Kris POV

people called me useless,

my schoolmates called me bad guy,

my parents called me a shame of my family..

sad? yeah.. but not for me..

at first, being rejected by my parents and my society was too depressed

but now, i already familiar with, i would cry when my dad shouted to me, or my schoolmate scolded me, but now i wouldn’t care anymore

whatever people called me or did anything to me, i don’t care.

this is the way i live my life.

this is my life..

am i too fast telling you about my life? why i became the bad guy?

it happened 5 years ago, when my only older brother died, killed by some punks when he walked home from school. he was my parents’ golden boy. my dad always said that he would lead dad’s company. my parents love me, but they love my brother more. unfortunately, God loves him more, He called our family’s golden boy too early.

we depressed, a lot. my parents changed a lot after that. they very obsessed with me, tried to make me like my brother. taken control over my life, all aspect of my life. first year, i felt fine with that, i became very submissive, nerd at school. my life was only around school and home. but lately i couldn’t handle it anymore. i felt like a bird in a cage, i didn’t get freedom. what am i? a prisoner?

that’s why, i rebel!

i seldom went home. often came late to school. never focused on the lesson. fought with the other students. the new Kris