The sunlight beam through Yuri's face making her stir up a bit and turn away from the light.

She opened her very eyes a bit and its another day without him, the person she always see when she wakes up, the person that always makes her smile in the beginning of the day, the person who she kisses first in the morning before getting up.

She sadly and lazily got up and walked towards the bathroom to clean up.

She changed her clothes and wore jeans and hoodie before getting out of the room and went to the elevator.

Yes elevator, she has been living on a hotel for the last couple of days now,thats why she borrowed money from jessica, she knew that hyunjoong would come looking for her to her parents house, their friends and close relatives thats why she stayed in the hotel.

She had been miserable, doing the same thing everyday, she barely get enough sleep everynight she would sleep about 3/4am in the morning crying herself to sleep. She felt so uncomfortable and empty without him by her side.

Everynight that she wanted just to throw away her pride and everything then come back to him, she manage to stop herself from doing so.

She listen to the 100+ voicemail that he always left everynight just to hear his voice even though it really hurts her, she just got to hear his voice and she can already tell that he was more miserable than her, each time his voice cracked and shaky.

"Baby where are you?"

"Please tell me where you are right now,"

"I was the wrong one, baby please tell me where you are,"

"Baby please..I miss you so much,"

"Im really really sorry...baby please come back,"

"Baby please...your the most important person in my life...come back please,"

"Baby I need you with me please...I don't know anymore...please please comeback to me, I love you so much,"

Those were some of the voicemail that hyunjoong left her, and mostly the same, begging her to comeback.

Dispite all the things that happened, there is one problem that she has to face soon, money. The money that she borrowed from jessica was only enough to last for about 2 or 3 more days at that hotel. She knew that one way or the other she had to find a place to settle down.

Its been two weeks since Yuri left and those 2 weeks were by far the most miserable days of hyunjoong's life.

He got thinner and pale than usual, he barely eats nor sleep, maybe like a zombie.

He comes maybe 3-4times at the office just trying to distact himself but most of the time out looking for Yuri.

Everytime his employees sees him like that, they couldn't help but worry about their boss.

At night after leaving her a ton of voicemessage as always, he would cry himself to sleep while drinking and hugging their wedding picture.

The next way was the same for him, huge hangover, he also hasn't shaved ever since she left but he could careless about that matter.

He walked his own lifeless body towards the bathroom and got ready for work even though he wasn't gonna do anything there anyways.

He would just stare blankly at the folders then towards their wedding picture again thats sitting near the side of his desk.

Someone knocked and entered his office without even him noticing it until that person called him.

"Sir..here a coffee,"It was his assistant.

He slowly snapped out of his own thoughts then look at the coffee then at him."Thanks,"He said with a low voice then took the cup before taking a sip then placed back down again.

"I lost her,"He spoke staring at their wedding picture again."I lost her, my love, my wife,"

His assistant just kept quiet and listen to him carefully, he knew that his boss had a problem and needed a friend that time, he's been noticing it for a week now. He felt sorry for his boss and tried to help him as much as he could, whether it was to listen or do something for him in the office, it doesn't matter.

"I took her for granted and didn't cheerish her as much as I possibly can,"

He continued.

"I choose this company, this work, everything about this over her,"

"And now she left me, she's gone, this is probably my punishment,"

Tears started to fall from his eyes.

The guy couldn't help but patt her back gently."Don't worry sir...she's come back..maybe she just need time off you know,"

Hyunjoong gave him a small smile then wiped the tears off his cheeks.

Later that night, hyunjoong came home after taking a stroll around the city and their friends house to look for Yuri and as always none.

He dropped himself on the couch and lean back with his eyes closed.

Couple of minutes later, he's about to get up when his phone suddenly rang.

Without caring about it, its probably his assistant or something.

He slowly took it out of his pocket and answered it.

"Hyunjoong-ah?"

The voice from the other line said, it sounded so familiar to him until he figured it out, his eyes widen.

"M-Mrs. kwon?"

"How are you been? I hope your doing good hyunjoong-ah,"

"I-I-don't know Mrs.Kwon..its just that...I can't...do you have any news about her?"

"Thats why I called you about...usually I don't like to interfer with you two's relationship but I can't take it anymore......you two have been hurt for too long.......Its about Yuri......She's..........She's here,"