The dorm was rather big once there was no one in it. You could feel its emptiness thick in the air. It wasn’t like it was when all the boys are out for the day it felt different. You sigh. This could be a time where you could study and not get interrupted or pestered. Haling all of your school stuff onto the dining room table you begin your study as you listen to music. Information swam through your head as you delved into memorising most of the viruses and their symptoms.  Upon influenza A virus infection of cells, a wide variety of antiviral and virus-supportive signalling pathways are induced. Phosphatidylinositol-3-kinase (PI3K) is a recent addition to the growing list of signalling mediators that are activated by these viruses…. Selective inhibitors of biosynthesis of aminergic neurotransmitters. Although the enzymatic decarboxylation of amino acids is of substantial importance to biochemistry1, there are few inhibitors of the decarboxylase enzymes which combine activity with selectivity….. Several of the amines formed by in vivo decarboxylation of amino acids (biogenic amines) have key roles in physiology….. Ebola virus is an aggressive pathogen that causes a highly lethal haemorrhagic fever syndrome in humans and nonhuman primates…. It all blurred together but seemed to stick in your head; at times you mixed the wrong symptoms to the wrong virus. When you finally finished studying it was already nightfall and you had realised that you hadn’t eaten a single thing all day. Now that your mind was off studying your stomach was begging to be fed. Preparing some ramen you plonk down on the couch and turn the television on.

You were getting a lot of your work done while the boys were away and it kept your mind off of them for most of the day but you could almost imagine Junhong begging Yongguk to call you and Jongup playing music in his room and just dancing the night away. Himchan with his head stuck in the iPad and phone and Youngjae yelling at the lot of them to be quite as he watches his shows. Daehyun laying on Youngjae fast asleep and they are all exhausted from their trip and their shows, think about what they were all doing now made your heart ache. Something on the tv got your attention and ripped you out of your day dreams. A woman was talking about you and Yongguk, still shots of you playfully hitting Yongguk and quotes taken from the story Yongguk told about you were on the screen. Taken out of context and they were playing it out to be as if you were an aggressive person. You were shocked, turning up the television you lean forward clutching a pillow to your chest.

“Ahn Mia, independent strong woman or crazed tyrant? She has a past where there is talk of an aggressive personality. She physically abused Bang Yongguk on a live show and he admitted that she had made a man bleed after only irritating her. Are these things not enough evidence to charge Ahn Mia of domestic violence? Who is to say she doesn’t mentally, emotionally and physically abuse Bang Yongguk behind closed doors and he is far too terrified of her to tell anyone? I say we give him a voice, we must put a stop to Ahn Mia’s behaviour before our beloved idol gets seriously injured.”

The woman continued to ramble on but you drowned her out, your mouth was gapping open. WHAT THE ?! Your face scrunches into a snarl, I'm not ing abusive! Yeah, I lose my temper and I may lash out but not enough to actually leave marks or wanting to hurt him. I AM A DOCTOR FOR CHRIST’S SAKE! WHY IN THE WORLD WOULD I WANT TO INFLICT PAIN WHEN ALL I WANT TO DO IS IRADICATE IT?! You were pissed. Your phone began to ring.

Caller ID: Gukkie
“Hello?”
“Hey babe, how was the flight? How are the boys?” You try and leash the rage that had been awakened. This was petty and Yongguk was going to find out about this incident eventually so you weren’t going to distract him. Telling him when he gets off the trip would be the most productive as you didn’t want to hinder his work by making him think of unnecessary things.
“Yeah it was good, the boys are rowdy as ever but they are getting the work done. How are things over there? Hopefully you aren’t still mad at me? You don’t sound alright.”
“Everything is fine, I guess I’m sort of over the whole Shin Chae thing,” which wasn’t a lie you had barely any thoughts, let alone feelings, about that after finding out about this new scandal that involved you and Yongguk, “I was being petty, I shouldn’t have believed her in the first place. She was probably just making empty threats. Don’t forget to eat well while you work. I know you, as soon as you get your mind into work you never stop for anything unless it is hindering your progress.”
“Yeah, yeah woman quit your nagging,” Yongguk replied playfully, chuckling, “I miss you already. Why is it you make me so damn anxious when I am away from you and as soonas I hear your voice or see your face I am instantly soothed?”
“Because I'm charming, elegant and you love me?”
“Pssh. Two out of three ain’t bad.”
“Well, whatever I was going to sent you a cute picture to soothe you but nope, you can go without it because you are being mean.” He could hear you pouting through the phone.
“Nah, love, I’m sorry please. I really do want that picture can’t you sent it after we hang up? I have all these pictures of you that are stunning but they are so old and are nothing when compared to the beauty that you are today.”
“My god Bang you are such a smooth talker, ok, ok, I will send you the picture. How was your day?”

So Yongguk went into a full explanation of the events that followed after he left the dorm. Junhong had fallen asleep as soon as the plane had taken off and Youngjae couldn’t get to sleep for the life of him. He talked about the show, his fans and he was so excited and passionate about it all. You look at the screen as Yongguk relays the information. You definitely couldn’t ruin his trip so you weren’t going to tell a thing until he got home. He was going to be pissed but he will forgive you.
“Oh that’s us, hon. I’ll call and text you later, don’t stay up too late. I love you.” Yongguk stated and you could hear oo’s in the background. You chuckled, the boys must be there. “I love you too, don’t work too hard. Goodnight.”

Clutching the pillow to your chest you reminisce about the amazing things Yongguk and you had gotten up to in the past. Your phones buzzed whilst you were thinking of the first time Yongguk and you had taken a vacation together. Looking at the phone you thought it would be Yongguk sending you a goodnight message but it was from an unknown number. Opening the message you read the words sent, they sent shivers down your spine.

“Hey, Miss nobody, the games have just begun I suggest you just sit quietly and let your life crumble all around you otherwise I might have to target Yongguk and ruin his career along with your life. Goodnight pleasant dreams.”

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