Sulli POV

I went to my bedroom i suddenly remember what i said to minho "i love you" why did i said that? gosh i really need someone to talk to. Jiyoung i need you i can't call her because she is still in school, i know maybe i can talk to krystal yeah i need to open up to her she's my only hope. I reach my phone to call krystal

Krystal: yoboseyo?

Jinri: krystal this is jinri

Krystal: oh jinri so why did you call?

Jinri: i need to tell you something

Krystal: what is it?

Jinri: promise me you won't tell anyone and promise me that i can trust you

Krystal: i promise now what is it? your making me nervous

so i told krystal everything from what happened to me in california and how i met my family and how minho's family adopted me.

Krystal: wow! jinri i didn't expect that your life is that difficult

Jinri: i know but there's more

Krystal: what?

Jinri: promise me you won't tell anyone and promise me you won't teas me

Krystal: i promise

i also told her my feelings for minho she i s very supportive like Jiyoung she even told me that maybe minho has feelings for me because of the incident lately

Krystal: Yah jinri if you like him why don't you tell him

Jinri: it's not that easy my family will soon introduce me to the whole company or even worse to the whole korea i can't have feelings for him he's my brother

Krystal: but what do you think of him?

Jinri:  i like minho but i know that i can't have feeling for him

Krystal: why not? it's not like he's your real brother and it's not like you have the same blood type or anything

Jinri: i know i just don't want to disappoint umma and oppa they really want me to become a part of their family

Krystal: but i'll ask you what if your parents is still alive or what if you found out that they are not  dead would you fight for your feelings?

Jinri: i guess i still have a choice

Krystal: think about it okay?

Jinri: i will and thanks krys.

Krystal: for what?

Jinri: for being there for me when i needed someone to talk to

Krystal: don't thank me that what's friends are for

Jinri: still i'm glad that i have someone to open up to about my feelings

Krystal: don't mention it but you have to promise that you'll find the answer to your problem arraseo?

Jinri: okay. thanks and goodnight

Krystal: goodnight see you tomorrow

Jinri: okay see you

i hang up my phone and i went to bed.  I  can't sleep cause i was thinking what krystal had said to me earlier about my feelings what do i really feel for minho? what if i'm falling for him? what if my parents are still alive? i have so many questions that  needed answers but i need to find more about myself, i need to know more about myself.