzy having a conversation between eye contact

'You sure you can handle her?'

'I'm good and I don't want to be near Krystal or Jongin right now' titling her head in their direction.

Jaebum nodded 'okay I'm trusting you with her Suji' he patted her head and grabbed Krystal and Jieun away.

Sehun shifted his feet "it's not really now it sounded"

Suzy sighed "you asked for me to take you seriously and this is how you show it" her mind was playing tricks on her because she had just basically broken up with Jongin for this mess.

"We weren't thinking! It was a mistake!" Sehun squawked

"Look, I'm in charge on Sulli right now, I can't handle another headache." She dismissed him.

Sehun couldn't breathe "Don't look at me like that Suzy" he moaned, waving his arms to his sides.

"Leave"

(A/N: Woah. Glad i don't party. Jk it's written alot differently because i wanted you guys to know what was going on through each of the character's mind (my bad Jaebum) at the time just not Suzy's. Suzy and Sulli are kind of alike. Sorry if it's weird or you don't like it, the REAL chapter that you guys want is next. Stick around ^.^)