Selfish

Can't You Love Me Too?

As I enter the fancy restaurant, I feel so excited. Even though Myungsoo had asked me out on a lot of fancy dates, this one is different, there's only the two of us in the restaurant. The music started playing as I wait for the food to arrive. This is so perfect, a romantic dinner with the person I love.

Not long after that the food came, it is a simple pasta with mushroom cream, but it made my heart so happy knowing the fact that he remembers. My favorite topping is mushroom cream and Heerin’s is seafood.

“Why are you so happy, baby girl?” Myungsoo said while touching my hands. His hands are so warm, I’m like literally smiling like an idiot, just shaking my head indicating him there’s nothing wrong. Suddenly the big screen near the table played, there are Myungsoo’s and Heerin’s couple pictures, when they visit the beach, the university, and many more places. I can’t help but feel jealous, even though I know I am the new Heerin.

Without noticing anything except the screen, I found Myungsoo suddenly kneeling beside my chair. He is holding a red velvet box that consist of a ring studded with sparkling diamonds. This can’t possibly happen.

“Heerin, I have wasted too many time without you, and I don’t want to miss another single second without you. I want to wake up every morning to your face, hold you tight, respect and cherish you. Will you marry me?”

I clamp my hands on my mouth to prevent anymore sobbing, this is just too much. God, please, just let me be selfish for one night. One night where I would only think about my happiness, one night where all of my dreams came true, one night to cherish my true love. I close my eyes, letting the tears fall freely, and absent mindedly nod my head. Before I could open my eyes, I could fill a familiar warm hug, I hug him back and have no plan on letting him go forever.

Then I heard a loud cheer behind us, when I looked back, it is Hana and Infinite, excluding Sunggyu who is no where to be found. One by one, they congratulate me giving me another round of bone crushing hugs and gifts.

Just as we are celebrating, suddenly the door opens harshly. There is Sunggyu with an unreadable expression, but for sure he is angry. “Myungsoo, stay away from her, she is just a fake who is trying to fool you! She is a cheap gold digger.” He yells at my face while pointing his finger towards my face.

“Hyung, stop. Are you drunk? Please don’t ruin my propasal party! What nonsense are you coming with again.” Myungsoo cut in, before Sunggyu can trash around again.

“Are you blinded by love Myungsoo, are you so desperate to get Heerin, can’t you see that she is different? From the way she talks, walks, style, food, basically everything!”

“Hyung, people change, no one can stay the same forever, Heerin’s been away for a long time, I can accept the new her, so what’s the problem?”

My heart brokes into pieces, seeing Myungsoo so determine in defending me, but actually partially of what Sunggyu said is true. I try to hold Myungsoo back, not wanting to be the cause of the brother’s fight. However, I just couldn’t move, I’m scared, with one wrong move, everyhting can go wrong. Sooner or later everyone will found out, but please not now, when everything seems perfect.

Finally Woohyun speaks up and break the tension between the brothers, “Myungsoo, I think it’s kind of late now, congratulations and please take Heerin home safely. I’ll take care of Sunggyu hyung, maybe he’s just drunk. Please understand.”

With that Woohyun and Hana drag out the uncontrollable Sunggyu. He keeps one squirming and shouting, “Myungsoo, please realize!”

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jeleexoxo
#1
Udh brp subscriber nihh xD kliatannya laku bgt! xD
woohyunsyoja #2
Chapter 22: OMG wut the hell sunggyu???
Ahhhhhh
OMG oh no
Pls update soon^^
sunggyussi
#3
Chapter 20: Update soon! I'll be waiting! ^^
woohyunsyoja #4
Chapter 20: Oh no!!!!!!!!! I was just thinking.... But how is it possible for your boyfriend to not remember how you look even if the last time ur saw each oner was like 3 months
I hopenmyungsoo doesn't break up with her just because she's not seulin.........
Pls update soon^^
Clockworkangel16
#5
Chapter 20: I feel so mean >_< When I read that Sunggyu's eyes got 2 times larger, the first thing that popped into me head was "Probably a good thing for him to have bigger eyes" *rolls around on floor in embarrassment*

Poor Myunggie doesn't know whats going on with her though waaahhhhhh
woohyunsyoja #6
Chapter 19: Uh oh... He's going to figure out sooner or later!! Uh oh!!
I just hope that myungsoo won't break their relationship apart
And author nim could u pls update a little quicker next time?? ;( I keep forgetting what's happening in this story... I understand if u can't
Please update soon^^
woohyunsyoja #7
Chapter 18: Omg no!!!!! What's going to happen if myungsoo finds out that she isn't his real girlfriend? I hope he doesn't just dump her, she's already fallen in love wit him tho ;(
Pls update soon^^
jeleexoxo
#8
Chapter 18: AHH CLIFFHANGER!!! <333 UPDATE SOON!!!
keshiakim
#9
Chapter 17: Your story is interestingg!! Cannot wait for your next updaateee!!
jeleexoxo
#10
Chapter 17: Mel... YOU JUST SPLITTED THE CHAPTERS INTO TWO!!! T_T WHAT HAPPENS NEXT?!!!