Chapter Five

Is it only me ? I don't know anymore .

Sehun POV

 

 

I have waited for this for the past 6 months , I am finally going to see Mari . 

I packed my final things into my lugage . I zip up the bag as I walk towards the door . I turn "I will be back here .. Hopefuly with you my love .." I sigh as I close the door and make my way to my flight .

 

 

Mari POV

 

 

Lately I have been feeling more and more hormonal . The depression of being away from sehun has came back to me . 

Its night time , I make my way to the balcony of my apartment and look into the beach . Its a beautiful view , like the one back ... In Our Condo ... It made me relax a bit . 

I start to read some of my notes from class .. But the thoughts of sehun keep haunting my mind . I ruffle my hair in fustration "Why can't you just leave my mind sehun ah ... I hate this .." I mutter as I felt tears threatning to fall . 

I touch my 6 month belly and I smile a bit "Baby .. Don't worry .. Umma will fight for us ... Hopefuly we go through this together . I love you little one..." I say to my belly as I tears lightly fall out . 

"When will I see you again sehun?..." I mutter looking at the stars , like I'm wishing for it .

Even though my mind is saying No to him .. My heart is saying Yes .. 

My mind is telling me that being seperated from him is for the better .. But from what I'm going through it makes me refuse of the thought . 

 

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( Words in Italics and BOLD are memories going through the mind )

I wake up to the warmness of my blanket . I flutter my eyes open as I wrap myself with the blanket . I gaze my eyes to the empty space on the bed beside me . 

 

I feel arms wrapping my waist as I wake up to the smell of bacon "Babe , I made some breakfast . Time to wake up ~" I feel sehuns breath on my neck as a smile . I turn around to see him looking at me with delight . I giggle as I pinch his nose "Kaja !~" I peck him quickly and He wraps his arms around me tighter , He smirks .

 

I sigh "Another day .." I get up from the bed as I caress my tummy . 

"Good morning baby boy . " I whisper to it as I smiled . 

 

"Sehun ah , what type of child do you want ?" I asked and he chuckled "I want a boy ." He said "So it can look like his handsome daddy ?" I as I chuckled . He laughed "Of course ." 

 

I get up carefuly , My stomach was getting bigger and bigger . Being 6 months now , I have a slightly big bump . 

I walk towards the kitchen as I waddle a little bit . I didn't waddle as much since I'm not that big yet . I grag a glass of milk from the fridge and drink it down , I have never really liked milk at all but eversince the doctor told me to drink milk again it has kinda became my bestfriend . 

Milk is suposedly good for pregnancy , it ensures a safe and healthy pregnancy . Which is what I want right now . 

I lay on the couch after the glass , I turn on the TV . 

It was a music program and K.Will was singing , I love his songs . 

I listen to them ....

Lay back nan geudael hechiji anhayo
Lay back nan dwiro mulleoseo geudael bolgeyo
Say you love me baby hug me
Oh tell me i’m the only one woo~

 

"I love you Mari ah " Sehun says as he hugs me and I plaster a pleased smile on my face " I love you too . " 

 

light tears start to drip down my cheeks .

 

Jal garan insareul seoro geonnego
Aswiwo jabeun du soneul butjapgo
Ttak obun man aju jamsiman
Yeope isseojullae
I bami kkeutnagi jeonkkajiman

English Translation :

After we say our goodbyes
I get so sad that I hold your hands
And ask for you to be next to me for five minutes
Just until this night is over

 

"Sehun ah .. can you stay a little longer ..?" I whisper to him and I see his eyes twinkle in gladness . "Of course . " 

 

"Why can't those times come back ..." I mutter as I caress my tummy "Is this really for the best ..? Us being seperated ..

 

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I am making a saled in the kitchen as I hear a knock on my door . 

"Who must that be ..?" I mutter as I stopped what I was doing and looked at the door curiously . Why do I feel frightened right now ? Must be just me .

 

I make my way to the door as I fix my hair a bit . 

I slowly turned the knob . 

 

My eyes widen ......

"Sehun ah ?" I say in not even above a whisper tone . 

 

 

 


 

 

Bwoh ?! Sehun at the door ? :o What do you guys think will happen ! lol !

Omo ! I love how you all gave me alot of love at my last chapter ^.^

T.T Sorry this was so short and all the errors ,

I was rushing a bit because I am have been so busy with school I wanna dieee v.vbut ....

Thanks so much love's ! I am really happy that you guys show me love *tear* I love you all !

I got 33 subbies ! yay ~ !

Okay see you next time - Rubitoy <3

 

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pjnn24
#1
Plssss finish this storyyy! Its soooo good!! We missede thisssss much!! Hwaiting!!
korinna26 #2
Chapter 9: Update pls..
Nuknuk #3
Chapter 9: update soon please,i am loving this story so far <3
sehun_love
#4
Chapter 7: Continue! ! They should have more
kwontwins #5
Chapter 8: Dont stop :(
So are u still gonna conyinue this story or not ?
krisbabe
#6
Chapter 7: Why you said that ? This story great and don't stop. Fighting~
I still want to know how leo grow up though,
5awlachan
#7
Chapter 7: Don't stop >.<
kwontwins #8
Chapter 7: This story is amazing ! U must continue the story pls :)
bellarose #9
Chapter 7: continue..please!! We haven't seen what their whole relationship is like especially now with a child. what is parenthood like with them.
reanique20 #10
Chapter 6: Next chapter authornim. ^3^