Yoong POV

 

I felt someone holding my hand and I reconized that hand.

 

"S-Sica"

 

slowly I open my eyes and I saw her sleeping on my hand.

 

"Sica-ah"

 

"mm?" Said her lazy.

 

i smile weakly.

 

"Yoong?"

 

"Sica"

 

"Kryss wake up!!! Yoong you're awake!"

 

i saw how exited she is to see me awake.

 

I'm glad that I'm back now. 

 

"Yoong stay here let me called Tiffany"

 

before she could walk away from me, I hold her hand.

 

"I won't let you go away from me again" I said

 

she smile back at me and she sit back to her chair.

 

"hmm let me called Tiffany unnie than"

 

than there's only the two of us left in the room.

 

we stare at each other deeply.

 

I'm so thankful I can get back here and make her happy.

 

"Yoong"

 

"mm?"

 

"I always wanted to tell you that I love you and the day I confess to you, is not a prank"

 

i smile.

 

"I know Sica"

 

"but I just pretend nothing happen"

 

"but why?"

 

"because I still afraid of love"

 

she stare at me and than she hug.

 

"I love you Im Yoong more than I love myself."

 

"I love you too and I'm sorry to make you cry every night"

 

than the doors open.

 

"Yoong!" 

 

Tiffany noona run to me and push Jessica away from me make her fall down to the floor.

 

"ohh I thought you would never wakes up. Are you okay?"

 

"yeah I'm okay"

 

"But I'm not!!!" 

 

She glance back and laugh.

 

"what are you laughing at?! Help me!"

 

"okay okay I help you. Oh Krys can you called Taeng and the others to come?"

 

"alright" 

 

Tiffany POV

 

"your heart is eating normally and your hand are all okay. No need to be worry anymore"

 

i smile at him and stare at him.

 

i don't know what to say. I almost lost him in the operating room and now he's right infront of me smiling at me.

 

"Noona is there something wrong?"

 

i shook my head.

 

"I'm just glad you are back"

 

"I won't leave you noona" I smile and patted his hand before going out.

 

"how is he?"

 

"everything is normal. You can see him now" 

 

i can see happiness in Jessica eyes. I'm glad he love her too as his fiancé.

 

"hey aren't you going inside?" Aske Taeng

 

"nehh they need time together" he smirk at me and I smile.

 

"let's go get some lunch for them"

 

"good idea"

 

Jessica POV

 

"you makes worried"

 

"yeah and you miss yesterday game"

 

"what? Oh man!!! I never in my life once I didn't watch the game!"

 

yelled Yoong. So childish.

 

"hei guys"

 

"oh Fany-ah"

 

"hey Taeng hyung!"

 

"hei what's ups brother!" 

 

I can see all of those people who came here have something inside them telling that they are happy to see The Old Yoong.

 

"Jessica?"

 

"mm?"

 

"can you help me eat? I'm hungry" I smile

 

"here" I take the plate and help him to eat that.

 

"hei did we miss something here?" Ask Sooyoung.

 

Yoong POV

 

"yeah you did"

 

i said while looking at Jessica.

 

"ohh umm guys maybe we should go now"

 

i smile at them and give Krystal a goodbye kis.

 

than the room becomes so quiet and cold.

 

"wanna go outside? You've been staring out the window you know"

 

"just wanna have some fresh air that's all"

 

"okay come on"

 

"wait wait is it okay for you to go out? Because it's cold outside"

 

"than I make it warm for you" I can see she's blushing.

 

cute~

 

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"okay I'm taking back what I'm saying awhile ago! It's damn cold!"

 

"told you"

 

i chuckled.

 

we sat together on the couch with our hands still holding each other.

 

"since when you start to like me?"

 

"When you came to my house with Minho"

 

"I suprice you didn't i?"

 

"yeah you did"

 

i chuckled.

 

i look up to the sky amazed by the star up there. 

 

Than I start to remember.

 

"Sica"

 

"I wanted to say something"

 

"what is it"

 

~Flashback~ 

 

i was still in the operate room. I'm a soul. Than I met my mother and my ex girlfriend who die because of me. We talk a lot until my mom say I didn't make it. 

 

I felt so empty and weak. That I shout to the bright light up the sky.

 

i make a deal with them. That if I back to my body I will fix everything.

 

than after that I bide a goodbye to my mom and my ex. I get back to my body.

 

than I got a dream. She was there and she have a keys.

 

"Seohyun"

 

"you need it" she gave me a keys to some kind of a bed room. 

 

In there I can heard a crying. A girl crying.

 

i walk closer to her and it was you.

 

you were crying in your room. I still didn't know what she wanted to say to me. 

 

I even don't know why she bring me to you.

 

i take a look at your calendar and it's was 18 April 2008.

 

The day when she die.

 

i walk towards your door and to my suprice it's your birthday. 

 

You were celebrating your birthday with your whole family.

 

than I start to think.

 

thats why Seohyun wants me to takes her to her cousin house.

 

and the worst part is her cousin is you.

 

"Yoong could you please drop me infront of my cousin house?"

 

"why?"

 

"well my cousin were celebrating her "

 

"what?! Seohyun today it should be our date! But why you always refuse it?!! It's like you want me to leave"

 

"no Yoong it's just today it's her birthday and she very close to me"

 

"so you choose her than me huh?!"

 

"no I choose you"

 

"than why you always refuse my offer?!! I thought we are perfect together"

 

"we are perfect but please"

 

"what?!!! You choose your cousin than me!!! I felt lonely Seohyun! I thought you always stay beside me but what? You choose her than me. Let's end this here Seohyun"

 

"Yoong what I wanted it's only to celebrate her birthday!"

 

"and forget me?! It's not going to work between us Seohyun!!!" 

 

CRASH!!! 

 

"i was so mad that day. What she wanted is only to celebrate her cousin birthday but I didn't think about it what I think is only our relationship. Now I know what is her reason for not being with me for 2 weeks. It's because she love you" 

 

"soo you're her boyfriend and"

 

"yes I'm the one who cause her death"

 

she stare at me and I can see tears falling down.

 

"I'm sorry I didn't mean it" 

 

than she start to hug me.

 

"I believe Seohyun forgive you and she already told you that and it's all in the pas now it's our future"

 

i smile. 

 

"Saranghae 사랑해"

 

"I love you too Yoong" 

 

"ohh are you going to be jealous if I told you this?"

 

"what?"

 

"I already have my fist kiss and my last kiss"

 

"what?! I thought you never do that?"

 

"well she make do it"

 

"who is she?" Ask her with her ice glare.

 

i gulped. Okay maybe I should never say that in the first place.

 

"umm umm"

 

"Im Yoong"

 

"S-Seohyun did that. Well she wanted because we never do that!"

 

without saying anything she kiss me.

 

the kiss made my heart beat so fast and butterfly on my stomach.

 

it feel like I'm in heaven.

 

"no one kiss my boyfriend without my permission. Because those lips.......are mine" 

 

i smile at her and kiss her again.

 

now I know you are the only for me Jessica always be mine.

 

 

tada!!!! This is not finish yet! I bet you guys still curious what will happen next right so I make one more chapter and some epilogue!

ohy god I can't believe one more days and I'll be back to school. Ohh I hate it so much! I hope I can finish this story before get back to school because I might be so busy sine I should prepare for the big test. Soo wish me luck guys.

 

oh and guys I would never make Yoong amnesia or anything. I think it's abit old but sometimes maybe we will used it in the right story and atmosphere right? So dot worry about the story okay guys?

 

now it's time to say goodbye. TOODLES^^