because of what Jung Shin told her to, Seohyun thinking hard about it, and after thousand times she thinking whether to give it or not, finally she agreed with Jungshin's idea.. she has no courage to give it directly to Yong Hwa. So, she ask Jungshin to give it to him and she writes the title in the first page ‘just letting you know’

the next day, Jungshin give her diary to Yonghwa, and he doesn't forget to say to that don’t let anyone know about this thing because it might hurt Taeyon’s heart and definitely Seo Hyun won't let this happen. of course Yonghwa understand about that and his heart beating faster like he's just jump out from the Namsan Tower, he really can’t wait to see the book that seohyun made, he cant believe she made this for him!

Seohyun's Diary

Wednesday August 8^th,

it’s not the first time I met you.. but do you know? this is the first time that I realized that I’m falling for you, it’s because we’re taking care of the garden together, you’re jokes, you’re silly behavior, you’re pouting mouth when your plants didn’t grow well, it’s like a habit, it keeps bother me when you’re not around me, and I just realize that I maybe…. Like you? But… I can’t let this feeling become bigger, I don’t deserve you Jung Yonghwa-sshi.. Taeyon unnie does, you deserve someone like her, cheerful, cute, it’s seems she’s really fits you, I can feel it when you’re around her, you looks perfectly charm.. God, please don’t let this feeling become bigger, I don’t want to hurt taeyon unnie and I don’t even want to hurt my self, because I know…. I am not his type, he will never fall for me, and I promise to my self that I will keep this feeling deep down my heart. thank you God for sending him as an oppa, mmm I don’t know what to write anymore, I’m confuse.. I never feel this, could this called love? Is this the feeling that taeyon unnie always talk about?? God please erase my feeling towards him I don’t want to trouble my self… I beg you God..

Saturday, August 18^th..
HOW DARE I SECRETLY WATCH HIS CONCERT??? What did I think of?? thank God none recognize me, I watch him at the café near my aunt house.. and guess what? I even took a picture of him! Look isn’t he really charming? I really feel guilty and happy at the same time! Guilty because I feel like I betray Taeyon unnie but happy because I took his pic and it come out really nice. Anyway should I just keep this feeling inside? I mean that’s okay if I like him secretly right? I’m not gonna tell anyone, even jungshin chingoo! Kekeke mianhe because you’re his friends jungshin-ah moreover if taeyon unnie know…ahhhh I couldn’t imagine it, how can I live without her? She likes my truly sister, I can’t let her angry with me. hmmm but thank God, I can took his pic, I really happy, kekekeke good night universe!!! And… good night too Yong-oppa –now I can call him that!!- aaaaaa really happy^^
 

Monday, 20^th August
diary!! I feel really empty today, because he didn’t come to the garden maybe he’s late? It’s not his fault.. but I feel like there’s something missing, how can I feel this? What’s the problem with me? He’s not mine but why do I feel like I own him? I really fool, I’m afraid, I’m afraid Taeyon unnie will find out my feeling and she’ll be angry with me. Should I just give up liking him? Anyway it would be the same right? Because…. In the end I know that he’s not made for me too. He’s just another crayon that fills my blank life -if I keep liking him- it is just like walking to the dead road, cause in the end i should turn back my way too, so.. I should stop liking him too whenever that times come… but why this feeling so hard? It’s not like I known him for such a long time, but why do I feel this gonna be hard? God if you’re plan will not gonna make me and him to be one, just please erase this feeling, and erase it till it as white as snow please.. JL

Wednesday, 22^nd August
I finally starting erase you from my mind Jung Yong Hwa! I’m sorry for being so bad to you.. today I met him and I just keep silent when he talked to me. I know this is not his fault but I really sorry oppa, If I keep talking to you I’m getting into you again… so please forgive me for being such a rude to you.. yeah, I finally erase you from my heart oppa –hopefully not only this day but for so on too- it’s never too late for me to forget you! Fighting Joo Hyun :---D

Friday 24^th August
damn, I failed…. I’m fail to dislike you Jung Yong Hwa.. how can you’re so adorable that I even falling for you again?? This because Jungshin ask me to watch his practice and of course I end up watching Yong Hwa oppa… he’s really that cool, I took his pic again kekeke.. I think I give up… I will just let it be, let this feeling be natural and though I’m gonna enjoy the pain later but I’ll try to be strong kekeke.
I must take the responsibility from what I do ^^

Saturday 25^th August
diary!!! I’m really happy, today Taeyon unnie asked to come with her to Amusement Park and guess what? I met him! Kyaaaaa, Yong oppa was there too, though it’s not only him but all I saw was just him kekeke^^ you know, he was beside me! And the happiest thing that make me happy is…. I got a picture with him kekeke, someone take this picture when I walked beside him I don’t know whose the one that took this photo but I pray to God that someone will be blessing with joyful and live healthily! when I took the picture with him I feel like I had a butterflies in my belly, like I had a fireworks in my heart, it kept bothering me, but I felt the warm feeling when he talked to me. not exactly he gave me that warm feeling but I did feel comfortable around him and I’m overflowing happy!!! It’s just like eat tons of sweet potatoes in the winter day.. Really thank God for what was happen today, I wish I could be beside him & talk to him every day :p

ps      : Sing for me till I sleep, I don’t want to wake up to the reality…

Monday 27^th August
who says Monday is ??? I love Monday since Yong oppa came earlier every Monday fufufu^^
we talked bout many things today as usual, and yeah he’s such a great sunbae, he’s so humble and even playful! I wonder how many girl fall for a guy like him –include me—
ah! The things that makes me confuse was he ask me to lend him my self-improvement books!
I thought he’s the type that hate books most but it surprise me how he asked to bring the book next Tuesday, hmmm there’s so many things I’d like to tell you about him diary.. but it will take a whole book ehm not even a whole book but a whole books over the world kekekeke, yeah he’s that adorable, and yes I like him too much!! But since i’m having a lot of assignments to do I’ve to end it here. Whatever, I already write all about him in my memory. Ehm yes, he’s that interesting to me, he’s the first guy that maybe makes me curious about guy?? Ah mwola!!!! I’m so shy, anyeong my diary loves and kisses from the one that loves Monday, Seo Joo Hyun :-*

ps     : For once I don’t have to try to be happy because when I’m with you, it just happens.

Yonghwa read all those pages carefully & all feelings raged in to his mind, he doesn't even believe this happening to him, he felt so happy that he's not the only one who feels this, he burst into joys right now until the last page he read that makes him torn apart..

The Last Pages

anyeongaseyo Yong Hwa Oppa, how are you doing? i hope you're always live healthily.. okay, i'm not gonna round about this. So, this is the last pages that i'm gonna write about you and i'm so sorry for giving you this through Jung Shin, i've no courage to give this book to you by myself cause i don't have any courage to meet you. do you know Oppa? i really grateful towards you, can't describe how much i thanked to you. Because of you, i'm available to feel those falling in love feeling, i found something that more interesting than reading a book and that is seeing you Oppa.. and i really appericiate your feeling towards me too Oppa, it's like the best feeling ever  that i ever had when i know that someone that i love so deep& secretly for almost a year told me that he likes me too, really i can't write it into words that how much you make my day so colourful.. 
but Oppa,  please forgive me for this time too.. because i decided that after i give you this book, you will not appear in my day anymore, i was thinking so hard should i give up on you or not. and after those thoughtful mind, i guess i really do have to erase you in my mind.. i'm sorry Oppa, i just can't stand to hurt Taeyon's unnie feeling, she loves you that much..
i am the lucky one who met you but it just..... i met you in the wrong time Oppa:-)
so, i beg you.. would you pretend that you don't know my feeling? and i find it will be the best that you can act like you hate me Oppa, cause i can't bear your kindness, i might fall in to you again..
Oppa, Jung Yong Hwa Oppa, i hope you can understand this. sincerely, Seo Joo Hyun.

soooo, what will Yong react to this?? will he agree to Seohyun decision? or will he chase her more?? it's on the next chap gogumasss :D & forgive me if this is too bad.. i'm curently workin on something anw hope you guys love it, enjoy^^