August 7,2010

Dear Diary,

  They loved it! We put them on right away and took plenty of pictures. I framed all of them and hung them up.

  You know, sometimes I feel like the girls know about my illness because they're always so nice to me. They care for me like their sister. Aren't my dongsaengs amazing?

  Speaking of sisters, tomorrow is Unnie's 18th birthday. Umma, appa, and I are going to her grave tomorrow. Unnie...if you can hear me, I want you to know how much I miss you. I wish you were here, by my side, mooning over your crushes and hot idols like you did when we were younger. But maybe you dying was for the best. You were always in pain, but you never ever complained about anything. I hope you are happy and disease-free wherever you are. Saranghae....my favorite unnie.

Love,

Taeyeon

PS: School starts on August 9th. We already got our schedules. I'm with at least two of the girls in every single class. No lie. ^^ At least I can be happy about that. Aish, I feel bipolar. >.<

I feel guilty because it's so short. (That's what she said...) But yea, I need some comments on how my story is so far. Am I doing alright? Or is this boring the heck out of you? I need to know!