November 23, 2010

Dear Diary,

Happy Thanksgiving! I'm so glad we finally have a vacation from school. Park Bom and her gang have been bullying me more and more recently. I wonder how they will react when I die? Whatever, I don't care if they like me or not. I'm proud to be myself, Kim Taeyeon.

Since it's Thanksgiving, I want to list out all the things I'm grateful for...

KIM TAEYEON'S THANKSGIVING LIST

1) My wonderful umma and appa

They give me all the love anyone could ever want. They go through all this pain and trouble to raise me with my condition, but they never stop smiling. For that, I am forever grateful. For them, I accept myself for who I am, not who I want to be.

2) My best friends

Tiffany: She's been my best friend ever since we were little. She's my twin, my soul mate. She's my lover, my sister, my other half, my comfort, and everything I need. I'm so grateful God gave me a friend like her. She's loyal, generous, kind, caring, funny, and energetic. Even though she could have left me any time she wanted, she has always stuck by my side. Thank you, Fany-ah. Saranghaeyo. We are, and always will be, TAENY

Yuri: If Fany is my lover, Yuri is my bro. xD How ironic is it that she's the most gorgeous out of all five of us? She's cheerful, funny, loving, and an overall wonderful friend. When it comes to standing up for me, she's always first to whip out her fists and show off her strength and dangerousness to offenders. I'm so glad Yuri is my friend, forever loyal and sweet. Thanks for always being there, Choding.

Jessica: Yuri's wife. She can be icy to those who she doesn't care about, thus, she is our Ice Princess, but she is also a very warm person. She's witty, cute, sweet, affectionate, and sometimes just plain crazy! That girl can easily become the most popular and sought out girl at parties, but she has never even been to any crazy typical high school parties where everyone is makng out and getting drunk. No, she's not like Park Bom, Gong Minzy, or Park Sandara. The only parties she goes to are our sleepover parties! She would rather read with me than date. She always cracks jokes when any of us aren't in a good mood, and is rarely moody herself. Thank you, Sica. I can always depend on you for a good laugh.You will always be my Sicachu. 

Sunny: She's adorable beyond belief, brave, incredibly strong, and just plain amazing! She's the only one who I can sympathize with about my height. =.= Aegyo Queen is an amazing singer, but she never shows off her talent because she's so humble. She's the richest out of all of us, and constantly spends her money on presents for us, and gving it to animal charities. Aegyo Queen Hwaiting! You will always be my Danshin twin!

3) Unnie

She may be dead, but she lives on in my heart. It's because of her that I appreciate life so much, before it is snatched away from me.

and last but not least...

4) You, diary!

When I'm feeling lonely or confused, you're the only friend I can turn to. You can't answer me, but just writing in you comforts me a whole lot. I love you, my diary!

Phew. What a long entry! I have to go take my pills and then the girls are coming over for Thanksgiving dinner. (Another tradition of the Fivesome!)

Signing off,

Kim Taeyeon